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About Me

So, I was so glad to see 2007 end! As most everyone knows, due to my many public "breakdowns" my relationship ended. I am now up and running back in "Van" mode. I've found that the best way to cope with the things that we cannot change are to make everything curve toward your own best interest. I strongly feel that everything in life happens for a reason. 2007 taught me a whole lot about myself as well as reminded of the things that make me "me". I know that i'm not the nicest person in the world, nor do I claim to be. I make bad decisions and sometimes do the wrong thing, but I mean well! I really do! The number of friends that I can trust and tell anything to and that will help me out with any bad situations I may get myself into I can count on one hand, although I have a lot of great acquaintances. I love my friends and family dearly and would do anything to protect them from the bad stuff that may come their way. I also work alot and keep crazy hours which takes up 90% of my Monday - Friday. I do, however, love to party on the weekends. I go out and drink way too much. LOL, I drink anytime of the week really. All i need is for someone to tell me they want a drink and i'll have one for them. I also, like many others, have a stalkarazzi that love to "tell" people what i'm doing and what type of person I am. It used to really bother me, but no so much anymore. The way I see it is, they are not bothering someone else who can't deal with lies and such. I used to call the stalkarazzi "haters", but now i refer to them as my "groupies". I try real hard to do the right thing. I really do...I promise!!! LOL. If you wanna get to know me, tell me you hate me, or just chat then let me know!

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My Interests

•hanging out with friends •tanning •starbucks •drinking •clubbing •cuties •shopping •travel •4 wheelers •anything on the beach •movies •music

I'd like to meet:

Friends (old and new). I'm not looking for anything more than that, i'm with a great guy!a href="http://photobucket.com/" target="_blank"

Music:

I like all kinds of different music!

Movies:

•scarface •i know who killed me •300 •sweet home alabama •not another teen movie •the skeleton key •the in crowd •cruel intentions •pirates of the carribean (all 3) •hostel •hostel II •brokeback mountain •american psycho •joyride •swimfan

Television:

•nip/tuck •dirt •desperate housewives •brothers and sisters •sunset tan •dr. 90210 •extreme makeover •general hospital •cashmere mafia •american idol •tell me you love me •the L word •dirty sexy money

Books:

I dont really read a lo, but do magazines count?•People •Out •US •Any trashy gossip rag.

Heroes:

My Mother. RIP. 9.19.05. It's funny how you take things for granted while you have them to take for granted. When something or someone is gone you always think of the things you should of said. Hard to believe that it's been two years. Seems like it was just yesterday that I talked to her, but 10 years since i've seen her. I don't know if that makes a whole lot of sense, but what does when things like this happen?

My Blog

03.12.08

Hmmm...well...I so cannot sleep!!!!! I'm watching American Idol which i DVR'd earlier because I was too bored to sit around the house. I'm off for the rest of the week and I hope that i'm not this bor...
Posted by van[is.back]™ on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 02:50:00 PST

02.26.08

Yeah, so I haven't posted anything in a while so I figured i'd write something new. So first off let me just start by saying it's kinda gross to find out how many people fucked my ex. Not that I...
Posted by van[is.back]™ on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 07:40:00 PST

december.2007

So, it's December already! Wow, how the year has flown by. I actually have to say that i'm so glad to see this year end! It has brought me more bullshit than it has good! I feel that 2008 will be my y...
Posted by van[is.back]™ on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 03:41:00 PST

250 Delicous Question about the Van Van....

.NAME: Van2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE: Yes, my dad.3. SCHOOL: Not in school.4. MASCOT: uh none.5. NICKNAMES: Vandelicious, Vain, VanVan, Big Harv, Big Sexy6. BIRTHDAY: Oct. 57. AGE: 298. SIGN: Libr...
Posted by van[is.back]™ on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 03:30:00 PST

...random...

So...I really think that i'm worn out! I need a vacation. I haven't one in a long ass time! I've been working for almost a year and a half straight with just a day or two off here and there! Hopefully...
Posted by van[is.back]™ on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 04:12:00 PST

...frowning makes you get wrinkles...

Wow...i'm about to be 29 years old! That is so wierd to say. It seems like yesterday I was turning 18. My grandma told me once that the years just fly by as you get older and now I believe her! It see...
Posted by van[is.back]™ on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 12:09:00 PST

...Time...

Okay...so I must say that I think i've finally seen the light at the end of the tunnel. These last 3 months have been the hardest for me in a long time, i've only had one other really rough time in my...
Posted by van[is.back]™ on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 12:31:00 PST

...didnt know I could be this personal...

I don't even know where to begin. I know that some of you have been wondering what's going on with me lately. The new profile and the new content of the profile. Yes, I am single. Me and him broke up....
Posted by van[is.back]™ on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 12:35:00 PST

New Job!!!!!

I got the job! I'm really excited about the chance to expand my professional knowledge! I did enjoy my previous employer, although I griped a lot about it. I'm REALLY going to miss some of the people....
Posted by van[is.back]™ on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 12:46:00 PST

Follow UP!

I'm not sad anymore, just so ya'll know. I'm not crazy, and for christ's sake, I DID NOT try to commit suicide!!!!!!! :c) So i'm gonna quit tryin to fight folks, hit people with bottles, cuss peo...
Posted by van[is.back]™ on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 04:49:00 PST