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mell

....eyes of the bluest skies, as if they thought of rain......

About Me

...it has come to my attention recently that I come off as unapproachable and maybe not so nice....really I don't mean to come off like an asshole...I'm actually a pretty nice person, you just gotta get past the rough edges...I call it like I see it, brutally honest...if theres somethin' you wanna know just ask...."I'm okay most of the time, I just feel a little lonely tonight"-Tom Petty.

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My Interests

...drinking coffee, reading, gender issues, trying to be healthier, clearing out my head, spending time with NIC, cooking, music, unicorns & ponys, shopping...I love sunglasses, sneakers, designer jeans.

I'd like to meet:

...folks in the bay area, someone in PDX who will teach me to silkscreen, people who will let me take their pics, cute dykes/hot tranny boys, old friends I haven't seen in ages......

Music:

scream club, Gn'R, Ratt, Tom Waits, Willie Nelson, Joan Jett, NWA, Eazy-E, Grim Reaper....lots of stuff...

Movies:

SHORTBUS, the breakfast club, pretty in pink, silence of the lambs, Mad Maxx, BeastMaster, valley girl, 50 first dates, say anything, battle royal, the wedding singer, evil dead, army of darkness, drugstore cowboy, wonderland, less than zero, C.R.A.Z.Y...

Television:

....DEXTER....the L word....lots of the Bravo channel...Law & Order...food network...

Books:

Dirt...the motley crue biography,serial killer/true crime books,graff mags, old sci-fi & fantasy, anything by David Sedaris...drag king dreams....

Heroes:

my aunt MaryLou....She never took shit from anyone and lived her life the way she wanted to despite what everyone else thought...I miss her everyday....

My Blog

moving again....

Yep...I'm moving again. I found a room to move into that won't be in a crazy, dirty, drama house. I need to be in a stable place so I can pay off all the debt that I have and get my shit together. I'm...
Posted by mell on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 01:31:00 PST

I've had it up to HERE!!!

.....why is it all the hot dykes that I meet lately are only into dating very "girly" girls or straight bitches. LAME!!
Posted by mell on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 02:08:00 PST

changes.....

...oh geez..here we go again. Everything in my life is changing...no more workin' at the Paragon, moving outta the house on 15th, CBG living at her own place, not having a dog...everything is differen...
Posted by mell on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 12:19:00 PST

....for those you who think you need to know....

....it seems that I too have now become someone ya'all feel the need to talk about...Why it is any of anyone else's business who I am hanging out with, or what may or may not be going on....seriously....
Posted by mell on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 02:01:00 PST

birthdays..................................

...so I am now officially 30. The birthday has come and gone. All in all I had a good day. Spent time with friends who mean alot to me, wondered around downtown by myself doing some thinking...which w...
Posted by mell on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 01:20:00 PST

deja vu???

.....did time stop and stand still?? I'm back at the Paragon. Talkin' shit & slingin' drinks....it's as though time stands still. I missed this place like no other. I feel comfortable here. I like...
Posted by mell on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 10:26:00 PST

I'm back!

....So in case you don't know....I am back at the Paragon. Before you get too excited....it's just thursday, friday, saturday day shift. I'm outta there by 8:30. But you can come in all day for my awe...
Posted by mell on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 11:51:00 PST

half of my life is over.................................................

seriously...I wish I could just turn off my head for like 5 minutes. 5 minutes of just pure silence, no thoughts, worries, nothing. I just need a break. Right now I am at a place in my life that I rea...
Posted by mell on Mon, 28 May 2007 07:30:00 PST

....20 days till.....

....I turn 30! Holy fuck....it's such an odd feeling to know that I will be 30 this birthday. I don't know why it seems so different...but it does. Maybe because this is definantly NOT where I thought...
Posted by mell on Thu, 17 May 2007 10:54:00 PST

my head hurts...

...couldn't sleep last night, went out to Booty and ended up with a splitting headache. I keep stressing myself out to the point of being sick. It's just so hard to not stress these last few weeks. Th...
Posted by mell on Fri, 04 May 2007 12:42:00 PST