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About Me

I am at a big turning point in my life and have decided to open up and let someone into it. I have always been very independent and in control even when I am outta control. I am very genuine, loving, passionate, and caring. I am intelligent, witty, gregarious, fun, multi-talented, multi-dimensional, great at wingin' it, and of course a whole lot more! I am a true chameleon, so I am adaptable to just about any situation or my surroundings. I love adventure, nature and kids. The love of my life, who was my whole world recently died on July 30, 2007. He was My Precious...My one and only...MY SON JEFFREY. He was 21 years-8 months-26 days. Even now, 33 months later, my life is very very hard to deal with. He was my world. The pain that I have been tormented with most days was just about unbearable. I am still alive and reinventing my life. I still have meltdowns which is normal and that will not go away. I have ALL our pictures and memories...they are mine to cherish and enjoy. I do have a 4 year old Grandson.Life is all about "HOOPS AND ROLLER COASTERS" and we all negotiate them the best we can. Heart vs Mind...Good vs Evil.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

A MAN TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH. HE HAS TO BE KIND and CARING...GENUINE. SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO TAKE CARE OF ME (FOR A CHANGE!) AND ONE THAT UNDERSTANDS THAT THEY WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THE TURMULTUOUS FEELINGS I HAVE INSIDE OF ME DUE TO MY PRECIOUS SON JEFFREY'S DEATH.
Top ten advantages of LOVING HUGS

1) It helps the immune defense of the body

2) It makes you healthier

3) It cures depressions

4) It decreases stress

5) It keeps the sleeplessness away

6) It is strengthening

7) It makes you younger

8) It has no unhealthy side effects

9) It makes you feel positive

10) It makes you feel the life inside of you
MY SANTA FE BIRD LIST 05/09/2010-05/06/20101. Evening Grosbeak 2. Pine Siskin 3. American Robin 4. Cassin's Finch 5. English Sparrow 6. Dark-Eyed Junco 7. Bewick's Wren 8. Curve-Billed Thrasher 9. Black-Billed Magpie 10. Raven 11. Northern Flicker 12. Canyon Towhee 13. Rufous-Sided Towhee 14. Bushtit 15. Hairy Woodpecker 16. Downy Woodpecker 17. Ladder-Backed Woodpecker 18. White-Winged Dove 19. Eurasian Collered Dove 20. Mourning Dove 21. Western Scrub Jay 22. Stellar's Jay 23. Mountain Chickadee 24. Black-Capped Chickadee 25. White-Breasted Nuthatch 26. Red-Breasted Nuthatch 27. White-Crowned Sparrow 28. Chipping Sparrow 29. Yellow-Crowned Kinglet 30. Broad-Tailed Hummingbird 31. Black-Chinned Hummingbird 32. Calliope Hummingbird 33. Rufous Hummingbird 34. Red-Tailed Hawk 35. Cooper's Hawk 36. Sharp-Shinned Hawk 37. Lazuli Bunting

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Kingsford Goes to the Beach - The funniest videos clips are here

My Blog

PURPOSE

PURPOSEBY ROZ STONESO AFTER 19 MONTHS OF MY PRECIOUS SON JEFFREY BEING DEAD I AM STILL UNCLEAR WHAT MY PURPOSE ISI DO HAVE AN ADORABLE AWESOME GRANDSON JACOBI JUST AM NOT BEING ALLOWED TO SEE HIMAND N...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 17:26:00 GMT

Top ten advantages of LOVING HUGS

Top ten advantages of LOVING HUGS1) It helps the immune defense of the body2) It makes you healthier3) It cures depression4) It decreases stress5) It keeps the sleeplessness away6) It is strengthening...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Feb 2009 15:23:00 GMT

HELP...I NEED SOMEBODY

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Posted by on Sat, 31 Jan 2009 17:04:00 GMT

PILING ON MORE TOUGH DECISIONS

SO IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTIONEVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T ASKNOW I HAVE TO DECIDEAM I STRONG ENOUGH FOR A POSSIBLE TASKI HAVE SUCH INTREPIDATIONINTELLIGENCE TELLS ME THE ANSWERIT HAS HAPPENED ALL THE SAME BE...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 19:34:00 GMT

I SIT AND WAIT..PRAY AND SEEK...LOOK AND SNEAK

SO WHATSO WHAT IF I DOSO WHAT IF I HAVE FLAWS AND VICES TOOI AM ALONEIN A WORLD SO COLDI AM NOT GETTING YOUNGERI AM GETTING MORE OLDAGE ISNT THE ISSUELONLINESS IS WHAT IS DRIVINGI AM TIRED OF BEING AL...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 17:41:00 GMT

ALONE IN THE SILENCE OF MYSELF

MY LIFE PEOPLE IS AN ILLUSIONTHERE ARE THINGS THAT ARE THE SAME AS THEY WERE BEFORE MY PRECIOUS SON DIEDI AM ALONE EVEN WHEN PEOPLE ARE AROUNDI DONT LIKE THE SILENCE AND FORGOTTENNESSI WANT TO LIVE BU...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Nov 2008 01:05:00 GMT

The Frisbee Disc Video Freestyle Jam

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dwmyID5z_VI THESE WERE MY FRIENDS. THIS IS HOW IT WAS AND WHERE I WAS IN THE 80'S. LIFE WAS SO MUCH FUNNER AND SIMPLER THEN. JUST THINK A LITTLE ROUND PIECE OF...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Oct 2008 13:32:00 GMT

IF ONLY THERE WASNT TO BE ANOTHER LOSS...

IF ONLY THERE WASN'T TO BE ANOTHER LOSS...THIS IS NOT ABOUT ROMANTIC LOVE...THIS IS ABOUT TWO PEOPLE BROUGHT TOGETHER BY GOD THAT NEEDED EACH OTHER FOR DIFFERENT REASONS. IT WAS AMAZING TO ME AND STIL...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Oct 2008 23:35:00 GMT

RECONNECTING WITH AN DEAR OLD FRIEND

WOW I JUST TRACKED DOWN AND GOT TO TALK WITH A VERY DEAR OLD FRIEND. HE IS PART OF MY PAST WHEN DAYS WERE SIMPLER TO DEAL WITH. WHEN A FRISBEE AND AN OPEN SPACE WOULD RELAX AND REJUVENATE.WOW...I FEEL...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 19:44:00 GMT

BEING SUCKED DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE OF LIFE

BEING SUCKED DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE OF LIFESO MY LAST BLOG WAS ABOUT HOW MY SUNSHINE ENERGIZED ME.MY SUNSHINE SEEMS TO HAVE GONE REALLY DARK AND IT IS SUCKING THE LIFE OUT OF MEWELL I AM SO MAD...UNC...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 03:43:00 GMT