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Zakk's ashes being spread on his 16th birthday...7-7-08. Thank you to Pookie and Guapo for doing this video for my baby boy.
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Zachary Michael "Zakk" Samuel.
Born July 7, 1992. Died Nov 24, 2007 at the age of 15.
Zakk was an awesome kid with an amazing wit & a musical gift. He was loved by all & will be sorely missed.
He is survived by his parents, Cheeku Samuel of Garland, TX, & Amy & Dale Tilley of Kenefic, OK; siblings Madeleine, Elizabeth, Matthew, Kira, Kyle, Kendra, & Kalesha; grandparents Peter & Susheila Samuel, Donna & Dale Owens, & Larry & Irene Gulledge; extended family includes Lisa & Noah Amerson; Steve, Dolly, Christian, Charisma, & Christopher Blackwell; Jason, Gina, Ashlynn, James, & Amanda Riley Smith; Les, Julie, Rachel, Kristen & Sarah Geurin; Brenden Case; & Chase Wortham.
Memorial service will be held Friday, Nov 30, 2007 at 1:00 at Harbor Point Community Church in Plano, TX, & the youth group at Fairview Baptist Church in Durant, OK will be hosting a celebration of Zakk's life on Wednesday, Dec 5, at 7:00.
Because music was Zakk's passion, the family requests that in lieu of flowers, donations be made to VH1's Save the Music foundation at
http://www.vh1.com/partners/save_the_music/index.html
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When tomorrow starts without me

When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see.
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me,
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you
And each time you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too,
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an Angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I would have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had.

But when I walked through heavens gates
I felt so much at home
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From his great golden throne,
He said, " this is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today for life on earth is past,
But here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way,
There's no longing for the past.

So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.

MY SONGS FOR MY SON...

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
..And sorry I could not travel both
..And be one traveler, long I stood
..And looked down one as far as I could
..To where it bent in the undergrowth;
..Then took the other, as just as fair,
..And having perhaps the better claim,
..Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
..Though as for that the passing there
..Had worn them really about the same,
..And both that morning equally lay
..In leaves no step had trodden black.
..Oh, I kept the first for another day!
..Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
..I doubted if I should ever come back.
..I shall be telling this with a sigh
..Somewhere ages and ages hence:
..Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
..I took the one less traveled by,
..And that has made all the difference.

My Blog

Missing you...

Zakk,I miss you baby boy!I'm trying my hardest to live my life like you would want. Trying to live. It's not easy. Every time there is something "happy" in my life, you are in my mind and I get sad be...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Jun 2009 07:57:00 GMT

Please rebut if you feel this is wrong, politely!

This is an email I received. You tell me...I know that this may piss off some people, but it's better to know the truth than to live in ignorance! And again, if you feel the need to rebut, do it polit...
Posted by on Fri, 15 May 2009 07:21:00 GMT

So much death...

Zakk,I love you son.It's been a while since I've written you here, but there are lots of things that have gone on. Remember my old boss Larry? Well, he finally passed away. I know it was expected, but...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Feb 2009 14:17:00 GMT

so hard

Zakk,I love you baby boy...This is so not getting easier. I can't breathe. There has been so much that has gone on, but mostly, stupid drama that doesn't matter. It's been almost a year, and I'm just ...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Nov 2008 16:10:00 GMT

go pookie!

Me dancing.
Posted by on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 08:17:00 GMT

blah

Zakk,I love you kiddo!I miss you, damnit. Sitting at work, finally quiet. Friday will be my last day at the YMCA. They can afford to open a multi-million dollar facility in Frisco that they want to ke...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 13:30:00 GMT

another one

Zakk,I love you son.Well, the Zakk tribute guitar is done. It's really cool, and it plays like a fucking dream! You would appreciate the 80's hair metalness of it :) It is white with the blue writing ...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 18:50:00 GMT

fantasy

Zakk,I love you baby boy.Well, one thing was nice about the talk with your mother and I had was that it seems that the anger and bitterness is getting better. I didn't feel the anger towards her, and ...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 18:27:00 GMT

ugh ugh

Zakk,I love you son.I'm all fucked up on Klonopin. It was a BAD day. Your mother and I sat and talked for about 2 hours about stupid business stuff, and life and you. It had terminated my life force t...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 19:50:00 GMT

eight

Zakk,I love you son.8 mother fucking months, and it still has not gotten any easier. The shrink said I only need to come in twice a month now. Not that I'm doing so great, but quite frankly, I'm tired...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 18:55:00 GMT