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Urserker

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About Me

There's a certain complexity to the mind that becomes too shrouded by our inability to express ourselves truly and accurately in relation to who we are at heart. Cicrumstances force us to adapt, situations push us out of the box that makes up our character, life molds us and through that we are ever changing. Our morales, our priorities, our beliefs are too foreign to another with a seperate mind and therefore words can only describe so much giving those only a small impression into our clay-like mind of who we are. We're only seen by what we present and we're only viewed as deep as to what we allow others to see us as because who we are to ourselves may not necassarily govern who we are to the world. Life is a play, we are the actors and the world is our audience. We become what we display and with that, the question "who am I?" becomes lost with the interpretation of in what way are we asking that?
I think a lot. More than most and I constantly self reflect. I want to understand myself as much as I do this life, I'm deep although I may not present it as often as I'd like. I don't share my thoughts and beliefs as often as I want because there's no point in voicing yourself to deaf ears.
I won't do anything but express who I am as best I can for the world. I may stray from my morales, I may act out of character at times, but for those who listen and see deeper into me understand that I am the actor to myself. I am not a straight line or narrow visioned, I have my tendacies, but I'm a very round character. I grow, I make mistakes, I learn, I reflect, and I mold myself as if I were nothing but clay for I am my own creator.
I'm romantic, intelligent, artistic, open-minded, expressive, mysterious, and thoughtful. I am more than meets the eyes. I don't judge by first impressions... there is just FAR too much to take in before being able to judge or understand a person.
My name is Uriah. Get to know me, I promise the worse that could happen is I'd become a fond memory...
Random Facts About Me, Uriah:
I'm a twin. My opposite is my sister Kiri =P
I'm actually a nerd =] and love it. :3
I play D&D.
I LOVE video games. <3
I'm attending college to be an artist in the gaming industry :3
I want to learn to breakdance and freerun.
I love mixed martial arts.
I enjoy reading. :D
My favorite book series is about a renegade drow, Drizzt by R.A. Salvatore.
I find enjoyment in learning.
I would have loved to attend college to be a physicist, but that's a whole other level of genius. =]
I like spiders :3
I love black roses.
My favorite animal is a black panther.
My favorite color... black (wasn't that a surprise?)
I enjoy all sorts of art, but I'm least fond of photography or abstract art.
I play guitar although not nearly as much as I used to.
My eyes are sensitive to light :( lame.
I LOVE the old school pokemon! Eevee and all his evolutions are my favorite as well a Machamp!
TMNT have been one of my childhood joys I can't let go of =]
I am very curious and ask A LOT of questions heh...
I enjoy writing and have a lot of ideas floating around in my mind.
I have an Alienware desktop. <3
I'm intelligently argumentative and have firm beliefs in controversial topics.
I enjoy cosplays.
I want to be a part of a renaissance festival.
I have a very vivid imagination.
I actually like programming, but RARELY do it. It's one of those things you can REALLY get rusty on.
Honestly, I am excited for fatherhood. ^_^
I'm VERY open about myself, ask me anything and honestly, more than likely I'll answer truthfully.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Heroes:
R.A. Salvatore
Artemis Entreri
Drizzt Do'Urden
Chuck Liddell
Fedor Emelianenko
Wolverine
Casey Jones
Raphael-San
Robin Williams
King Leonidas
Albert Einstein
Bboy Darkness
My Characters <3
Anyone from my favorite bands
People with a deep mind.

Someone who appreciates me or those willing to understand everything around them.

My Blog

074 - The Love of a Goddess

The Love of a GoddessAs I lay beside the Goddess Aphrodite's,My hand wrapped around her slender waist,I wonder how I she came to love me,A mere mortal in a God's place,Her hair ever flowing,Her eyes e...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 11:08:00 GMT

075 - Suicide Rant (reposted)

First, I wrote this a long time ago during high school. I have not revised it except adding an arguement someone had posted in response to my facebook note.I don't recall deleting my original suicide ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Mar 2009 12:19:00 GMT

077 - Fill This Out. Relationship Questions.

I'm bored so I made some random survey. Take it, enjoy it and post it as a comment.  Are you more dependant or independant when it comes to relationships? Are you bisexual, gay or heterosexual?How att...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 08:27:00 GMT

078 - Letter to Pyramid Head

Dear Pyramid Head,     It's strange... I find myself lying awake at night, in a cold sweat unable to fall asleep. A creak in the floor sends goosebumps up and down arm, chills thro...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Aug 2008 15:27:00 GMT

079 - I Woke Up Dead This Morning

I Woke Up Dead This MorningTrudging to my room with a plan,Six feet of rope dangling in my hand,No more pain and no more rage,Just finished the chapter so I'll turn the page,Vocal chords are no longer...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jul 2008 01:49:00 GMT

080 - When Dandelions Wither Away

When Dandelions Wither AwayEver held the sun in your hand?I have...Intoxicated by the firey heat,It's flames were scented sweet,This gold is my own serenity,The scent that brings peace to me,I've held...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 02:57:00 GMT

081 - Death to the Bride, Blood Stains the White

Death to the BrideVacuous eyes and dressed in black,Chanting softly to the darkest act,The witnesses await the bride to be,On this grim day of matrimony,All eyes arise and the chanting ends,When she a...
Posted by on Fri, 02 May 2008 12:55:00 GMT

082 - Journey Back into the Dark

The Journey Back into the DarkIn the recess of my mind, shadows shroud thoughts and the space between like a mist that conceals the miry swamp before me. The sky inked with the absense of light like a...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 06:16:00 GMT

083 - A Short Story

    It was a cold night with a slight breeze that chilled each breath the young man let out. Rising up like fog and fading away like the air around. The man walked slowly, almost aimles...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 16:52:00 GMT

085 - Another Poem/Story/Song to Release Some Sorrow

The Written Tradgedy of How Love Dies (Verse 1)The devil, not I, washed my hands today,To cleanse me of the deed I'd never say,I watched as blood and faith washed away,Hands clasped together as if to ...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 01:00:00 GMT