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brittany pauline

oh, im sorry did you say something

About Me

im not tha one bitch

My Interests

my interests consist of dancing 16 years of it, i can't give up now. MTV here i come "Dancing my way through, unaware of smudge or reflection only preoccupied with my facade of total perfection"

I'd like to meet:

Well one day i wish to meet up with my mom in heaven....she is my everything. I would love to meet someone very interesting, witty, fun, and just amazing. I don't need anyone to make me feel special. I need someone who is persistent, honest, passionate, and strong. Someone in touch with themself, who doesn't hold back. Someone with their own ideas. Someone who enjoys a good time, laughs easy, likes to watch movies, and chill, Someone, anyone.

Music:

a lil bit of this, and a lil bit of that

Television:

Will and Grace

Books:

Beijing Doll ,Gingerbread, Astonish Yourself! 101 experiments in the Philosophy of everyday life-Roger-Pol Droit, Go Ask Alice, Mediated, Out of the dust, Brave new world,The Way

Heroes:

My hero? This is an easy one, my mom of course. I've learned a lot before and after losing her. This woman, is my hero.

My Blog

it's nuts, nuts i tell ya!!!

In the middle of being yelled at by my father about my outragous phone bill i turn and say "yes sir" this was the opposite of what he expected, in a way he was proud, but still continued on his useles...
Posted by brittany pauline on Wed, 17 May 2006 01:23:00 PST

My mind never stays in place

So while doing my usual myspacing i came across one of Thoms blogs...it was about a journal, below it i saw that D-tay had commented on it. I try to not look at his profile that much, but i did anyway...
Posted by brittany pauline on Wed, 17 May 2006 09:34:00 PST

30out of30

Torn between imablance, and a solid ground. Incapable of accepting what i've found. Marked by misguiding words, while standing aloof. Desparately searching for a solid truth. Another chapter in miscon...
Posted by brittany pauline on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 11:24:00 PST

go ahead string me along, everyone else does

It seems like I always get the back end of the deal. we talk and get along then someone comes along and all the sundden im out of the picture. ok...
Posted by brittany pauline on Sun, 29 Jan 2006 04:20:00 PST

Cathy Sue

Books are better than life, that's why they're called books. You can't put a time limit on feelings. It's been two years, yes I know, and that number will grow as well as my confusion and passion for...
Posted by brittany pauline on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

letter to daddy

Sorry im not your 4.0 G.P.A. making love giving Understanding Child you've always wanted I have ideas I want to reason You just don't listen I have a future I will struggle And i will make it Whethe...
Posted by brittany pauline on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a stranger

Counseling... I've gone to counseling before. Maybe a month or two after my mom died. It was too soon. Tommorrow I have a 9 o'clock counseling appointment. I really don't feel like going. I want to...
Posted by brittany pauline on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

fight test

I thought I was smart,I thought I was right,I thought it better not to fight I thought there was a virtue, in always being cool. So it came time to fight I thought "I'll just step aside"......and th...
Posted by brittany pauline on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Things are different behind closed doors

Getting knocked down everytime I turn around after getting home I wonder why I talked to her that way I wish i could take it back I wish he wouldn't have hit me Sometimes people wish too m...
Posted by brittany pauline on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST