..Hello everyone! I just want to greet you with warmth and love! Whatever it is that you are going through always remember that God is there for you. You just have to take the moment and realize that someone else that you may or may not know has it 10 times harder than you. He will never let you down or leave you hangin. I'm learning that and learning it good! I'm learning that he has never left me, I just left him! For the past 5 years everything has been about me. Wanting to make people like me, love me, catering to their needs, putting my time and effort into people not of importance to me, and putting no effort really to the one thats important, which is Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior! He has a plan for me and he knows the desires of my heart. Now, the reason I am revealing all this is because I feel I need to. The old me would'nt dare speak about how I really truly felt about God and life out of FEAR, but now that word only means one thing to me. Which is to Face Everything And Recover. My whole life I've lived my life out of Fear. Fear of rejection and fear of falling in love. I guess the words of negativity being cursed on me as a child, embeded themselves deep into my mind causing me to have insecurities that was never dealt with. I therefore began to think that I was'nt smart enough, or I was ugly and fat. I got tired of church and turned to the world and men to make me feel pretty and wanted. I thrived on guys calling me every night and wanting to get to know me. What I did'nt realize is that they were wanting to get to know me for all the wrong reasons and I would give in because of wanting to be accepted. Not no more!!!!! I've had it with guys of that type. No More Miss Nice Girl!! lol. I am a beautiful Women that loves herself to much to let another person with insecurities bring her down again. I've been there done that and I'm over with insecurity! I paid the the cost and still paying finacially, physically, and emotionally.I've already asked God to help me forgive those who have ever hurt me, I have to let them go otherwise I would never get over them! How can I get over somthing if I still have a hold on it! So, with that I forgive anyone who has hurt me in anyway shape or form. So, guys (refering to males) if you want to get at me come correctly. None of that hey lil' mama you look hella cute or fine mess. I would not waste my time to reply, but if you have something interesting or on a POSITIVE note to say hit me up!!! I'm still a nice girl lol! but in a different way. Remember that God loves you therefore so do I.I love the SKY!!!!
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