Grøfteblomst

The heart stops . doesn't move
I insert a pacemaker . which I swallow and hide
I find a jumpercable . and turn myself on
See everything double . double black
System failure . the brain refuses
I continue my search
Uncontrollable...
I like the colour green!
I love dandelions.
I like the way you smash the tambourine, so that I disappear while I'm still right there...
I like to be outside when it's raining. I like to listen to music on the train. I like to be in the shade. I like to be in the forest.
I like to listen to music in places with lots of people - just hear the music and not notice the stress around.
I like conserts. And by some freak coincidence I also like beer. I like my black book with all these amazing words. I like to sleep with a pillow between my knees, heart shaped. I like to jump - to jump around with music in my head. Especially when I'm out walking home alone from somewhere in the dark. I like to watch movies, but not alone. I like the smell of windshield wiper fluid, it freshen the nose. I like dogs when they wag their tail and smile. I like fog. To get lost in the fog. I like thunder. I like cats. I like soapbubbles.and to catch them. I like flowers.Wildflowers. I like candles. I like to watch cats when they wash their face with their paws. I like it when my dad throws the pancakes up in the air to turn them around. I like my teddybear-rabbit, Ma. I like the way fish open and close their mouth. I like to be in the darkroom. I like compliments. I like hugs.So give me one.
I like to take a shower in so hot water that when you move it hurts.
I like music that makes me cry, and smile. Or both in the same song, depending on the mood. I like to scratch my legs. I like the word "dustbunny." I like windows you can sit in.
I don't like the smell of cat pee. I don't like big spoons. Because they're really just to big for my jaws. I don't like the wrong kind of butter. I don't like any kind of fruit exept for apples. I don't like any kind of vegetables exept for potatoes. I don't like the sound of the alarm in the morning. But who does? I don't like the heat. I don't like to be stressed - it freaks me out!
I don't like high heeled shoes, and when I use shoes like that I feel paranoid because I think someone is following me.
I don't like spiders, or to burp on airplanes. I don't like the smell of wet dogs. And I don't like it when there is fog on the water. I don't like the taste of sea water.
I don't like food with the wrong consistency.
And I don't like food with wrong temperature in proportion to the consistency.
I don't like pink, and I don't like dolls. They stare at you without anything behind their eyes and that's scary. I don't like pollen, it makes me sneeze. I don't like socks with holes...