I’ve been to hell and back. I trip over myself, I spill shit, I laugh like an idiot. I cuss at People I don’t even know. I talk shit, and get myself into stupid things. Drama, I start it, I can finish it too. I get into trouble, I make trouble. I’m not smart when it comes to drugs and alcohol. I MESS up. I FUCK up. I FALL up. I TRIP up. I SCREW up. I take the hit and stand straight like I wasn’t even touched. The pain is worth it because it makes me REALIZE that I can just blink my eyes and have it all go away. Or click some special damn red shoes and go back home. Everything that hurts is worth it, because I FEEL it. Life is real. And I’m messing it up everyday, in everyway. People ask if I have regrets. HELL TO THE FUCKING NO. Because at one point, I’ll think back, laugh, and remember the hell of an interesting life I had, that taught me a lesson. I’m on this earth for a goddamn reason. Making mistakes doesn’t make me less of a person. It makes me stronger than I already am. Learn the hard way, get my punishment, understand the reason of discipline, have no complaints, and no regrets. Eyes open, chin up, mouth smiling, deep breathes. We’re ALIVE and we were made to learn from the stupid shit we do. So sit the fuck back and enjoy the fucking show. Life is what I want it to be, the power is mine and in my hands to make it what I want. Blink once, think twice. No one can tell me how to life my life and I REFUSE to let them take over MY wheel. Once you’re in my car, you’re gonna get the ride of your life. So hold on tight, put on your seatbelt. Cause its gonna be a bumpy ride.