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'To Thine Own Self Be TRUE.'

Angel Don't Cry... ..

About Me

My Name is Jenn Brown. I'm 16 years old. I'm a Junior at Hutch Tech. I Love all types of music...Except country. School is alright...I want to be a Pediatrician. I volunteer at Woman and Children's Hospital of Buffalo and work in the kitchen at Maplewood Nursing Home. I love volunteering, but work is very boring. I now have 17 piercings. I drive a 2002 Buick Regal. People tend to call me Jeffiner, Jeffie, Jeffnie or Jeff...Long story. My friends mean the world to me. I can be kinda shy at first. I'm not the type of girl who will walk up to a guy she likes and start talking to him (my self-esteem is extremely low). But, after a while, I guess I can be a really awesome person. I like to read... People have told me that I am an interesting person...But it depends on who you talk to. I hate people who start too much drama. I love hockey/hockey players. I'm gonna marry a hockey player. I've been ice skating for about 10 years. I take anti-depressants. I've had a pretty fucked up life so far. I like beer. A lot of people have left me...It's really hard for me to trust people now. I've never had a boyfriend...Yes, that proves I'm a loser. Usually I would say that I'm ugly, but I'm working on improving my self-esteem. It's working little by little. Personally, I think it will take a LONG time. Oh well. Myspace is pretty gay sometimes...But it keeps me occupied. Playing video games are fun. I've been playing the clarinet for 8 years. I love butterflies. I've always wanted to fly away somewhere. Johnny Depp is sexy. System of a Down is pretty damn awesome. Sex is cool I guess. But, I'm not a whore, so don't get the wrong idea! I tend to go from subject to subject pretty often, but deal with it. I hate people who judge others. I especially hate shallow guys. Well...I guess that's pretty much it until I think of more useless shit to type in here! At any given time, feel free to InstantMessage me if you want at Jeffiex3Mac69. Love ya ♥

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I made this music player at MyFlashFetish .com.

She smiles sweetly
to hide her fear
to hide the pain
that is always near
Her stomach aches
from being sad
She wants to stop
feeling so bad
She wishes the world
were a happier place
that way she could put
a smile on her face
Will no one notice
the pain that's inside
Can no one see
how much she's cried
wanting to feel free
wanting to be happy
tired of pretending
there is no misery
What will it take
for people to know
that the smile she shows
is actually fake?
She has the world fooled
thinking she's pleased
with how her life's going
Can they be so naive
But someday soon
someone will see
and notice that there
is no bright moon
to light up her misery
to fade away pain
and make her really smile

I'd like to meet:

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Smile though your heart is aching;
Smile even though it's breaking.
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by.
If you smile through your fear and sorrow,
Smile and maybe tomorrow,
You'll see the sun come shining through for you.
Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Music:

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Movies:

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Television:


Books:

Freak The Mighty, The Chocolate War, Speak, Chinese Handcuffs, Harry Potter, Forgetten Fire, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time, To Kill A Mocking Bird,**Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse**(THE BEST BOOKS EVER!! YOU HAVE TO READ THEM)

Heroes:

Honestly, with deeply thinking about it, my true hero is a man named Kyle MacGregor. Eventhough I screwed things up, and they can never be fixed, he showed me who I truly am. After talking to him for so long, I learned how to be as strong as I'm capable of being. I found out what my true goals are in life, and how to fulfill my dreams. If you're reading this Kyle, all I want to say is thank you. Without you I would still be lost at heart, with nowhere or noone to turn to. My life would have truly been worthless without you. You are my best friend...The memories we have are memories that I will always keep in my heart. Eventhough I know you'll never love me or anything...but I'll always love you.
With all my heart Kyle, Thank You.
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~~*Oh gentle winds beneath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?
Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my powerful screams?