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Carpe Diem

About Me

I'm a total dork. Some would even go so far as to call me a nerd. Sometimes I forget I don't have to, and I insert HTML codes into what I'm typing. I can be completely crazy at times and my taste in pretty much everything is insanely eclectic. I am obsessed with Winnie the Pooh and old Disney movies. I love music, all of it; but my two favorite genres are jazz and heavy metal. I hate when people can't spell or punctuate properly, it never fails to piss me off. I hate shopping, but I will never pass by a shoe store without walking in. I think anyone without a sense of humor isn't worth my time. I love movies, but hate watching them in theaters because it's a waste of money. My most prized material possessions are my books, by a long shot. It bothers me when people go out of their way to be cool. I play baseball, dungeons and dragons, and super nintendo, and my best friend is a cheerleader. I hate going to the beach during the day, but it's one of my favorite places to be at night until dawn. I'm a sarcastic person with an authentic new york attitude, but I'm not a bitch without provocation. I don't care what you think; if I want you're opinion, I'll give it to you. I'm a sucker for old movies and chick flicks, but I hate all that mushy stuff in real life. I love boxing, soccer, volleyball, baseball, and gymnastics. All other sports, I'm completely apathetic to. I hate American football, but mostly because I don't understand the game. I quote movies, books, and songs and have the crazy notion of expecting that you know what I'm referencing at all given times. I'm not a party animal, but 20 bucks says I can drink you to the floor. I'm a fairly eloquent speaker, but my language of choice is Runglish. All of my friends are Russian, they understand. I'm young and I do what I want, but I've got a head on my shoulders and my priorities in order. My family comes first, period. My friends and my education fall closely behind. Don't fuck with that or with me, because I've been known to lose my temper. I expect people to like me for who I am, mostly because I'm not going to change for anyone. I love to travel: I want to see the world. I'm not outdoorsy, but I love to be outdoors, preferably with a book. I'm not complex, but there's a lot of layers to me...you know, like an onion ;-)

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30 Seconds to Mars

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My Blog

5:14 in the damn morning

They say that there are some people that come into your life who you aren't meant to lose, but I don't think that's true.   At one point or another we lose everyone and everything, all we're...
Posted by ???? on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 01:57:00 PST

In My Own Words...

Emotion rollercoasterEmpty poison seeping closerFirst you're on itThen you're off itNever knowing where to stop itGiving up and giving inKnowing that you'll never winNever step into the lightNever win...
Posted by ???? on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 01:44:00 PST

Love After Death --Skeeto--

So sudden a gasp for breathAs if you were trying to let go of something that wasn't yours in the first placeYour knees hit the floorNo longer will I attend your plea of a helpless sonStranded on the ...
Posted by ???? on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 01:56:00 PST

We Will Not Capitulate

Ben Caspit proposes the text for a speech by the Prime Minister that would explain to the world exactly what were fighting for. Ladies and gentlemen, leaders of the world.   I, the Prime Ministe...
Posted by ???? on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 01:46:00 PST

Quotes of the Day

You're so afraid to continue what we have, you know something's there, you feel just as much as I do when you touch me, it's just you're pulling away now because you know that if you don't pull away s...
Posted by ???? on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 01:43:00 PST

"Oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell"

so, the title is actually the quote of the moment, it's an The Academy Is.... song.   I have never understood why it was so difficult for me to keep a specific group of friends for a long period ...
Posted by ???? on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 01:07:00 PST

Quote of the Day

I know i keep missing the posts, so i'll catch up a little at a time by posting more than one.  the end.   a wise girl kisses, but doesnt love, listens but doesnt believeand leavesbefore she...
Posted by ???? on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 12:39:00 PST

Quote of the Day

I've been dying inside,Little by little,No where to go,But going out of my mindIn endless circles,Running from my self until,You gave me a reason for standing still--Nick Lachey--...
Posted by ???? on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 03:27:00 PST

Quote of the Day

Life can take your dreams and turn them upside downFriends will talk about you when you're not aroundReality can really cut you down to sizeBut don't ever lose that light in your eyesDon't ever lose t...
Posted by ???? on Wed, 31 May 2006 11:13:00 PST

Quote of the Day

And all you want, is something I can't be. -- Goo Goo Dolls --...
Posted by ???? on Fri, 26 May 2006 02:19:00 PST