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MY NEW BOIFREN"Sometimes the world changes and with that you have to change...or else the world will leave you behind"
There are many things that bother me about guys or whomever i come into contact with..for instance the assumption that i might be materialistic, stuck up, and so on. That is want it is nothing but an assumption. i am neither of these things nor will i ever any of these things. I grew up in a very poor house...on welfare and food stamps..so to have beautiful things is something that i cherish. i work hard for want i earn and i will continue to work hard. i can be intimidating sometimes but i am tired of dealing with people who don't know what they want out in life and i think that is what scares people....sometimes it brings me loneliness...i mean i get the attention that i want but yet its the idealism that ..."gosh he is so hot, lemme try to tap that ass" that sort of stuff...and trust me i ain't no slut...i value love and friendship very much...and plus i do think highly of myself ...your body is your temple you should cherish it....sometimes i felt like i had been cursed with beauty and the inability to fall in love...you know you always hear about these beautiful people like Tyra banks getting cheated on for some odd reason...like i said beauty is a curse...either people think you might not give them a chance or they thing you are stuck up cause you look "better" than them.
we live in a world where there are labels and we know how the gay community doesnt like labels...but yet we contradict ourselves when we say...oh i like straight acting guys...he is to feminine...this and that..and you start to wonder to yourselves...are you for real...we are humans...if you saw my two exes you would have thought to yourself...wow he can do better but its not about the look or how they act...its about who they are and wat they are...
All in all i would jus like to say never judge a book by its cover because once you do you become lesser than wat you already are...i am tellin everyone about me because i am tired of people assuming things..there are more things about me than meets the eye....
.....CURRENT UPDATEI have changed ..yes i have...but that doesnt mean that i am different...frens come and go like men do...some even try to hurt when they assume you were saying shit...but all in all...deep down inside i know i am a good person...who reaps that choas of the evil eye...why are people so jealous i dont know you tell me...i am doing my thing...you should move on and do your thing...


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Check out my recording and let me know what you think! this one is better
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 23:13:00 GMT

Check out my new recording!!

Check out my recording and let me know what you think! its utada
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 22:34:00 GMT

Been missing msp

I've been missing him like crazy lately...i dont mean to ...but when you fall asleep you dont ever think that you will dream about him but then you do and it just makes you fall in love all over again...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 09:10:00 GMT

NEW MAN

So i know i am a dork..but i cant seem to stay away from love...and somehow i find myself like in the same spot again..met this new guy...but dont know if you know ....??? ahahaha but he is cool..and ...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 00:05:00 GMT

SO WHAT

So what if i did some bad things in my life...i am pretty sure you did much worse things in your life than me...like lie to your parents go visit your boifren when you want to go sleep over i thought ...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 14:26:00 GMT

I GUESS

So i guess this is the way its supposed to be. I never knew that i could be so stupid at times to think he would come back but yet he went back to his ex and then theres the whole other guy who seems ...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 14:06:00 GMT

my life now

my life now still is the same nothing but heartache after another after another. I still wonder why they had left me in ruins. Promises are only meant to be promises. They never fulfill them. lies are...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 19:20:00 GMT

the biggest mistake i made

this was probably the biggest mistake that i made in my life...to think that someone could ever want to love me
Posted by on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 13:22:00 GMT

why

Why Why do I still love him after all this time and hurt Why do I want to be with him so much that it hurts Everyday I pray that his face would go away But everyday it appears to make me feel guilty ...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 11:42:00 GMT

i feel so guilty

i feel so ashmaed of myself...so gulity for tryin to love again. I mean i do want some happiness in my life but why does it seem like i am feelin so guilty about wanting to fall in love.. i feel so di...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Feb 2006 14:01:00 GMT