5'9" | cw 113.4lbs. bmi 16.7 | hw 150 lbs h-bmi 22.1 | lw 98-99 lbs l-bmi 14.5 | gw is a moving target | longest fast: 23 days | ednos/anorexic
the only help i'll ever give you is help to go to recovery. anorexia/ednos is a horrible, horrible existence, and i wouldn't wish it upon anyone. not even fat bitches who desperately want it. thanks.
This about you and I.
This is also the only time I'll employ the Shift key, so enjoy it.
I may not answer your emails, or respond to your comments. If that bothers you, don't send me email, and don't comment on my profile. The only emails/comments I want, are sincere ones. If you have something you want to tell me, please know I want to hear it. But if you just want to say something to me because you think it'll obligate me to email or comment back to you, don't do it. I will try to address everyone, but sometimes I don't get a chance to. Or I forget. Or I become super busy. I'm sick of this " i never had anything against u. i once even took the liberty of writing u an e-mail about how u dont glorify ur disease and how i really looked up to that. but nope. not one e-mail back." bullshit. You people know who you are. Contacting someone should be done because you have something to say, not because you want me to notice you or pay attention to you.
ABOUT ME: I could've gone out at the top of my game. And I pretty much did. I wasn't and I'm still not here for the attention of having an eating disorder. I don't need it.
ABOUT YOU: Ask yourself if you are. If you even have to think about your answer, CLICK HERE to put us on each other's Blocked Users list; I don't want to hear from you. Ever. And this way, we can't contact each other. I'm NOT joking when I say I don't want to hear from wannarexics .
ABOUT ME: I don't support, encourage, or approve of eating disorders. No exceptions.
ABOUT YOU: What I do support, is the person that battles an eating disorder. If you're dealing with an eating disorder, by all means, contact me if you want to. I know the daily battles and struggles.
ABOUT ME: I know because I'm still living with an eating disorder. That's why I'm here. In the two months I was gone, I did convince myself I don't need any of this. I found what I do need, is support. I literally began to pull out my hair when I got too stressed. I hated it. I hate needing starve. I hate wanting to. But I'm scared of what other compulsions will show themselves in its place.
ABOUT YOU: Just like I need support through this, I am here to listen to you too. There are some people here that are very near and dear to me, because we show each other we're not alone. Sometimes, just being understood is enough peace of mind for the moment.
ABOUT ME: After over 500 emails from wannarexics last time, I can tell who's just faking an eating disorder for tips/attention/sympathy/etcetera.
ABOUT YOU: Really. I can see through it. Save yourself the effort and don't even try.
What this profile will be about, is what goes on in the mind of someone with an eating disorder. An honest, raw, uncensored insight into the mindset.
