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Helena

I wish you'd just let me be me......

About Me

I can be very outgoing WHEN I want to be, so I guess I'm not as shy or quiet as most people think I am. I love going out and doing things, even though it doesn't happen often, for that I blame school and work. I miss New Orleans like crazy, I cannot wait till April when I get to return! Sometimes I wonder if that's the only thing that keeps me stable is knowing that I'll be down there again soon. Me and Sherman finally came to the conclussion that him and the rest of the gang have corrupted me, WAY TO GO GUYS!!! I hate making eye contact with anyone, so that's more than likely the reason why I'm either staring off into space or staring at the floor when you are talking to me. Trying to force me into eye contact just makes me that much more uncomfortable, so don't try it. I'm horrible at sharing my feelings and even worse at being able to work problems out with people. I often tend to believe if I ignore something long enough that it will either go away or fix itself. This usually has the opposite effect of what I want and b/c of that I'm trying to fix this. Other than that, I don't know what to say. I get confused easily, but I think that has more to do with friends' randomness and A.D.D problems than me just being stupid.I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!
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*~ Simple Questions ~*
Full Name:: Elyse Kirsch
Nickname(s):: Helena
Where you named after anyone?:: sorta
Sex:: female
Straight, Gay, or Bi?:: straight
Ethnical Background/Skin Color::
Eyes:: brown
Hair:: brown
Height:: 5'2
Weight:: 92
Shoe Size:: 7 1/2
Parents Names/Ages:: Jackie and Paul
Siblings Names/Ages:: Caiti and Ben
Are your parents married or separated?: seperated
Pets?:: 3 dogs 3 cats and 5 chinchillas
Birthday:: November 30, 1985
Western Zodiac Sign:: Sagitterious
Chinese Zodiac Sign::
Address:: I don't need more stalkers
What kind of house do you have?:: an old farm house
Religion:: christian
Righty or Lefty?:: lefty
Do you have legs?:: yes....why wouldn't I?
Marital Status::
Are you an organ donor?:: yep yep
Do you have a driver's license/permit?:: yes
Do you own a car?:: yes a 2001 sunfire
What kind of car do you have/want?:: I'm not really sure
Where do/did you go to school?:: McClain High School
Current Occupation:: stocker
What do you want to work as in the future?:: a vet. tech.
Where did/do you attend college or where do you want to attend?:: I go to school at S.S.C.C but I want to attend Bradford
What are your hobbies?:: reading, scrapbooking, sports
Where do you shop mostly?:: aeropostale
Are you a good listener?:: sure I am
Do you think looks are important?:: I could lie and say no but then I'd be lying....they're not the most important thing but.....
Do you use sarcasm a lot?:: depends on my mood
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:: my shyness and inability to talk to people
Do you like to sing in the shower?:: yes
Do you like to sing on the toilet?:: no that's creepy....
Do you like to read on the toilet?::
*~ Favorites ~*
Movie:: How to lose a guy in 10 days
Musical:: Grease
Scary Movie:: I don't like scary movies
Actor:: Ben Affleck or Ashton Kutcher
Actress:: Jennifer Aniston
Band:: All American Rejects
Singer:: Kenny Chesney
Song:: Beer in Mexico by kenny chesney
Music Video::
Radio Station:: either 106.7 or 97.9
Instrument:: drums or guitar
Comedian:: Dane cook or Bill Engvall
Website:: I dunno
Book:: I don't really have a favorite, there's alot that I like
Author:: Joan Johnston
Magazine:: People
Manga:: I don't like manga
Poem:: not a big fan of poetry
Quote:: lose one friend, lose all friends, lose yourself
TV Show:: Friends
Reality Show:: American Idol
Commercial:: the fed-ex commercial with the caveman
Sport:: football or soccer
Sport's Team:: St. Louis rams or Michigan
Board Game:: Clue
Amusement Park Ride:: anything that's not a roller coaster
Item Of Clothing:: I dunno!
Room In Your House:: my room or the kitchen cause that's where the food is kept
Subject In School:: History
Teacher:: mrs. Gossett
Word:: "creepy"
Nerdy Saying::
Month:: June
Season:: summer
Day Of The Week:: Tuesday since that's my day off
Time Of Day:: night
Holiday:: christmas
Color:: orange
Flower:: snapdragons
Number:: 6
Animal:: wolf
City:: New Orleans
Beverage (Nonalcoholic):: Dr.Pepper
Beverage (Alcoholic):: I don't drink
Food:: cajun
Restaurant:: tumbleweed
Fast Food Joint:: long john silvers
