Hatsuharu [Lost?...just a bit ♥]

The names Sohma, Hatsuharu Sohma. I'm the cow OX of the jyuunishi [Chinese Zodiac.] According to tale, I was the stupid one who carried the rat to the banquet. BUT The more I think about it, that dosen't fit me at all...I'd have been lost in a heartbeat. I won't deny the rageing fire of hate I used to hold for my dear sweet Yuki. But that's all behind us now. AND, I also can't deny the feelings I still hold for Rin.♥ She can hit me all she wants, I still love her. Akito's done a great job at makeing me feel like a total idiot as of late, not that he isn't right or anything... I just rather not think about things like that, sends me into one of those "Downward spirals" and right into my Black side.