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"I gaze within, at my own heart, and see.
The whole wide world, in brief, reflected there,
Each passion, pride, hope, fear, and burning lust: And gazing, comprehend what the ancient's saw,
"Man is a mirror that reflects the world."
-Ryonen (Japanese Zen Priest).
"We are merely a reflection of all that we see-
There is no difference between you and me"
-Sadmonk
Welcome to the deep dark wood that is my mind.
We hope you've brought a lamp to light your way for no speck of any beam shot by sun, moon, or star has lit the foot path winding ever so deep in known history.
Come prepared, but know that the weapons of man will not avail you here.
Swords rust and shields fall to the dirt from whence they came. Arrows fly anything but true here, and a hammer serves only to bludgeon yourself with.
The beasts within are many and treacherous, hiding well, and moving fast, and efficient hunters as they are, stay alert!
For you are their prey, and know this…
Of these beasts,
these monsters,
these villains,
I can tell you nothing of how to defend yourself,
for these beasts,
you brought along with you when you entered this wood.
Oh, and one more thing.
Tread lightly please.
because as Yeats put it...
You tread on my dreams.

Your Birthdate: September 19

You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested.
You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them.
Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others.
You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself.
Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence
Your weakness: Suspicion of others
Your power color: Eggplant
Your power symbol: Spade
Your power month: October What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
.. You scored as Cultural Creative. Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.

Cultural Creative


94%

Idealist


88%

Postmodernist


81%

Modernist


56%

Existentialist


50%

Romanticist


44%

Materialist


25%

Fundamentalist


25%
What is Your World View?
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You Are 74% Addicted to Love
Might as well face it, you're very addicted to love.
But you're not really getting the deep love you seek.
Short lived, dramatic relationships are more your style.
Let go of needing someone, and you may find someone you actually want. Are You Addicted to Love?
ME ON WEDNESDAYS!
Enneagram Test Results
Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||| 60%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||||| 66%
Type 3 Image Awareness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Type 4 Sensitivity |||||||||||| 46%
Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||||| 56%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||||| 70%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 66%
Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||||||| 56%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||||||| 63% Your main type is 6
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Advanced Big 45 Personality Test Results

