It's only forever, not long at all! Live without the sunlight. Love without a heartbeat. I can live within you... Anger is an energy! Somewhere between anticipation and nostalgia, I SHOULD have been happy. WARNING: I SUFFER FROM ADD, ADHD AND OPP! The only exercise I get is mood swings and if it weren't for flashbacks, I'd have no memory. It's about time I updated this "about me" shit! Well, I love internal diatribe and talk to myself when I'm not cowering in the corner fearing the person I'm with. I hate it when
people answer me, though. I'm a nice guy who likes fireplaces on the second floor and loud music in first floor apartments.
When I say "I'm pissed!", I mean I'm drunk and that means you are too and I'd better know your name and wake up alone. I love too much and hate even more. I may have to recover at home with this amputation for a few months, but I can walk. Even if I puke in the morning and I fear I may be pregnant! Ha!HA! Well, I got out September 15th after yet another 4 month stay. I've come to grips with my amputation and no longer am sickend by the thought of it. If you know me, you'd know that and not be reading this cuz you know all "about me." I wear my heart on my sleeve and try not to let it drip. Life is a bowl of cherries and I love fruit, just hate pits! I'm a sick puppy and will follow you home and make your dad let you keep me. If anyone wants to know more... Just ask! I'm brutally honest and could care less about your opinion. Nine doctors telling you you're dying kinda gives that to ya. But no, I've grabbed life by the horns like I'll do your ears and go to town. You can ask for anything but all you'll get is advice from fairly sick man with a sense of humor. Why not? God certainly has one! I don't care, I don't even try to pretend! You have to take most things in life at face value and not be so damned concerned with the hidden meanings... You do that and the whole world will become the Da Vinci Code and not mean a thing. sit back, relax and enjoy the fact you missed all the little presents the neighbor's dog left for you in the yard (dry dog food in large quantities strategically placed in their yard before a mild rain will cure that problem!). The best things in life lately have been free. Getting the fuck out of the hospital after missing the holidays and 4 more months of my life was great! My best friend and roomie Chris B(although far from being free!) saved my life and has been H&T4me. I can't thank him and all the others that helped me thru these past few months enough.I love him more than he even loves himself. I'm pissed (see above notation) Cancer's a bitch and I'm sick of it. I have to find humor in it all and I'm searching. BASEBALL MODE!PIL - Rise
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