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~Jess~

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My Name is Jessie, people Call me... Special J, Lefty, Noodles. I have been living down in Florida going on my 3rd year.. I have met some great people while living here... But that has always been a hard thing for me is to meet people... I will keep you at a distance... Until I really get to know you.. I am a reserved person...although I have my moments.. So if you see me holding back or not saying much... it's because I have trust issues and I don't trust alot of people... I have to get a feel for you ...then eventually I will open up.. And like the pringles once you pop the fun don't stop... I have been known to be a riddle box...
I am in Love with Dorian.. He is my world... We even each other out... sometimes we are so alike it can be scary... and we can sit in a room together and not say anything and still be happy...I am all his...he is all mine...no one else matters... I care for him more than he will ever know..And I love him more than he will ever know...I will do anything for him...He is in the best and happiest place he ever was or could be...even if we have ups and downs... who doesn't..This...This Is what love is all about... My Love...
My s/n is ....~~MMLover23~~ love
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Dorian
[To your loved one] "I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times, in life after life, in age after age forever."



My Interests

A beautiful girl can make you dizzy,
like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning,
she can make you feel high,
full of the single most commodity known to man,
promise,
promise of a better day,
promise of a greater hope,
promise of a new tomorrow,
this particular awe can be found in the gate of a beautiful girl,
in her smile, and in her soul,
and the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like its ...gonna be ok.
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I Love it when it rains
I like to write and draw when I get that urge...
I like Knives and Swords...
Fireworks are the shit...
I like Dragons,Fantasy Stuff,Hauntings...Like the weird stuff...
I Love to watch Movies...and listen to music
I Like most people..although does take me awhile to open up..I like to stay behind my wall.. I def like random people...people who can make me smile..and people who are unique...not so much normal..People who can rock tattoo's and piercings are awesome...
I find the best feeling in the world is when i am driving the truck at night with the bass booming...Nothing but me and my tunes...

Some Of My TweaksPAIN IS ONLY IN THE MINDOn Other Stuff~~~
Your Life Path Number is 5
Your purpose in life is to life freely and collect experiences.

You love life - new adventures, new people, new ideas.
You are very curious, and you crave novelty in all forms.
You tend to make friends easily, and you enjoy the company of all types of people.

In love, you are fun and even a bit intoxicating. But you won't stick around for long.

You are impulsive and spontaneous - which sometimes leads you to do things you regret.
Sometimes you can be overindulgent with food, sex, or drugs.
You have many talents, so many that you are often scattered and unfocused. What Is Your Life Path Number?

You Are Disturbingly Profound
You're contemplative, thoughtful, and very intense.
Taking time to figure out the meaning of life is a priority for you.
Because you're so introspective, you often react in ways that surprise people.
No one can really understand how you are on the inside... and that disturbs them.
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to love is to suffer. To avoid suffering, one must not love. But, then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer, to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love, to be happy, then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy, therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, ~Woody Allen

I'd like to meet:



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Music:

~Concerts~
Korn...Disturbed..Godsmack...Ill Nino...DropBox..Cher..haha..and Maroon 5...way back in the day before famous...Dead Season~~~Awesome ... ShineDown.. Social Ghost ~~ good band..

Whisper in the yard and turn the trees all into toys Lay there on the ground, and turn the dirt into your joy From what I see and what I know, it's all been boring lately So I suggest we trade a question mark in for a maybe Time your riddles right, and make a point that has no sense Make sure that you're smiling, and the money's been well spent Innocence and ignorance, it all goes hand in hand I'm not sure that I'm right, but I hope you'll understand I hope that you're still searching for the start that has no end And all the plastic people have now become your friends Before you start to drift and your soul begins to strain I just wanted to tell you that you're listening to a dream~ShineDown

Books:


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All religion, my friend, is simply evolved out of fraud, fear, greed, imagination, and poetry.

All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream.

~Edgar Allan Poe~
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Half the world is composed of people who have something to say and can't, and the other half who have nothing to say and keep on saying it.
~Robert Frost~

Heroes:

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I find this to be so true....
We do not choose to be born
We do not choose our parents
We do not choose our historical epoch,
or the country of our birth,
or the immediate circumstances of our upbring.
We do not, most of us, choose to die
nor do we choose the time or conditions or our death.
but within all this realm of choicelessness,
We do choose how we shall live,
Couragously or in Cowardice,
Honorably or Dishonorably,
With purpose or adrift,
We decide, what is important and what is trivial in life,
We decide that what makes us significant, is either what we do or what we refuse to do,
but no matter how indifferent the universe may be to our choices and decisions
these choices and decisions
are ours to make.
We decide, We Choose,
As we decide and choose,
So are our lives are formed.
~Joesph Epstein~

My Blog

HelloGoodBye

     Hellogoodbye ~Here In Your Arms~ I like where we are, When we drive, in your car I like where we are.... Here Cause our lips, can touch And our cheeks, can brush Ou...
Posted by ~Jess~ on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 02:03:00 PST

Shinedown Concert

I went to see Shinedown with Sly... It was unbelievable.... Such a great time... and he made it so much fun...  I heard while i was there of a group call Social Ghost... Go check them out on mysp...
Posted by ~Jess~ on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 06:21:00 PST