Interests? Yes- I have some. ...unfortunately for some of you- they don't include taking half-naked pictures of myself and posting them on myspace. *Sorry*
I live: in a town I will eventually move away from.
I am: a product of my genetics and my environment.
I like: that people will still be my friend even after they find out how retarded I am.
I remember: to keep all the promises I've made.
I laugh: out loud at jokes I heard the day before.
I forget: if I don't care.
I realized: I actually DO want to be like my mother.
I forgive: if you're worth forgiving.
I talk: all the time. To pretty much anyone.
I watch: old b-horror movies.
I hate: that no one wants to watch them with me.
I am confused: by what people expect from me.
I smell: like a girl.
I excercise: by running and dancing. a lot.
I cry: when I'm frustrated.
I yell: and you should probably start running.
I cuss: pretty much all the time.
I love: that I've found someone I believe in.
I'm bored: by people with no charisma.
I'm nervous: that we will destroy our environment.
I read: textbooks. fuck off...That's all I have time for.
I regret: not learning some of life's lessons a little quicker.
I despise: people who can't take responsibility for themselves. Those who doubt themselves, people that are unloyal to their friends. Shit-talkers, animal-haters, rude, infantile and otherwise obnoxious people. Guys that think they have something to prove. Girls that "like OMIGOD just wanna be girls!" People that can't appreciate music or art. fuck- this list goes on and on.
I'm naseous: whenever I drink peach schnapps.
I dance: all the time. To anything. except country. ...and nickelback, and dashboard confessional. Which all suck by the way.
I am interested: by people who have something to teach me.
I'm responsible: for only myself.
I admire: people that can be totally and utterly self-less.
I hurt: only when I let people hurt me.
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I'd like to meet:
someone that believes in me. Someone that lives with passion and loves without fear. I want someone that will tell me what I want to hear because they truly feel that way. Someone that understands me without trying, and loves me regardless. Someone that will kiss my forehead and call me "Beautiful" instead of "Sexy". Someone that is willing to try new things even if they're scared, go new places even if it's far, and say what's on their mind even if it's hard. Someone that will do the right thing simply because it's the right thing to do. Someone who is honest with me but careful with my feelings. Someone that isn't too reserved to be as retarded and goofy as me. Someone who is not afraid to challenge me and not afraid to learn from me. I want someone that isn't intimidated that I'm not a dumb blonde. Someone that loves their mom but knows no one is ever going to be like her ...and doesn't really want them to be. I want someone who will back off when I need them to without taking it personally, but won't ever go too far. I want someone who will fight for me but respects my ability to kick their ass too. Someone I'm wildly attracted to and that thinks I'm the hottest thing ever ...and isn't afraid to tell me so. Someone who will listen to me and doesn't make me repeat myself. Someone who knows what's important to me without having to ask twice. Someone with good taste in music but realizes they don't know everything about every band. Someone that has never hit a girl who didn't deserve it and doesn't regret that they didn't. Someone mature enough to be able to handle themselves in an argument without having to resort to throwing things. Someone who will let me fall when I need to but is always there to pick me back up. ...Always. I'd also like to meet the person that reads this and says to themselves, "this isn't me, but I can accept that and we can at least be friends."
Music:
Jurassic 5, Blackalicious, The Postal Service, A Tribe Called Quest, Krafty Kuts, De La Soul, Ak1200, Shy FX, Ed Rush & Optical, The Roots, Rise Against, Flux and Rinse, Anti-Flag, Dropkick Murphy's, NOFX, Alkaline Trio, Squarepusher, The Mahones, Letters to Cleo, Ramones, Dead Kennedys, Elektronauts, Funkaholics, Dilated Peoples, The Pharcyde, Bad Religion, (the old) Black Eyed Peas, Dj Craze, Dj Honda, The Distillers, New Order, The Starting Line, The Fugees, Thrice, Sneaker Pimps, Beatnuts, Zebrahead, Suzanne Vega, Me First and the Gimme Gimme's, Outkast, Twisted Individual, Voxtrot, Yellowcard, NOFX, Slightly Stoopid, The Visionaries, Panic! at the Disco, Santana, Dire Straits, Dilinjer Escape Plan, Muse, Flogging Molly, Armor for Sleep, Lyrics Born, Pink Floyd, Roni Size, Tegan and Sara, Tiger Army, Gym Class Heroes, Plain White T's, Bright Eyes, Tool, Sublime, The Shins, L.A. Symphony, Johnny Cash, The Fugees, Incubus, Freaky Flow, Depeche Mode, Cake, Aphrodite, The Doors, Rabbit in the Moon, Dj Swamp, Freestylers, Artful Dodger, Jedi Mind Tricks, Halifax, Latyrx, Z-Trip, Radar, Thursday, Rancid, MC Supernatural, The Mad Caddies, The Casualties, Choking Victim, Millencolin, Scary kids scaring kids, Thrice, Death Cab for Cutie, Del- the funky homosapien, Coheed and Cambria, Robert Miles, Social Distortion, The Streets, or anything I can dance to....
Movies:
Fight Club, Garden State, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Labrynth (yeah, i'm gay), Van Wilder, Requiem for a Dream, How High, Harold and Kumar go to White Castle, Poolhall Junkies, Sin City, ...god- there's so many.... anything with Ryan Reynolds. Or with gore and carnage (i.e. Saw, Hostel) I like that too. ;) mmmm.... blood.
Television:
I'm STILL pissed that MTV pulled Ren & Stimpy. Bastards.
Books:
I don't really like the classics. I find that most of them are boring. I like thrillers, Stephen King, Dean Koontz, etc. and stuff that's really out there.. like Chuck Pahlaniuk and Clive Barker. People just read most of that crap to feel artsy. (Yes, random emo kid, I'm probably talking about you. Go buy another poetry book and come back in a couple of years when you actually have something intelligent to say)
Heroes:
WTF? Is anyone even reading this???