Gregariousness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Sociability |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Assertiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Poise |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Leadership |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Provocativeness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Self-Disclosure |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Talkativeness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Group Attachment ||||||||||||||| 42%
Extroversion |||||||||||||||||||||||| 71%
Understanding |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Warmth |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Morality |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Pleasantness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Empathy |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Cooperation ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Sympathy |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Tenderness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Nurturance |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Conscientiousness ||||||||||||||| 50%
Efficiency ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Dutifulness |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Purposefulness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Organization ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Cautiousness ||||||||| 22%
Rationality ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Perfectionism ||||||||||||||| 46%
Planning |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 53%
Stability |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Happiness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Calmness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Moderation |||||||||||| 38%
Toughness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Impulse Control |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Imperturbability ||||||||| 26%
Cool-headedness ||||||||||||||| 50%
Tranquility ||||||||| 26%
Emotional Stability |||||||||||||||||| 57%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Ingenuity |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Reflection |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Competence |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Quickness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Introspection |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Creativity |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Imagination |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Depth |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82% Take Free Advanced Big 45 Personality Test
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Factor low score high score
Gregariousness 78% quiet, reclusive engaging, socially bold
Sociability 78% withdrawn, hidden warm, open, inviting
Assertiveness 70% timid, gunshy controlling, aggressive
Poise 90% uneasy around others socially comfortable
Leadership 74% stays in background prefers to lead
Provocativeness 74% modest, plays it safe bold, uninhibited, cocky
Self-Disclosure 78% private, contained very open and revealing
Talkativeness 62% quiet, stealthy, invisible motor mouth, loud
Group Attachment 42% loves solitude prefers to be with others
Understanding 86% insensitive, schizoid respectful, sympathetic
Warmth 82% disinterested in others supportive, helpful
Morality 74% break/ignore the rules play by the rules
Pleasantness 78% aloof or disagreeable gets along with others
Empathy 86% out of tune w/ others in tune with others
Cooperation 66% competitive, warlike agreeable, peaceful
Sympathy 86% socially inconsiderate socially conscious
Tenderness 62% cold hearted, selfish warm hearted, selfless
Nurturance 86% self pleasing, me first people pleasing, me last
Conscientiousness 50% reckless, unscheduled careful, planner
Efficiency 66% unreliable, lazy finisher, follows through
Dutifulness 58% leisurely, derelict strict, rule abiding
Purposefulness 54% inattentive, undisciplined prepared, focused
Organization 66% relaxed, oblivious detail oriented, anal
Cautiousness 22% impulsive, spendthrift restrained, cautious
Rationality 62% irrational, random direct, logical
Perfectionism 46% careless, error prone detail obsessed
Planning 58% disorganized, random scheduled, clean
Stability 78% easily frustrated calm, cool, unphased
Happiness 70% unhappy, dissatisfied self content, positive
Calmness 82% touchy, volatile even tempered, tolerant
Moderation 38% needs instant gratification easily delays gratification
Toughness 90% hypersensitive, moody thick skinned
Impulse Control 58% lacks self control maintains composure
Imperturbability 26% highly emotional emotionally contained
Cool-headedness 50% demanding, controlling accommodating
Tranquility 26% emotionally volatile emotionally neutral
Intellect 86% instinctive, non-analytical intellectual, analytical
Ingenuity 78% lacks new ideas innovative, novel
Reflection 90% unreflective, coarse art and beauty lover
Competence 74% slow to understand/think intellectual, brainy
Quickness 86% intellectually dependent intellectually independent
Introspection 82% not self reflective self searching
Creativity 82% dull headed synthesizer, iconoclast
Imagination 86% practical, realistic dreamer, unrealistic
Depth 82% lacks curiosity mental explorer
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Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be. You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence. We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you. We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One Massive. We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it, we came to accept that we are all equal. Not only to the darkness, and to ourselves, but to the very music slamming into us and passing through our souls: we are all equal. And somewhere around 35Hz we could feel the hand of God at our backs, pushing us forward, pushing us to push ourselves to strengthen our minds, our bodies, and our spirits. Pushing us to turn to the person beside us to join hands and uplift them by sharing the uncontrollable joy we felt from creating this magical bubble that can, for one evening, protect us from the horrors, atrocities, and pollution of the outside world. It is in that very instant, with these initial realizations that each of us was truly born. We continue to pack our bodies into clubs, or warehouses, or buildings you've abandoned and left for naught, and we bring life to them for one night. Strong, throbbing, vibrant life in it's purest, most intense, most hedonistic form. In these makeshift spaces, we seek to shed ourselves of the burden of uncertainty for a future you have been unable to stabilize and secure for us. We seek to relinquish our inhibitions, and free ourselves from the shackles and restraints you've put on us for your own peace of mind. We seek to re-write the programming that you have tried to indoctrinate us with since the moment we were born. Programming that tells us to hate, that tells us to judge, that tells us to stuff ourselves into the nearest and most convenient pigeon hole possible. Programming that even tells us to climb ladders for you, jump through hoops, and run through mazes and on hamster wheels. Programming that tells us to eat from the shiny silver spoon you are trying to feed us with, instead of nourish ourselves with our own capable hands. Programming that tells us to close our minds, instead of open them. Until the sun rises to burn our eyes by revealing the distopian reality of a world you've created for us, we dance fiercely with our brothers and sisters in celebration of our life, of our culture, and of the values we believe in: Peace, Love, Freedom, Tolerance, Unity, Harmony, Expression, Responsibility and Respect. Our enemy of choice is ignorance. Our weapon of choice is information. Our crime of choice is breaking and challenging whatever laws you feel you need to put in place to stop us from celebrating our existence. But know that while you may shut down any given party, on any given night, in any given city, in any given country or continent on this beautiful planet, you can never shut down the entire party. You don't have access to that switch, no matter what you may think. The music will never stop. The heartbeat will never fade. The party will never end. I am a raver, and this is my manifesto. FUCK YEAH
Nihilist Bear
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Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||| 30%
Schizoid |||||||||||| 42%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Antisocial |||||||||||| 46%
Borderline |||||| 30%
Histrionic || 10%
Narcissistic |||||||||||||| 54%
Avoidant |||| 14%
Dependent |||||| 26%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||| 30% Take Free Personality Disorder Test
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How evil are you?
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~*~Result nr 1~*~
Your power is: Clairvoyance


