drew

pleasuree turns to the pain of the lessons learned fron the strain of the questions burned in my brain about whether love is humane in its touch these thoughts are like salmon swimming upstream in the tears of you deceit fighting the current hurt that kills more than is created by the chaos of our intertwined emotions chaotic because the anchor of eros' arrow has been plucked from the vessel of my undying infatuation separation not as simple as the distance between us my mind no longer possessed by the demons that had been the overseers of my enslavement to your lies the seeds of these lies rooted so deeply they have crackedthe foundation of what we once shared allowingthe faith in us i had sealed inside to gush out like a river ripping the image of our future together from my thoughts as violently and as brutally as if it were a child being taken from his mother's arms i'm left surounded in darkness but i refuse to be swallowed by it my loneliness like the night air invisible to the eye, obvious to the tough in its cold uncomfortableness yet if i could do it all over again i'd do it in the same skin i'm in to lay down and let love die just stay down and let love lie no, no, not i i'll stay 'round and let love fly eventhough i have seen its darkest form, deceit nothing else could taste this warm and feel this sweet