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I used to live life the way that I wanted. But it's funny, because you think that you are living free, when really, you are living your life according to the way you've been taught to live it. You are doing things and habits that you were taught to and you know no better. One day I had a revelation. The next day, it seems, I woke up, and I was given a second chance at life.Did you know that there is a God who loves you? A God that would send His only Son to die for you?I knew that, but I had blown it off, not realizing the true signifigance of it. But think about it. Someone you do not know sending his son to die for you, that you could go free from bondage, from everything that would try to hold you back from living.Have you ever wanted to be free? I don't know about you, but freedom is what I have received. And you can receive it too.I used to party and do everything associated with it. I used to bounce from relationship to relationship trying to find that "one true love". I tried everything under the sun. But none of that filled that missing place in my heart. I thought that was freedom, that's what my head told me was freedom; but my heart knew better. Because I had to keep going back to all of those things for more, yet none of it gave me that freedom that I craved. I did all I knew.What do you do, when you've done everything you know to do, and you're still empty? your still hurting? your still longing?Well, I want to tell you: when you're desperate for your life to change, that's when He comes. I came to that place of hopeless desperation. I need You--this is what I cried out. I want You! I can't go on without You!God, creator of heaven and earth came down and touched me. Why? He is not same fable, some myth, some fairy tale. He is not who you think He is. He is awesome! He is wonderful! He is the greatest love you'll ever know!--He is LOVE.Do you want love? Do you desire love? Do you need love? Of course, everyone does. I want to invite you to experience real love.This love is so strong that it loves, even when you don;t love back. He loves you and died for you, even if you deny it. Even if you refuse to receive it. That's how much He loves you.When God touched me with His love, my whole life changed. It was like I was given a second chance at life. I received the freedom that I desired. My emptiness was filled. I felt His presence, so strong, that it knocked me to floor and I began to weep. I will never be the same.Thank You God for Your love. I will forever be changed.This layout was handmade with love by the folks at My space or yours? using original artwork by Marah Johnson. Go get one!

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Smith Wigglesworth - More Love More Power

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Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 22:28:00 GMT

Texas (Before the GAT started)

I remember going to Dallas Texas a few years ago with the youth group over the summer. Pastor Josh was our youth Pastor and we took a trip that changed my life forever. We went soulwinning all day ...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Mar 2009 19:41:00 GMT

Gods Plan-being led by the Spirit

A man from Norfolk, VA. called a local radio station to share this onSeptember 11th, 2003. His Name was Robert Matthews. These are his words&'A few weeks before September 11th, my wife and I found out...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 12:16:00 GMT

Hawaii trip

Hi There!  Just got back from Hawaii.  I was there for 3 1/2 weeks on the Great Awakening Tour.  It was totally life changing.  It was beautiful and fun, but the best part had noth...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 17:25:00 GMT

How DESPERATE are you for HIM?

How DESPERATE are you for HIM?So many things can stand in the way between you and God.   It is your  choice.  It is your destiny.  Do not let another second go by without cryi...
Posted by on Sun, 27 May 2007 13:43:00 GMT

Love

What is your definition of love? So now I am giving you a new commandment: Love each other. Just as I have loved you, you should love each other. Your love for one another will prove to the world tha...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Feb 2006 12:45:00 GMT

Pride

My name is pride, I am a cheater, I cheat you of your God-given destiny...because you demand your own way. I cheat you of contentment...because you "deserve better than this." I cheat you of knowledg...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 22:37:00 GMT

the New

Hebrews 11:13-16 13These people all died controlled and sustained by their faith, but not having received the tangible fulfillment of [God's] promises, only having seen it and greeted it from a great...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Dec 2005 15:55:00 GMT

the free gift

All I had to do was reach out and receive the free gift of Salvation and my whole world was right there, ready to change.    As the new came into play, the old passed away.    I ...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Dec 2005 20:49:00 GMT

Dreams

Dreams By Langston Hughes   Hold fast to dreamsFor if dreams dieLife is a broken-winged birdThat cannot fly.   Hold fast to dreamsFor when dreams goLife is a barren fieldFrozen with snow.
Posted by on Sat, 13 Aug 2005 20:58:00 GMT