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Aiwaz

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I'm mostly here for my OWN Pleasures of what so ever may bring sadifactions of my Ego!. Still as allways my senses are allways awake... starring,smelling,tasting,listening,touching arround eather im at my comp/surfing or irl?/walking arround upon this earth what's the different?.
Instantly excorsism myselfs of any human feelings/thoughts what i find is premade white religious indoctrinations that every child has been learned upon being introduced the world of this is right?, this is wrong?.
This i say without any sort of judgements?! what so ever may come to my senses eather i turn my back upon thee or keep enjoying what im sensing.
What u sensing is this right or wrong? never ending Question in Aeon. I keep learn to enjoy my senses in any way of tools i can find in matters of materilism, as we all know that much of this world is build upon? keep the civilisation live nice little cozy one-way street life?.
Live like an Angel Die like a Devil? Hell No. Live without Stupidity of any aspects of Uturns living out my feelings pushed to the limits if such exist?. "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.", and "Love is the Law, Love under Will" and upon this I see no limitations in that!, does 666 has Limitations?.
Loving/feelings to other but your self can I only consider as a reflection drawn from my own selfishness, don't tell you don't have a EGO, and everything will always return there within no matter what. No hard feelings and still can Love! sadness is caused by these terms of loosing by living in others, and i personal prefere plesure insted of sadness, what i got to lose but myself? the world still continue living on.
I'm Enjoying my stay arround Animals/People arround the World as much as many does, within this i throw my Darkest thoughts to any of you in its True kind of Thee!
Rege Satanas! , Ave Satanas! , Hail Satan !

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Nothing but the truth, is it a SECRET? Only the Moon and I must know?
“Do you swear to tell the truth, the pure truth and nothing but the truth, so help you God?”
“No, as in such places the truth is neither wanted nor accepted. What you mean is whether I will acknowledge the reality, which is designated by you falsely as “true”.
That would be just about how my answer to this question would have been, if I would have ever been asked. Why? That’s why I will first define the small and so incredibly often misunderstood word “reality”.
The big question of the philosophers of all the Lord’s places and all the Lord’s times is all about the meaning of this word “reality”.
Reality is the degree or measure of agreement between two or more persons or beings. Reality is not “truth” or something that “factually and really is so”.
If it would be like that, then please explain to me why not all people see, experience and tell about the “reality” of life in the same way.
This isn’t the case as there is even an infinity of realities. A reality has been reached when at least one other person shares your own view, when at least one further life being agrees, you have a common “reality”.
There was a man once, who asserted that the Earth was not flat, but a sphere. He was at the time rather lonely in his opinion and was heavily grilled, his mental state was put into question, just because he did not say and think what the majority at that time would agree with. At that time it was simply “unreal” what he was saying, as everyone knew that if it were true what he was saying that the Earth would be a globe, everyone would fall or slide off of it etc.
Yes, today one may laugh about this. At that time it was not so funny to be the first to conceive of something as reality that is different from what the majority is thinking.
Just like him there are people today who are ridiculed, attacked or - what is even much more effective – cut to pieces in the news media, to kill their reputation or even be “treated” by a psychologist, to help them again to become “normal” and think “according to reality”.
I could even state here simply that psychology is being “used” so to speak and only exists - with the phoney theory of “normality” - to inspire a terrible fear in you, to think differently or be different than your environment as you would suffer a “break in reality” and be passing for an idiot or be in a spin.
A spin – I think a nice compliment – as the word is derived from the activity of “spinning”. Spinning a yarn, means to create one’s own world, be creative, use one’s fantasy, with the help of which one weaves one’s own thought web and knots it to other webs, in a logical or illogical way, to form up new views of life, which may later even be put into action.
Impulse 1: The impulse to exist as one’s own self. Part of this is the survival as the body that one is momentarily inhabiting, one’s own name, hobbies one has as human being, the occupation as well as the role you selected for your life as human being.
Impulse 2: The impulse to exist as relationship, marriage or partnership. This encompasses the subject of sexuality as well as the begetting and rearing of children to create thereby future bodies, as the game of human beings can only continue as long as there are new bodies, through which the spiritual being can also in future participate in this game.
Impulse 3: The impulse to exist as group or of groups This is the category that has associations, parties, groupings of similar minded persons of similar interests, that are intended to live in agreement with several others, their own thoughts, conceptions and attitudes possibly disseminating them, in order to extend the influence of the group or grouping. This impulse can also be applied to fight opposing groups, like in the case of war, where one would designate one’s own country as well as the “friendly” countries as one’s own Impulse 3.
Impulse 4: The impulse to exist as all mankind. At this level the individual is dealing with mankind as a whole. There is no differentiation anymore between different races, like black, brown, yellow or white, but his existence looks that much nicer, the happier, more content and harmonious mankind is as a whole, as a single individual cannot live in peace and calm between warring nations, as it is influenced by the external circumstances, unrest and the emotions provoked thereby, that reduce his enjoyment of life.
Impulse 5: The impulse to exist as the world of animals and plants. All life organisms, however big or small they may be, fall in this realm, animals, plants, meadows, trees; as well as insects, bacteria or monocells belong here. All living organisms not human beings in this sub-division of life, where “sub-division” as used here should not express any meaning of “rank” or importance.
Impulse 6: The impulse to exist as physical universe. Matter, energy, space and time are the parts of what we call the physical or material universe. Let’s call this realm simply the “playing field” of the spiritual beings where they can experience their adventures and drama’s.
Impulse 7: The impulse to exist as spiritual being or of spiritual beings. Here belong ghosts, demons, phenomena like “poltergeist”, dwarfs, fairies, angels, as well as subjects like aura, astral bodies and any other form of spiritual entity or being. Telepathic communications with other beings, extra-sensory perceptions, as well as other bodiless experiences and happenings are listed under this impulse.
Impulse 8: The impulse to exist as supreme being. This could also be designated as urge toward divine conciousness or infinity. At this level of awareness we find nothing else but unlimited potential to be, do and have, but without being, doing or having anything. Here there is no time, space, extension, size energy or wavelength, motion, matter or such “things”. This is, as mentioned earlier, the correct definition of zero or also the definition of static and is the highest level of existence. Here there aren’t even character traits or emotion, as all these things have to be first created from “zero” or “nothing” in order to exist and be perceived. At this level we find the spiritual being in its “native state” of absolute knowing.

