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I like to go to shows, play shows, and promote the local band scene. I live for metal, and will die metal. I'm hosting my own metal tv show on comcast cable access, THE METAL CYNDICATE, where I'll be playing awesome metal videos, interviewing bands- both local and worldwide, along with anything and everything having to do with hard rock and metal and promoting the scene. I told you, I live for this, and I will happily die doing this. If you'd like to be a guest on my show, shoot me a link. I am intense but collected, like steam. My name literally translated means: Goddess of the Moon-Year-Hunter, and Cindy means: Bringer of Light. I was in 2 metal bands before INABLACKOUT, Suicide Dream on and off from 98 to June 07 and Hellborn from June 07 to April 08, and joined InABlackout in the summer of 2008, writing vocals and lyrics. All my hopes are coming true with InABlackout! We've done one tv appearance, and we have record labels contacting us! Woo hoo! You can see some of the tv show on YOUTUBE... We just finished a demo, and it ROCKS!! I was lead on two of Suicide Dream's self-produced cd's, one of which won two out of three rounds on the Sony rocksolid pressure internet radio contest, and played keyboards for them. I developed a new side of my voice and style with Hellborn. I recorded a cd in the studio with Hellborn on which I made up the vocal harmonies on the spot. Hellborn implemented a totally different texture than Suicide Dream. Those who know me know I was not satisfied with the vocals on any of the cd's I did, but those cd's achievements speak for themselves. I always strive to be and give the best of my gift. I'm writing a mega-series, I'm a vol. firefighter, I'm a maker of herbal medicines. I hate bullsh*t and drama, and do all I can to keep it at a minimum in my life. I like to collect books and rocks, work with horses, landscape, ski, write music, go outside and run around free... I don't know. I don't need much, and don't want much more. A clear mind and conscience, and my family and loved ones are the most valuable things to me. I value peace and quiet, except when I'm on stage, then I'm a screamin' demon and a wailin' angel. I love to read, and study the sciences and theologies; what else? I study martial arts, mainly Jeet Kune Do with my sensei David Cole, who calls me his top student. I am an Aries sun, Cancer moon, Cancer rising, with aries and cancer split in half for all my planets- which, strangely, were all lined up perfectly at the moment of my birth- thus my self comparison to steam; they are the cardinal fire and water signs. I value balance. blah, blah, blah. I don't put too much worth in words. I forgive but never forget. I despise violence, and needless suffering. I am analytical, and have good insight. I am a warrior and a healer. I hold people to their word, and try to keep mine. I value honor, self discipline, and integrity. what else do you need to know that I could possibly say here? Blah blah blah. Words are cheap. meet me and you'll get to know me over time. that's the only way. So what is the point to this whole shmiel? I'd rather look someone in the eyes, and have them be able to look in mine. That tells me more than words can. I describe myself as down to earth, hard to shake, and strong souled. I don't let anything keep me down for long. I am not a feminist, but a soulist, I believe people should live up to their own standards and be true to themselves. Enough said.

You are the World

Completion, Good Reward.

The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.

The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.

What Tarot Card are You?