Ice Cream Flavor:: superman
Lunch Meat:: turkey
Girl's Perfume:: I dunno
Guy's Cologne:: I dunno
Shampoo:: something that smells good?
Soap::
Smells:: sweetpea
Cartoon:: anything disney
Cartoon Character::
Disney Character:: robin hood
Childhood Toy:: my stuffed animals
*~ Are You A . . . ~*
Daydreamer?:: yeah
Class Clown?:: no
Optimist?:: I could be?
Pessimist?:: more than likely
Goth?:: uumm.....no.....
Metal-head?:: no......
Rocker?:: not really....
Gangsta?:: ha no......
Prep?:: I don't have the energy to be a prep......
WASP?:: what the hell is this?
Goodie 2 Shoes?:: not as much as I used to? does that make sense?
Rebel?:: in my own way
Daredevil?:: hardly......
Pervert?:: no.......
Nympho?:: no......
Idiot?:: can be....
Jerk?:: not really my department
Snob?:: not unless your a creepy stalker
Freak?:: I don't think so
Nerd?:: no......
Dork?:: no........
Smoker?:: ha....no.........
Pothead?:: that would be a definite no......
Alcoholic?:: I've only drank once, what do you think?
*~ Love Life Etc. ~*
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?:: hair, smile, eyes
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend (if so, who?)?:: n/a
How long have you been together?:: n/a
How did you meet?:: n/a
What's the sweetest thing he/she has done for you?:: n/a
What do you like best about him/her?:: n/a
What's the weirdest thing about them?:: n/a
If you could change one thing about him/her, what would it be?:: n/a
What do you do when you're together?:: n/a
Do you have a crush?:: yes I do
Does he/she know that you like them?:: umm....yeah!
Are you two friends/acquittances/etc.?: co-workers? friends? I don't know what we are....
How did you meet?:: work, in the breakroom
Is there any chance that you'll be together?:: I'd like to think so.....
Can you see yourself marrying your boy/girlfriend/crush?:: it's to soon for that
Do you want to get married?:: yes I do
If so, how old do you want to be when you get married?:: I'd like to think by 25 but......
Where would you want to go on your honeymoon?:: a nice sunny island somwhere
Would you have sex before marriage?:: I haven't yet but......
Would you have kids before marriage?:: I'd like to think not but it's me and nothing ever goes as I plan
Do you plan on having children?:: yes I do
Names:: I dunno.....
Do you believe in love at first sight?:: not really
Have you ever been in love?:: yes
If so, with who?:: you don't need to know the names
How many people have you dated?:: like 5?
Have you ever cheated?:: no.....
What do you think of soul mates?:: I believe i them
Are you afraid to ask someone out?:: definitely
What do you want most in a relationship?:: someone I can trust and be myself around
Describe your perfect date:: actually, I think it would depend on the person......
Describe the perfect kiss:: on a starry summer night outside
*~ Versus ~*
Music/TV:: t.v.
Rock/Rap:: rock
Boys/Girls:: boys
Blue/Green:: blue
Purple/Pink:: pink
Black/White:: black
Winter/Summer:: SUMMER
Fall/Spring:: fall
Night/Day:: night
Ocean/Pool:: ocean
Hanging Out/Chillin':: what's the difference?
Shy/Outgoing:: outgoing
Dopey/Funny:: funny
Cursive/Print:: print
Paper/Plastic:: paper
I Dream of Jeannie/I Love Lucy:: I love Lucy
The Brady Bunch/The Partridge Family:: neither!!
Funny Movies/Scary Movies:: funny
Batman/Superman:: batman
Sun/Rain:: sun
Pencils/Pens:: pencils
Cats/Dogs:: both
Mom/Dad:: do I have to choose?
Democrat/Republican:: democrat
*~ Friends ~*
Nicest:: michellei
Funniest:: sherman or richard
Tallest:: probably sherman
Shortest:: I'm not really sure
Prettiest:: they're all purty
Most Outgoing:: sherman or christine
Can't Keep a Secret:: I think they're all pretty good at keeping secrets
Most Alike:: michellei and houseman
Most Accident-Prone:: CHRISTINE
Preppiest:: erica or richard
Punkiest:: none of them?
Friendlist:: christine or courtney
Has The Most Inside Jokes:: christine or sherman
Most Obnoxious::
Most Gullible:: sweeney
Biggest Panhandler:: huh?
Biggest Fruitcake:: michellei
Craziest:: erica
Loudest:: definitely erica
Quietest:: sarah
Smartest:: none are really smarter than the others, some just have more sense.....
Dumbest::
Happiest:: right now it'd have to be dave or courtney
Most Depressed:: Tina
Most Clueless:: sweeney
Most Talented:: sarah
Best Singer:: lmao richard I think he's the only one who can carry a tune
Most Likely To Become Famous:: Dave
Most Original:: definitely sweeney
Best All-Around:: all of them?
Best Friends:: pretty much anyone I've already mentioned
Which friend have you had the longest?:: Sherman and erica
Which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most?:: sherman, christine, michellei, houseman, sarah and sweeney
*~ The Worst ~*
Movie:: there's alot of horrible movies
Actor/Actress::
Band/Singer:: k-fed
Song:: anything that k-fed has sung
TV Show:: most shows noways are horrible
Reality Show:: the apprentice
Commercial:: I hate almost all commercials
Subject In School:: MATH
Teacher:: morrello
Sport:: nascar, it's so pointless!
Sport's Team:: Ohio state
Book:: anything sci-fi
Author::
Magazine:: I can't think right now
Manga:: I hate all of them
Day Of The Week:: I don't like sundays
Time Of Day:: morning
Food:: seafood
Restaurant:: that nasty pizza place in chillicothe that everyone keeps trying to make me eat at
Fast Food Joint:: a place that sells only seafood?
City:: anything in Ohio?
Smells:: smelly people?
*~ More Versus ~*
Love or Lust?:: love
Hugs or Kisses?:: both, depends on the mood
Truth or Dare?:: truth
Diamond or Pearl?:: diamond
Silver or Gold?:: not sure
Fruits or Veggies?:: veggies
Ketchup or Mustard?:: mustard......I don't like ketchup
Plain, Buttered, or Salted?:: buttered?
Crushed or Cubed?:: crushed
Plain Milk or Chocolate Milk?:: I don't drink milk......
Strawberries or Watermelon?:: watermelon
Croutons or Bacon Bits?:: bacon bits
Gun or Knife?:: gun
Boxers or Briefs?:: boxers
Showers or Baths?:: I like both
Coke or Pepsi?:: either
Batman or Superman?:: batman
Rich or Famous?:: rich
Leather or Lace?:: leather
Minty Gum or Fruity Gum?:: fruity
Altoids or Tic-Tacs?:: altoids
Electric Slide or Macerena?:: neither
Violin or Fiddle?:: fiddle
N*sync or Backstreet Boys?:: N*sync
*~ Have You Ever . . . ~*
Been so drunk you blacked out?:: nope
Missed school because it was raining?:: lol no but that souds like something I would do now
Set a body part on fire for amusement?:: more than likely
Won any special awards?:: what kind of special? I'm not retarded.....
Been hurt emotionally?:: who hasn't?
Mooned someone?:: nope
Gone skinny dipping?:: nope
Kept a secret from everyone?:: yep
Used any illegal drugs?:: nope
Lied to your parents?:: at some point or another
Lied to your best friend?:: no......
Broke the law?:: not that I know of?
Been in a mosh pit?:: nope
Danced when there wasn't any music?:: maybe once, sherman probably forced me to
Broken/fractured a bone?:: nope
Skipped school?:: yeah.....
Went bungee jumping?:: uh no! I don't do heights
Thought you were going to die?:: there's been a time or two
Met Santa?:: when I was a kid....
Had an imaginary friend?:: yeah
Cried during a movie?:: yep
Had a crush on a teacher?:: I've thought one of my teachers was hot? does that count?
Thought an animated character was hot?:: no.......
Been onstage?:: there's no way in hell.......
Punched a wall out of anger?:: probably
Had a Spice Girls tape?:: yeah
Had a Hanson tape?:: yeah
Had a New Kids On The Block tape?:: no....
Cut your own hair?:: yeah
Had a pet rock?:: no.....rocks are boring
*~ Controversial Issues ~*
How do you feel about abortion?:: against it unless for health reasons
How do you feel about cloning and stem cell research?:: all for it
How do you feel about censorship?:: if there's children there should be censorship
How do you feel about gun control?:: there's not enough
How do you feel about communism?:: makes me think of that 70's show
How do you feel about plastic surgery?:: way out of control these days
How do you feel about gay marriage?:: I'm all for it
How do you feel about: what......
How do you feel about online dating?:: if you can pull it off, good for you!
How do you feel about flirting if you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: there's nothing wrong with flirting as long as it doesn't go any further
*~ Right Now ~*
Date And Time:: february 2007, 9:15 a.m.
Wearing:: pajama pants and a t-shirt
Hairstyle:: same as it always is
Eating:: gum
Drinking:: nothing
Thinking About:: someone
Listening to:: that 70's show
Talking to:: richard
Singing?:: nothing
The Weather is:: freezing cold and snowy
Your mood is:: pretty good
*~ Miscellaneous Questions ~*
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?:: yeah
Do you have a journal?:: yeah
Do you have any piercings?:: no
Do you have any tattoos?:: no
Do you want any piercings/tattoos?:: no
Do you have any bad habits?:: more than likely
Are you superstitious?:: yeah
Do you wish on stars?:: yeah
Do you like roller coasters?:: that would be a big no
How do you release your anger?:: I dunno
What are the last 4 digits of your phone number?::
Where would you like to sleep for a night?:: what kind of question is this
Where's your second home?:: my dad's house
What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about?:: the same thing that always gets to me
What's something about guys/girls that you don't get?:: there's alot of things I don't understand
How do you eat an Oreo?:: I just eat the cookie
What's an object you can't live without?:: my contacts
What makes you happy?:: my friends
What's the next CD you're going to get?:: probably chris daughtry
What's your most embarrassing CD?:: I dunno
Do you have a CD burner?:: yeah
Do you have a lava lamp?:: no
Do you wear contacts or glasses?:: contacts
Do you have braces or a retainer?:: no
Worst sickness you've ever had:: I dunno
Where is your computer?:: in the living room
What's on your mouse pad?:: lions
Can you touch your nose with your tongue?:: no...
Can you lick your wenis?::
Can you juggle?:: no
How many keys on your key ring?:: 4
Best wedding you ever went to?:: I dunno
What's the worst advice given to you?::
What's the best advice given to you?::
What is one of the best days of your life?:: when I was in new orleans
What books are you reading?: Brother Odd by dean koontz
What song seems to reflect you most?:: I'm moving on by rascal flatts
Do you have any enemies?:: yeah
What did you do today?:: I got tormented by richard and slept
What are you doing later?:: eating food and hopefully hanging out with someone
What is your greatest fear?:: that I'm gonna end up alone
If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you owned to?:: my mom or sister
What inspires you?:: my friends
What did you have for breakfast?:: lots of things, cookies, brownies, candy, chicken noodle soup
Do you like getting mail?:: if it's good mail, I don't want bills or advertisements
If E.T. knocked on your door and asked to use your phone, what do you do?:: I'd let him use my phone of course!
What's your e-mail address?:: not telling......
What does it mean?:: it means I'm not telling you
Last time you were depressed?:: it's been awhile actually
What is your all time most favorite sweet?:: I dunno!
How do you want to die?:: in my sleep, even though I'm pretty sure it's gonna be in a car crash with christine
What do you want to happen to your body once you die?:: I want it buried..........
If you could bring someone back from the dead who would it be?:: my grandpa, cause I never got to meet him
If you could go back in time and change something about your life. . .?: I would try harder at some of the relatioships I've walked away from
If you could ask God one question, what would it be?::
If you were stuck on a deserted island, who would you want to be with?:: probably sherman, I wanna watch him try to survive it'll be hilarious. granted we'll both die in the end....
What is your idea of fun?:: hanging out with my friends
If you could take over the world, would you?:: yep
If you could be doing anything right now, what would it be?:: I want to make richard hang out but he's insisting on sleep
Who do you want to be with right now?:: richard
Do you like to swim?:: what the hell......not really....unless it's in the ocean
Which celebrity (or even animated character) do you look most like?:: I dunno, haven't really thought about it
In the past week, what is the most fun thing you have done?:: nothing really, it's to cold to go outside
What would you do if you knew the world would end tomorrow?:: I dunno
Who do you think is the most attractive person in the world?:: I'm not sure it's a toss up
If you could go back to any era in history, where would you go and why?:: the old west
Do you have a cellphone or MP3 player?:: I have a cellphone
What's something crazy that you would do for a million dollars?:: I dunno
Who would you consider a hero?:: my mom
Who are your personal heroes?:: my mom
If you were to become blind, what would you miss most?:: my eye sight.....
Do you do volunteer work?:: not really
Where do you want to travel most?:: back to new orleans
What are your favorite types of accents?:: british
What are you most known for?:: my quietness and the fact that I'm short
Do you have a myspace?:: duh
What was the last thing you bought?:: richard something to eat
Would you ever enlist in the military?:: nope
If you hadn't been doing this survey, what would you have been doing?:: watching the real world on t.v.
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My Interests

