There are many things that bother me about guys or whomever i come into contact with..for instance the assumption that i might be materialistic, stuck up, and so on. That is want it is nothing but an assumption. i am neither of these things nor will i ever any of these things. I grew up in a very poor house...on welfare and food stamps..so to have beautiful things is something that i cherish. i work hard for want i earn and i will continue to work hard. i can be intimidating sometimes but i am tired of dealing with people who don't know what they want out in life and i think that is what scares people....sometimes it brings me loneliness...i mean i get the attention that i want but yet its the idealism that ..."gosh he is so hot, lemme try to tap that ass" that sort of stuff...and trust me i ain't no slut...i value love and friendship very much...and plus i do think highly of myself ...your body is your temple you should cherish it....sometimes i felt like i had been cursed with beauty and the inability to fall in love...you know you always hear about these beautiful people like Tyra banks getting cheated on for some odd reason...like i said beauty is a curse...either people think you might not give them a chance or they thing you are stuck up cause you look "better" than them.
we live in a world where there are labels and we know how the gay community doesnt like labels...but yet we contradict ourselves when we say...oh i like straight acting guys...he is to feminine...this and that..and you start to wonder to yourselves...are you for real...we are humans...if you saw my two exes you would have thought to yourself...wow he can do better but its not about the look or how they act...its about who they are and wat they are...
All in all i would jus like to say never judge a book by its cover because once you do you become lesser than wat you already are...i am tellin everyone about me because i am tired of people assuming things..there are more things about me than meets the eye....
.....CURRENT UPDATEI have changed ..yes i have...but that doesnt mean that i am different...frens come and go like men do...some even try to hurt when they assume you were saying shit...but all in all...deep down inside i know i am a good person...who reaps that choas of the evil eye...why are people so jealous i dont know you tell me...i am doing my thing...you should move on and do your thing...
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