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Cynthia Ann Mislivets Birthday: April 6 1978 Birthplace: Hartford, CT Current Location: Salem CT Eye Color: usually brown,sometimes gold or red Hair Color: dark auburn Height: 5'7" ?? Right Handed or Left Handed: both-ambidextrous Your Heritage: slovak,mongolian,polish,hungarian,scandinavian The Shoes You Wore Today: Boots Your Weakness: wrath Your Fears: deep water where I can't swim to shore, and what lives in it,blocked exits, and headlocks. Don't try it. Your Perfect Pizza: Mushroom,spinach,black olive,etc Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get signed Your Most Overused Phrase Online: Ya! METAL! Thoughts First Waking Up: a deep breath, and a meditation Your Best Physical Feature: ?? my mind Your Bedtime: when I'm tired Your Most Missed Memory: My dad Pepsi or Coke: mountain dew MacDonalds or Burger King: home cooking Single or Group Dates: i hate dating unless its really cool Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: self brewed Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: tea Do you Smoke: no, clove cigarettes sometimes Do you Swear: hell yeah Do you Sing: that's what i live to do Do you Shower Daily: Yes Have you Been in Love: Yes,unfortunately, never fell out Do you want to go to College: yes i did Do you want to get Married: NO!!! Do you belive in yourself: what part? Do you get Motion Sickness: depends who's driving Do you think you are Attractive: ...yeah Are you a Health Freak: define that please.I'm a frickin Medicine woman Do you get along with your Parents: Yes Do you like Thunderstorms: love them Do you play an Instrument: Yes, quite a few In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes In the past month have you Smoked: I like clove cigs In the past month have you gone on a Date: No In the past month have you gone to a Mall: I hate malls!! In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No. haven't had an oreo in the past ten years In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes In the past month have you been on Stage: yes In the past month have you been Dumped: no In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:too cold! In the past month have you Stolen Anything: i let my mind wander and it didn't come back... Ever been Drunk: unfortunately Ever been called a Tease: tee hee Ever been Beaten up: given and taken it well Ever Shoplifted: busted at 16 How do you want to Die: young and unaware What do you want to be when you Grow Up:never growin up What country would you most like to Visit: austrailia In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: able to see Favourite Hair Color: a full head of hair Short or Long Hair: long hair looks good on the right man Height: taller than me Weight: proportioned Best Clothing Style: style? personal! Number of Drugs I have taken: uh... I don't know.. Number of CDs I own: not enough Number of Piercings: 3 in each ear, 1 in the nose 12 ripped out of the belley button Number of Tattoos: 1 for now Number of things in my Past I Regret: falling in love, and not spending enough time with my dad when he was dying of cancer.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I met Doro Pesch. there are so many musicians,writers, and scientists of many sorts, I could never name them all. So I'll use this space to write a quote from a nameless woman who walked across the country several times with absolutely nothing, living on kindness and suffering humanity's cruelties,spreading the message of peace: ***LIVE THIS DAY, YESTERDAY IS BUT A DREAM, TOMORROW IS ONLY A VISION, BUT TODAY WELL-LIVED MAKES EVERY YESTERDAY A DREAM OF HAPPINESS AND EVERY TOMORROW A VISION OF HOPE. NEVER AGONIZE OVER THE PAST OF WORRY ABOUT THE FUTURE. LIVE THIS DAY AND LIVE IT WELL!*** font> What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?What kind of Pagan are you? You scored as a Shamanic Pagan A shamanic pagan's roots are generally found in Native American faith. A true love and respect for the earth and all that it yields is central to their faith. Wisdom is most often found in spirit guides or totems, who can be animals, ancestors, or spirits. Pagans who follow this path tend to be far more aware of the delicate web that interweaves the lives of every person and thus move within that web accordingly. They're usually deeply insightful, friendly, loving people and excellent friends and parents. Mysterious and strong, as well, they are often the protectors of their friends and family as well as the moral compass for their friends and loved ones.

My Blog

METAL CYNDICATE TV

I'll be hosting my own metal tv show, the METAL CYNDICATE, on comcast cable access, channel 14 for ct. The show will air in ct, mass and new york. I'll be playing metal videos, interviewing local band...
Posted by on Sun, 24 May 2009 12:34:00 GMT

INABLACKOUT LYRICS

Here are the lyrics to our songs played live to date. There are more in the works and I'll post them when they're done. STEEL is an empowerment song, for everyone who's been stepped on and sprang back...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 10:53:00 GMT

things are going well!

There's some MP3's I put up, the ones with IN A BLACKOUT are live from a practice we had, the ones with SUICIDE DREAM are old, when Laurel and I were doing harmonies years ago.  We have some sho...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Sep 2008 13:46:00 GMT

What’s the POINT??

Life has been good to me so far...    despite the difficulties, life can be started over at any given moment. If I'm having a bad day, I can say, ok, I'm starting today over RIGHT NOW, ...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 14:32:00 GMT

THE LATEST IN THE LIFE OF CYN

I've been playing with In A Blackout, we had our first gig together at PJ O'Connors sat pm hosted by Bury the Weak, and it was a rocking show. It's great to be back on stage again, and I'm looking for...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 16:27:00 GMT

wut I’ve been up to...

well, in case anyone's wondering, I've been jammin with this crazy shreddin band In A Blackout- they're like oldschool Sepultura meets Cradle of Filth fucking Slayer set on fire and slammin into Iron ...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 18:27:00 GMT

kitty lovers SOS

Theese ANimals need your help. If you live in New England read this!!! Current mood: hot Category: Pets and Animals Read and repost everybody!! Help save some little lives!!!!  If you live any...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 13:36:00 GMT

an old poem that describes me well

                                    My Mind...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 17:11:00 GMT

What 80’s Metal Band are you? (with pics)

What 80's Metal Band are you? (with pics)SlayerYou are Slayer. You love death, destruction and blood. Speed metal and screaming. Sweat and metal. Music Quizzes
Posted by on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 09:58:00 GMT

This is a powerful reminder-if you’re stressed, read this

(I posted this as a bulletin, also. I think it's very important.)   This is from the inlay panel of a cd that was sold as a fundraiser for the firefighters and families of firefighters of th...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 13:22:00 GMT