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For those who don't know me, My name is Amanda. I'm mommy to 3 of the most beautiful kids in the world. My kids are my world and without them I would be nothing. I'm sure I'm unlike anyone you will ever meet. While I am quite the BITCH most of the time, I have a huge heart and will do most anything to help anyone...even if it means I do without.I am usually a very strong person, but as of late I'm finding that I'm very fragile. Life sucks ya know? One day life is great then the next day everything you have ever known and loved is taken from you! I'm trying hard to pick up the pieces and move on and maybe I'm a little confused as to how to go about it, but it's my life and my mistakes to make, right? I have a quick temper, I speak before I think, I'm funny, I'm brutally honest, I have trust issues and I love my family (no matter how dysfunctional WE ALL are). Right now I take care of my granny who has been been my role model, my rock and my heart since I was a child. She is my biggest critic, my worst enemy and MY VERY BEST FRIEND....I honestly don't know where I'd be without my grandparents. As far as my personal life goes... I'm bruised and broken and I'm not gonna lie about it. I have so much to give, I have just given it to the wrong person for way too long. I'm ready to fall in love with the man that's meant for me. I WILL NOT SETTLE THIS TIME AROUND. I know exactly what I want in life and I am determined to get it. I guess thats about it, if there is anything I left out or anything you are curious about feel free to ask.
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I want to meet anyone who can enrich my life. Someone who is honest and has a positive outlook on life. I'm trying to become a better person so I need good influences.

My Blog

FOR MY FAMILY (Beth to be exact) but can apply to more than one person.

This blog does not pertain to my entire family (mostly Beth). It does however, pertain to any other motherfucker who wants to have the responsibility,anxiousness,sleepless nights,stress and worry and ...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Mar 2009 16:28:00 GMT

Being happy

What is so wrong with someone wanting to be happy? Why am I expected to stay with someone just because we have kids together. How long am I supposed to try to work it out before I am "allowed" to give...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 01:16:00 GMT

ADVICE FOR THE HATER

If you don't like me, kiss my ass. If you are jealous of me, sounds like a personal problem, build a bridge and get the fuck over it. If you have a problem with us being friends, I'm sorry that you ar...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 05:11:00 GMT

My Feelings

I am tired. I am ready to give up. How much can 1 person take? Any of you that know me, know that I have always been strong and defiant. What has happened to Amanda Brown? I feel weak, like a child. I...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 08:48:00 GMT

Letting Go

I gotta let him go.  He's falling apart piece by piece and he's taking me with him. He can't chase the P*ll* forever.  I need to let him go and move on to new better and exciting things...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 23:09:00 GMT

WHATS RUNNING THRU MY HEAD

* I AM IN A CRAPPY MOOD TODAY. I AM CONFUSED, LONELY AND HURT. I AM TORN BETWEEN WHAT I NEED TO DO AND WHAT I WANT TO DO.LIFE IS FUNNY YA KNOW? WHEN I WAS DREAMING OF HOW I WANTED MY LIFE TO BE WHEN I...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 09:32:00 GMT

GIVE ME STRENGTH

IF THIS BLOG OFFENDS YOU, THIS IT MUST BE YOU THAT MAKES ME FEEL THIS WAY!!!! I'M JUST VENTING. TRYING TO KEEP FROM GOING OFF THE DEEP END. I THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE BETTER THAN PHYSICALLY EXPRESSING TH...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 15:38:00 GMT

NO PARENT LEFT BEHIND (FUNNY SHIT)

NO PARENT LEFT BEHIND- THIS IS TOO FUNNY taken from my friend Brandi's blog.... Subject: No Parent Left Behind I PROMISE YOU CANNOT READ THESE AND NOT LAUGH OUT LOUD!THESE ARE REAL NOTES WRITTEN BY P...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 18:45:00 GMT