Hello all and welcome, my name is Carl… I’m “Big Daddy†Tenbears,and I’m glad you took the time to stop by and wait patiently for my page to load…Thank you and again let me say welcome. Here is where I mention things about myself, things like, I'm male, born about 50 years ago or so... as I remember it was a cold stormy night,
After all...I was a little young at the time...I'm “Voidwalker†online and on most NA chat rooms, I haven't been there for a while, my 1st AOL was AOL 1.3 for DOS back in da day… I am Tenbears almost everywhere else… (Except @ TC, there I'm just "Carl")
Growing up for me was rough. Can everyone say they had a great childhood, I can't, mine kinda sucked, but all the scrapped knees I lived through server to make me and my knee's tough, so if I fall to them from time to time that’s OK.I don’t blame anyone for my childhood, as it turned out a normal life was not in the cards for me… This too has been a lessen for me. We live and hopefully we learn.As a result, I have walked a different path than I would have wanted for myself. I have been forced down some roads I might not not have wanted to go down. Those dark paths and bloody steps have made me who and what I am today...I’m happy to say I am married and I love her with all my heart…She is my “Turtle Lady†she is my Laurie Ann…Sometimes I think, "I don’t deserve her"…then I think: "Well I must have done something in another life" or ya know sompton… Great Gifts should never been questioned.
We consider ourselves member's of the...“Earth Tribe†What is the “Earth Tribe� Good question… I feel the earth tribe is made up of people like myself, people like you, people who share common characteristics. Such as:
• We share the same air!
• We share the same water!
• We share the same animals and herbs for food!
• We share the same Earth Mother to live upon.
• We share the same Sky Father to live under.
• We share the same hope that something good will happen to our family if we just work hard together as one people, one earth, one tribe, all brothers and sisters all striding towards the same end.The creator made me (along with other things) A very skeptical and a some what curios man. As a curious skeptic I ask question strange things that don't make scene to me, like for example was 9/11 an inside job?...Did someone plant demolition charges in the buildings?, or did some "unknown-super-jet-fuel-powered-concrete-pulverizing-force" send not 1, not 2 but 3 buildings down into their footprint at free fall speed!Now is this a ghost? Or was that just a puff of smoke?Are these Super-Natural Orps? Or just plain dust particles captured in a flash?As an investigator, a student of the "living-life flow" as it flows around a student in everyday life... I ask myself "how can we blame each other for who our parents where? I didn't pick my parents out of a super market line up. So how can we hate someone for the color of their skin?If you peel back the skin, we are identical… If you peel back the education we receive at the hands of our parents…we become very different… And again I find myself asking that same old tired question…. â€WHY is that?†Why do we teach our children to kill for land which no one gave to us, air we can’t possible keep as our own?Ok, I ask you, did,___________ (add the name of your Deity on the line provided.) drink water? and we believe most people drink water. When that water passed through your (God on Earth,) It mingled with the water we use everyday… Yes all of it! Every drop of water has been blessed that way! I'll bet you never thought of it like that? You are baptized by the rain even if you didn’t know it. Even if you don't want it!... Well, Well, Well… Earth Tribe, One People, One Earth, One Life…
"SO GO BE NICE TO SOMEONE!!!
Rammstein-AmerikaWe the People, 1971, Art Wagon Gallery. Contemporary Native American Wayne Eagleboy's version of the US flag bears portraits of two Indian men behind a screen of barbed-wire. The painting is framed with fur.
Guy Clark- "Hollywood"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kR_qeYPlBlw
Emerson Drive - "Moments" (Music Video)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JzriEXPJ1-k
