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modern-day amazon

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About Me

me... well, i'm utterly insane. for the most part. i'm violent, i take jujutsu. i like to kick people.. punch them.. and i'd expect them to kick and punch back. i'm not a girly girl.. though i enjoy spending money on a few fancy-pants clothes and m.a.c. makeup. i understand why people create drama, but i hate it. being laid back is quite possibly my favorite pasttime. i don't abandon people. i don't restrict people. i'm an advocate of 'live and let live'.. laissez-faire. i can accomplish anything.. so long as i don't procrastinate or a new final fantasy doesn't come out.. heh. that being said, i'm a huge nerd when it comes to video games.. and anime for that matter. but no seriously.. i only do it to help keep me in practice of understanding japanese.. you believe me... right? playing guitar is probably the most expensive thing i've gotten into. but i love it, and would live infinitely unhappily without it. (mmm.. taylor gs.. how i love thee..) this is getting really long. oh.. yeah, i'm a longwinded writer.. mostly because i love doing it. writing. love doing writing. erm.. right. i can be exceedingly stubborn, delighted to argue, overly and sometimes harshly honest, purposefully hard to read.. i won't say anything unless i have something to say (unless i'm being paid to talk to you).. and.. yeah. that's probably enough.

My Interests

.. hmm.. guitar, painting/drawing, writing, jujutsu, fast things, pirates, ninjas.. pirate-ninjas.. going out and doing random things.. very random.. very.... strange things. .... i hate making lists like this. oh, and this guy.

I'd like to meet:

Chris Pontius. Definitely. Party Boy rocks my world. Also, Teppei Teranishi. If I have to explain why, then you're obviously not awesome enough.love is the movement.

Music:

if it's good, i like it. specifically?.. moe., phish, the black keys, damien rice, the black crowes, the tragically hip, allman brothers, deftones, cky, muse, stereophonics, nin, a perfect circle, rage against the machine, alkaline trio, rx bandits, smashing pumpkins, sparta, tool, gorillaz, franz ferdinand, stone temple pilots, the divorce, weezer, yoko kanno and the seatbelts, radiohead, the white stripes, the constantines, social distortion, zz top, modest mouse, beck, thrice, jimmy eat world, death cab for cutie, head automatica, glassjaw, brand new, rocky votolato, the classic crime, red sparowes, saosin, funeral for a friend, copeland, mewithoutYou, circa survive, anberlin... all kinds of kinda random stuff that would most definitely take too long to list here.

Movies:

dawn of the dead, 28 days later, mulan, lilo and stitch, the boondock saints, lord of the rings (yes i'm a nerd like that, but you know you liked them too. so there), die hard [2 and with a vengeance], kill bill, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, i heart huckabees, shaolin soccer, kung fu hustle, house of flying daggers, the fifth element, the incredibles, snatch, howl's moving castle, transformers.. good stuff, you know.. movies that don't suck ass.

Television:

who's got time for that anymore... except for law and order. there's always time for law and order... and lost, apparently.

Books:

anne mccaffrey, piers anthony, mercedes lackey, melanie rawn... yes, yes i love science fiction and fantasy.. bite me. ohoh, and jaquline carey! read her books.. they're the best. also, most things involving ancient history or mythology.. as well as a bunch of philosophical nonsense. nietzsche, baudrillard, kierkegaard..

Heroes:

kelly sites.

My Blog

o)))

loud. and fucking awesome.yep. sleep time.i hope i have nightmares of men in dark robes playing guitars and basses and screaming into microphones.that is all.
Posted by modern-day amazon on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 02:19:00 PST

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you know that feeling you get when you're trying to communicate a very important fact or issue or statement to someone, and the response you get is a figurative pat on the head and a 'hush now, don't ...
Posted by modern-day amazon on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 12:26:00 PST

transmute...

the new thrice album, The Alchemy Index Vols. 1 & 2 (Fire and Water) is.. absolutely amazing. i love all of it. i love Water best. it gives me goosebumps and sends shivers up my spine. music is ha...
Posted by modern-day amazon on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 12:51:00 PST

discourse on the nature of communication...

a breakdown of communication. the lack of an ability to impart one's feelings, ideas, and thoughts to another effectively.usually results in misunderstandings, hurt feelings, confusion, or at times ou...
Posted by modern-day amazon on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 02:06:00 PST

[then] and now...

so i was reading through my old blogs.. it was kind of a trip really.. thinking back on all of those strange, happy, tragic, ridiculous times. but, long story short i ran into a few surveys i'd posted...
Posted by modern-day amazon on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 12:10:00 PST

hide you...

an altogether frail and complex thing, though at times more stubborn than that which contains you, allows you to exist even still. shifting and unsettled, given to causing chaos when left to grow unfe...
Posted by modern-day amazon on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 01:21:00 PST

if you say what to do, i know what not to stop...

everyone gets disappointed. everyone gets let down. it's what you do in the meantime that really shows your true character. on both sides of the equation.i realize i hold people i care about to higher...
Posted by modern-day amazon on Fri, 18 May 2007 07:15:00 PST

new jersey, bamboozle, and hotels with rockstars in them.

so, i've decided that the east coast is pretty rad. the parts i saw of it at least... that being.. an airport, a hotel, and the meadowlands sports complex in nj.flying for over five hours at a time th...
Posted by modern-day amazon on Tue, 08 May 2007 03:17:00 PST

"sever your leg please. it's the greatest day."

oh man, the cheat. this strongbad toon is the best ever.watch it.http://www.homestarrunner.com/drivethru.html
Posted by modern-day amazon on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 09:43:00 PST

you may not think me beautiful, but i find myself repulsive.

find your own way homei've gotten what i wanted and now you're just a stranger to mea ravenous hole in this blackened heartand your scent is just enticing all the vicious conspirerers in needthis city...
Posted by modern-day amazon on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 07:51:00 PST