Traveling- I like to travel, no place in particular just far away from here and neighboring areas. The farther south it is, the better. New Orleans actually is where I wish to be, but I do want to see other parts of the U.S. like California and New York. I love sports, don't get to play much anymore but I do still enjoy throwing around a softball or kicking a soccer ball. I enjoy watching them just as much as I like playing. I like being artistic, wish I was able to make myself sit down and draw more often.
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Music:

KENNY CHESNEY, Toby Keith, Montgomery Gentry, George Strait, Rascal Flatts, Tracy Lawrence, Lonestar, Phil Vassar, Garth Brooks, Brooks and Dunn, Mark Wills, Keith Urban, Clay Walker, Blake Shelton, Josh Gracin, Dierks Bentley, Taylor Hicks, Nickelback, Metallica, Misfits, All American Rejects, Billy Currington.

Movies:

Armageddon, How To Lose a Guy in 10 Days, The Outsiders, Evil Dead, Thirteen Ghosts, Paycheck, The Alamo (john wayne version) War of the Worlds, Raising Helen, Ladder 49, The Shining, Die Hard, Gladiator, fantastic four, Skeleton Key, Dukes of Hazzard, Walk the Line, King Kong, Chronicles of Narnia, Pirates of the Caribbean, x-men, the guardian, Sweet Home Alabama, Employee of the Month.


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Television:

That 70's show, Friends, Dukes of Hazzard, Punk'D, The Real World, laguna beach, Boy Meets World, Third Watch, Medium, Nip/Tuck, american idol, The Hills, Friday Night Lights, The biggest loser.

Books:

I've read ALOT of books......The Shining is probably my favorite. Westerns, The original book of Robin Hood (forget what it's called) Cujo, Pet Cemetary, Love Comes Softly series. The Lonesome Dove series are among my favorites, Where the Red Fern Grows, I've been rereading the Bittercreek series books again, I really like them.

My Blog

New Orleans Bitches!

   Okay so it's like 9:00 in the morning and I'm for some reason bouncing off the walls.  I just finished off a bag of candy that Jon had given me at work.  (I'm pretty sure I'm go...
Posted by Helena on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 06:05:00 PST

uughh.....

   I did not think this week at work was ever gonna end!  I'm so glad I have Thursday and Friday off and I hope it stays that way.  If I didn't have a car payment and wanting to go...
Posted by Helena on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 11:51:00 PST

summer's coming to a close

   Well, it's sad to say but summer's almost over.  I've had a very good summer this year, it wasn't exactly how I had planned it but overall things went smoothly.  Made two trips ...
Posted by Helena on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 08:10:00 PST

I'm back! it really sucks.......

   Well, I got back from S.C. Thursday night and I don't like it.  I had a great time while down there, especially Wednesday.  We had a blast at the river, riding the rapids and pi...
Posted by Helena on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 06:03:00 PST

been really busy since last time I've posted

   Well, since last time I've posted I am now in South Carolina with my lovely Christine!  It's so great to be out of Greenfield, I'm having a blast.  The drive down here was fun w...
Posted by Helena on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 09:39:00 PST

pretty normal weekend

   Okay, well I haven't posted on here in awhile so I figured I should do that.  Not that I have anything big to say or anything.  Uh.......Friday I went over to Dave and Norm's an...
Posted by Helena on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 01:01:00 PST

uumm.......can't think of a title

   I'm trying to think of what I've done interesting the last couple of days.  Sunday of course, I went  to Christine's and we watched old school cartoons and she showed me the pre...
Posted by Helena on Tue, 23 May 2006 08:06:00 PST

interesting Saturday.......

    Well Saturday didn't go quite as we planned, but nothing ever does so it's okay I suppose.  It was still good.  Went to Christine's and we played soccer for awhile, then h...
Posted by Helena on Sun, 21 May 2006 12:10:00 PST

Fun Friday

   Well......Friday was a good day, my hair is now plum colored.  Everybody so far says it looks good so...... I'm pretty pleased with it.  Ended up going and visiting Dave, Norm, ...
Posted by Helena on Sat, 20 May 2006 02:16:00 PST

Did you see that giraffe out on route 28!?!?

   Okay,well it was another one of those weekends where I didn't do awhole lot.  It's okay though cause I got to see my friends.  Friday I went to work where of course all the dram...
Posted by Helena on Mon, 15 May 2006 07:49:00 PST