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(AM)Leal~

Dementia waves goodbye

About Me

http://dementeddisaster.multiply.com
Miramite, UNIS kiddie,
deadly poetic if in the right mental condition.
She sings sonnets of woe. Eligiac whisper, wave goodbye without a care then spit in the face of eternity.
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RI=ghetto island with identity issues.
We sit on the roof
Alfie and I were up on our balcony, gazing at this oddity where we resided. The smoke billowed from the towers which were right outside our apartment, the steam mixing with the crisp night air as heat mixed with the cool winter breeze.
Pass me that, taking his peipe, breathing in deeply and exhaling as the towers did; beautifully. He points out structures to me, structures you only see when you look through the eyes of another.
“There” he said, pointing to the Lebanese deli near the park, about half a mile away. “I painted a tribute to the starts in a name only they can know.” I hear him whisper habibti under his breath, sweetheart, in Arabic.
He points to the little bridge leading out of our desolate island and says “There I shall paint my tribute to the sun”. He laughs heartily, his curly hair bouncing to beat of his smile. “It is up to you to paint your tribute to the moon”.
He takes one last puff, coughs and spits a huge glob of red truth into the abyss below. The trail linking the truth of the moment to the mythology of the past. Snow starts falling, which is strange because it is warm. I imagine his smoke forming clouds of pure, white snow.
And there, he says, pointing to the snow which he catches on his palm, his body temperature low enough to keep the snow from melting. “there shall be the words I tell you now, as my heir. Remember them as you fall. I will fall, as you will after me. Remember, no one flies forever.”

My Interests

Sex with the forms, lore, volunteering and being a CAS whore, sharing my theories on 'Life', forever and never, theology, philosophy (but not plato), papers stars

I'd like to meet:

I may or may not want to meet you. THere is no harm in trying.

Pinoy ka ba? sige, pagdaanan nyo ang hirap ng pag-aadd sa akin. Tignan natin kung ano ang mangyayari.
Drunkies, junkies, magic users and fellow losers.
I want to smoke pot with PLato to see what he sees (skulls in the water and shrimp-headed men)
I want to speak with Dylan and Eric.
I want to discuss sophistry with angelo suarez
I want to write music with the great Radioactive Sago Project
I want to meet and collaborate with Neil Gaiman & Dave Mckean
I want to write co-write a South Park episode with Trey Parker and Matt Stone (my mentors on morality)
And... Yeah, God too :D Maybe.. Someday
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Music:

Urbandub, Rivermaya, Radioactive Sago Project, Sugarfree, KJWAN, the old MCR; anything rock, blues, classical and techno... especially pinoy undergound rock! SILIENT sanctuary, parokya, dicta, kapatid, sum41, e-heads, Larc~en~ciel, gackt, TVXQ (hate the songs, love the look) Mindless Self Indulgence, Jack's Mannequin, gym class heroes, coheed and cambria, Muse, Modest Mouse, Linkin Park

Movies:

Kill bill, pulp fiction, y tu mama tambien, motorcycle diaries, amelie, anime i guess, South park movie, family guy movie, Nightmare before christmas, Mirrormask, art films

Television:


Books:

I like reading ^^ Neil gaiman, tamora pierce, clive barker, phillip pullman, jostein gaarder,frances lia block.. unbearable likeness of being, gabriel garcia marquez