Explanation: Your power is that you can
look into the future and see what is coming.
How far and long you can look is all depending
on your skill level. This can, as all powers,
be used in both evil and good. Even if it may
seem like a boring ability it is a huge
responsibility for the carrier, becase they are
constantly tempted with doing the wrongs deeds
(e.g. cheat on a test). It takes high morals to
not be brought down with it.
Therefor you fit with this power quite well.
You take responsibility and do what is the
right thing to do. This does not make you a
saint, since you're only human after all. But
it makes a trustworthy person and you are loyal
to camrades and/or team mates. In school you
were probably a good student. If you were
social varies from person to person, but most
clairvoyant people tend to prefer their own
company or that of close friends and family.
That is because you are wise and knows how to
treasure the reliable in your life, since you
know popularity can be a false element. You are
also not that big on taking risks and prefer
what is already explored. That is because you
don't like suprises, they can turn out bad and
then you won't be in control.
Negative aspects: Since you're always
doing the right thing and being trustworthy all
the time you can become frustrated. Also, all
that you carry on your shoulders may stress you
out. You need to relax to be in good mental
shape.


What Power is Compatible With You? [beautiful anime pictures + 12 detailed results]
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Your a witch (i guess)UM..... you know spells and
use them often. You have friends but no one
knows who you truly are.
Your saying:Don't mess with me or I'll cast a
spell on you.
What creature of darkness or you?(COOL PICS)CHANGED
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jerramy Acker
Birthday: 09/19/1979
Birthplace: Ogden Utah
Current Location: Ogden Utah
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Height: 5' 8"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: German
The Shoes You Wore Today: Boots!! Yea for my old boots!!
Your Weakness: Beauty
Your Fears: Being Alone
Your Perfect Pizza: Oh, i've got one, but it would take too much space.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Make $ 60,000.00
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: k, or "lol"
Thoughts First Waking Up: SHIT!! I'm late again!
Your Best Physical Feature: My hair
Your Bedtime: When i get there
Your Most Missed Memory: Well, if i miss the memory, then how can i tell you about it? I forgot!
Pepsi or Coke: Mountain Dew! (should have been an option)
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger king
Single or Group Dates: Both! depends on the lady.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither! It's all about the darjeling!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee, but i like a lot of sugar and cream, so, you decide what to call it.
Do you Smoke: Oh my god yes!
Do you Swear: Is god a swear word??..... yes, i swear my ass off! I love swearing!!
Do you Sing: I try.
Do you Shower Daily: No.
Have you Been in Love: Yes. Each time. And I'll never forget one of them. I love you all.
Do you want to go to College: Maybe. I'm not sure how badly i want to give some ass with three letters at the end of his name $600.00 just to teach me something i may never use, or will only use breifly. I like the college of life.
Do you want to get Married:
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes, I'm not sure. But usualy, yes.
Do you get Motion Sickness: In small planes.
Do you think you are Attractive: somewhat. yes.
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: Yes. I love them both very much.
Do you like Thunderstorms: If i'm inside.
Do you play an Instrument: Yes.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes. </td

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I'd like to meet:

Anyone interesting. You decide, are you interesting?

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Sorry phil, These were just too beautifull not to steal.. I love em!

Sorry everyone else, sarah gets a few pictures here.

This guy's great! Make him a friend. You won't regret it! GUNTHER!!!!!!

SUNSHINE ON GUNTHER!!!!

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