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Ben

Laugh at the world or else the world will laugh at you.

About Me

Me? What do you want to know bout me? I'm a guy that's proud to be called weird. I rather be different than like all the automatons of the world. A conforming nonconformist. Puts on acts for most people. Only a select few know the real me. Friends are my life and I would give my life to my friends. Often heard not seen. Balanced and sedated on the outside, but the struggles within will eventually show. Spontaneous would explain me… but am I talking bout combustion or decisions? That's for you to decide. Which "me" do you know?

My Interests

computers, games, friends, gadgets, movies, music, internet, work, sleep, books (sometimes), fire, knives

I'd like to meet:

Who'd I like to meet? How bout who'd like to meet me? I'll like to meet the people who like to meet me... Not being narcissistic... Just being me... Decipher that and you'll get a cookie (cookie may not be an actual cookie... it might be a metaphorical cookie that you deem to be an actual cookie... no purchase necessary... eat cookie for more details...)

Music:

Almost anything Green Day - Brain Stew

Movies:

American History X, sometimes there just can't be a happy ending...

Television:

right now i'm liking the show Prison Break... I don't really get to watch it cause i'm always away doing stuff...

Books:

Anything good, mostly fiction, historical fiction, sci fi

Heroes:

Heroes? Who's to say what a hero is now-a-days, a hero would be someone you have high regard for, someone you strive to be, someone that has qualities that you look for so that you can be more like them. Honestly I have no heroes, I am my own hero, as narcissistic as that seems. I hold everyone in high regard. I believe that there is good in everyone and that everyone is good natured and mean well to me. You can call me foolish and ignorant but I believe what I believe. I don't strive to be anyone; I strive to be the best I can be. I may not succeed but not one succeeds 100% of the time. Hell, I guess I would be over estimating if I said I had a 70% success rate. But no one can say I didn't try. I do my best and if I fail then I’m on to the next endeavor. Some people have qualities that I like, but I believe that all people are born with those qualities; it's their experiences that cause them to change. Who would you consider a hero in these times? I believe that everyone is a hero. They all have it in them to be a hero. How bout you do your best to be a hero today?

My Blog

I signed onto Myspace finally...

so... so much has happened but honestly i don't know what to do... but anyways the reason i signed on is to post an event so damn it everyone go and see the event and attend it!!!! looking for a ...
Posted by Ben on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 04:46:00 PST

Damn MySpace

Damn MySpace.... I spent all that time writing another entry and it didn't post.... Maybe I'll write it again later...
Posted by Ben on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

So.........

So it's 5:23 am on the Saturday of Memorial Weekend!!! (i don't know why i'm typing all proper like it's a term paper or something, so don't ask) I'm bored already.... I feel like "LET'S GET OUT AND D...
Posted by Ben on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST