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let the beat control your body...

About Me


perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most
forgot how it feels well almost
no one to blame always the same
open my eyes wake up in flames
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light
smashed up my sanity
smashed up my integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
covered in hope and vaseline
still cannot fix this broken machine
watching the hole it used to be mine
just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
of the trust i will betray
give it to me i throw it away
after everything i've done i hate myself for what i've become
i tried
i gave up
throw it away
*nin*gaveup*
What is Your TRUE Astrology Sign? (for guys and girls with incredibly detailed answers and incredible picture
You are a Scorpio, born in the midst of fall. Your sign is the sign of transformation. You think very deeply, and people usually don't know the real "you". You are determined, protective, focused, brilliant, self-sufficient, magnetic, brave, unbreakable, open-minded, loyal, strong, and sensitive!! Unlike other signs you have three, yes three, symbols; 1) an eagle, which soars high, is proud, and very protective. 2) A magical phoenix, with the ability of rebirth (through the greatest challenges of life). 3) and finally a scorpion, whose fierce loyalty makes a great friend and seeks revenge when betrayed!! The scorpion also symbolizes self-defense and self-protection!
-your lucky colors are crimson (the color of passion) and black (the color of power)
-your metal is plutonium (-----ah it's radioactive!!)
-your precious stone is topaz
-your day of the week is tuesday
-your element is water
-the part of the body that you rule is your reproductive organs *giggle*
-and your best love matches are a Virgo, Cancer, Pisces, or a Taurus
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My Interests




Something has to change. Undeniable dilemma. Boredom's not a burden anyone should bear. Constant over stimulation numbs me and I wouldn't have it any other way. It's not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I don't want it. I just need it. To feel, to breathe, to know I'm alive. Finger deep within the borderline. Show me that you love me and that we belong together. Relax, turn around and take my hand. I can help you change tired moments into pleasure. Say the word and we'll be well upon our way. Blend and balance pain and comfort deep within you till you will not have me any other way. It's not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I don't want it. I just need it. To feel, to breathe, to know I'm alive. Knuckle deep inside the borderline. This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to. Relax. Slip away. Something kinda sad about the way that things have come to be. Desensitized to everything. What became of subtlety? How can it mean anything to me if I really don't feel anything at all?
I'll keep digging till I feel something.
Elbow deep inside the borderline. Show me that you love me and that we belong together. Shoulder deep within the borderline. Relax, turn around and take my hand **stinkfist**tool**

I'd like to meet:



Music:



HARDKORE WILL SURVIVE
HARDKORE KEEP IT LIVE

**Frankie Bones, Venom, Circuit Breaker, House O'Holics, Dave the Drummer, T-1000, Skylab2000, Paul Birken, Marco Carola, Donald Glaude, Nigel Richards, Richie Hawten, Claude Von Stroke, Soul Slinger, Carl Cox, DJ Hell, Atomic Babies, Adam X, Rob Gee, Angel Alanis, Green Velvet, Joey Beltram, Atomic Babies, DJ Funk, Armand Van Helden, Leny Dee, Delerium, Delta 9, DJ STRIFE, Diesel Boy, Marus Intalex, Freaky Flow, Stacey Pullen...whoa there's a lot, too many to name but pretty much any dj that makes me want to jam...

**nine inch nails, system of a down, mindless self indulgence, linkin park, korn, pearl jam, tool, chevelle, aperfectcircle, the mars volta, the bravery, slipknot, muse, redhotchillipeppers, pennywise, badreligion, blind melon, sublime, the strokes, the greatful dead, the doors, pink floyd, steve miller band, too many bands to name...and we cant forget about the girly stuff**tori amos, nelly furtado, sara mclaughlin, shakira, and that other radio music too...*jayz, missy elliot, sean paul....whatever has a good beat.

Movies:


**300**the never ending story**natural born killers**the lord of the rings trilogy**v for vendetta**the matrix trilogy**st. elmos fire**the breakfest club**the day after tomorrow**the war of the worlds**final fantasy**harold and kumar go to white castle**pitch black**the chronicles of riddick**the harry potter movies**x-men 1, 2, 3**jacobs ladder**clockwork orange**the labyrinth**finding nemo**tim burton films**disney classics**kill bill 1 & 2**resident evil 1 & 2**troy**seven**legends of the fall**snatch**the exorcist**the omen**rosemary's baby**the amityville horror old and new**the shining**cube**hellraiser all of them**hollween**nightmare on elm street**sin city**under the tuscan sun**scarface**goodfellas**the godfather 1, 2, & 3**a bronx tale**casino**all kevin smith movies**pulp fiction**underworld 1 & 2**interview w/ a vampire**queen of the damned**bramstokers dracular**blade all three**saw**the crow**team america**rounders**requiem for a dream**signs**the village.....there are just way too many good movies to name**

Television:

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evil quiz...yea ofcourse i got a high score lol

You Are 88% EvilYou're the most evil person you know. The devil is even a little scared of you!How Evil Are You?...
Posted by <<:::xklðµÐ9x:::>> on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 06:47:00 PST

scorpio (this is cute and funny) SCORPIO’S KICK ASS!!!

SCORPIO The Scorpion October 24 to November 22 YOU  are determined, intuitive, and passionate. OTHER   Scorpios are secretive, resentful, and stubborn.  And believe me, they were n...
Posted by <<:::xklðµÐ9x:::>> on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 06:26:00 PST

ARE YOU AS GENUINE AS YOU PROJECT YOURSELF TO BE??

Why is it that every person you associate your self w/ is a disappointment?  You already know that people suck in general.  No one is honest or genuine anymore.  They can sit there and ...
Posted by <<:::xklðµÐ9x:::>> on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 04:29:00 PST

believe...

Where is it?  As long as you can remember you have been looking for it.  You didn't lose it b/c you never actually had it.  Searching your mind&stumbling through memories and feelings t...
Posted by <<:::xklðµÐ9x:::>> on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 05:21:00 PST

i’m a brownie!! lol

You Are a BrownieDecadent and intense, you aren't for the weakhearted.Those who can deal with your strong flavor find out how sweet you really are.What Dessert Are You Most Like?...
Posted by <<:::xklðµÐ9x:::>> on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 12:55:00 PST

my random writings

One event after another is just burying you deeper and deeper into your mind; becoming conscious of things you've never know before. Wondering through a never ending labyrinth of puzzles and questions...
Posted by <<:::xklðµÐ9x:::>> on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 06:34:00 PST

my new favorite joke...

LOVE IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL    Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.   Jim and Edna were both patients ...
Posted by <<:::xklðµÐ9x:::>> on Sun, 06 May 2007 03:23:00 PST

fuck!

Okay in the past 2 days I blew $1400.00 on my car.  The rack and pinion broke so I had to have it fixed.  I get the car back&park it at my job&20 minutes later my aunt walks in and tells me ...
Posted by <<:::xklðµÐ9x:::>> on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 03:24:00 PST

ramblings....chances...

You are confronted w/ a problem, the same old story.  It happens to everyone.  Why? Because people are all alike.  Selfish, greedy, self centered.  Not a clue how there actions aff...
Posted by <<:::xklðµÐ9x:::>> on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 08:06:00 PST

Gone forever but the scars still remain

He's waiting for you Silent and calm You find him in a familiar place A moment of peace and serenity The feel of his touch is like fire Burning every inch of your skin It's overwhelming You wa...
Posted by <<:::xklðµÐ9x:::>> on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 06:20:00 PST