Music:

Classical , Trance , Goth , Trash , Blues , Heavy Metal , Punk , Country , Latin , Rock : Ozzy Osbourne , King Diamond , Black Sabbath , Cradle Of Filth , AC-DC , Accept , Aerosmith , Avantasia , Clawfinger , Danzig , Death Angel , Deep Purple , Dio , Elvis Presley , Eurythmics , Iron Maiden , Judas Priest , Led Zeppelin , Linkin Park , Madonna , Megadeth , Mercyful Fate , Metal Church , Metallica , Overkill , Pantera , Paradise Lost , Pink , Saxon , Shakira , Shania Twain , Sheryl Crow , Slayer, Uriah Heep , ZZ Top , Venom , Van Halen......and much more!

THE HEART OF THE MASTER. II. - THE VOICE:
It is not given to flesh and blood, till they be seven times purged, purged through and through, to dwell in the sanctuary of the Heart of the Master. My fervour is exhausted; my faith fails; I fall from the rapture of passion that pours through the abyss of space. All things feel It; all things live by It; yet nothing that knows itself knows It as It is. So now I, burning up, yet not burnt through, in the glory of that Light, vibrating to, yet not vibrating altogether with, the vigour of that Pulse, am just so far attuned to the Heart of the Master that was pure Rapture in that sublime moment of union is translated into what seems a solemn music - born very far through the still air - a Voice declaring the Secret of the Sanctuary to every ear in just such measure as that ear is able to receive it.
THE TEN SECRET JOYS OF THE MASTER.
At first the music is as if muffled, a murmur of the wind behind impenetrable veils. 000. NOTHING ONLY EXISTS, AND IS ALL THINGS.
After a pause of deeply-rooted Silence: 00. THERE IS NO LIMIT.
Silence again, as if the very bowels of Nature were thrilled with stillness: 0. THE SUM OF ALL IS BOUNDLESS LIGHT.
Now there is suddenly a gathering together of the essence of Silence; it is as focussed at a Point: 1. THOU ARE THAT WHICH THOU CHOOSEST TO THINK THYSELF, IMMUNE TO ALL, FOR IT IS NOTHING BUT A POINT OF VIEW.
Now there bursts forth a Wave of Light, and there rolls forth in majesty of Thunder: 2. THY NAME, WHICH IS THY WORD, IS THE SUBSTANCE OF THY WILL, WHOSE MODE OF ACTION CONSTITUTES EXISTENCE. CHANCE.
The Music swiftly sinks to a low brooding rapture, solemn and slow: 3. THAT WHICH THOU CREATEST IS THINE UNDERSTANDING OF THY LOVE.
Then comes a sudden shaking and confusion, as if the harmony were broken up into innumerable fragments; clashing together, nor is there any speech articulate; until a fearful blast peals forth, a trumpeting of Majesty. But within the blare of the tempest sounds a Voice steady and stern, yet full of peace and kindliness 4. THE NECCESSITY OF THE UNIVERSE IS THE MEASURE OF THY RIGHTEOUSNESS.
Now follows martial music, wild and full of the rushing of Fire: 5. THE MOVEMENT OF THE UNIVERSE IS THE FULFILMENT OF THINE ENERGY.
And this is blended with the echo of all former voices and their music, so that the whole Abyss is filled with their orchestration to one Symphony. 6. THE ORDER OF THE UNIVERSE IS THE EXPRESSION OF THY RAPTURE OF BEAUTY.
This fades away into a deep and tender tune, like nightingales beside a waterfall; and the voice comes twittering: 7. THE SENSIBILITY OF THE UNIVERSE IS THE TRIUMPH OF THINE IMAGINATION.
Quick thrills inform the air, the perpetual quire of myriads of young boys and girls: 8. THE MUTABILITY OF THE UNIVERSE IS THE SPLENDOUR OF THINE INGENUITY.
And now again all sound is gathered into one, an endless monotone of power impregnable, like the trumpeting of an elephant in Spring: 9. THE STABILITY OF THE UNIVERSE IS CHANGE, THE ASSURANCE OF THY TRUTH.
Then, last of all, the soul of Music takes the shape of a pure Maiden's voice, and she sings: 10. THE PERFECTION OF THE UNIVERSE IS THE REALIZATION OF THE IDEAL OF THY PASSION.
Lo, in the Silence following is my spirit so enlightened at its apprehension of these Secret Joys of the Master, that I was once more lost to myself and lived again for a little while in Him.
ALEISTER CROWLEY

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