**LISA**

I'd like to meet:

Hmmm..Well a Boyfriend/Friend...Would be nice But it seems to me that all i can find is someone who wants to be friends with Benefits and all they want from me is the one thing *---* Why is that???I m really trying to believe that there are some Good guys left out there but im really not to sure. I'm sure there is, Just where???Is the one question i ask myself a lot!!!! The need and want is so overwhelming sometimes it makes me sad. I have been in relationships well you really cant call them relationships just seeing each other, They have been pretty messed up..Lol. Either they want to be more then friends with me and then get scared and they back off and forget about me, or all they want is to be friends. There is no in between. I know im just blabbing on and on, but im just trying to make a point here. I feel that there is someone out there whom i have met or crossed paths with or not even met this person before but his out there. I kinda have this ideal guy in my mind but im sure i ll know when i look into his eyes i ll know. But im beginning to doubt that and when and where that will happen. I wish and pray so much that I'm not sure anyone hears me!!!But anyways all im really looking for is someone who will make me light up every time i see him and someone who i can be friends with and love spending time together ..and all in all just be happy and to know that im Loved!!!