Before I scream another I love you. |
Pounding in my chest is rythmatic sensations with every note screams everything from deep insidea racking echo throughout my emotional barriersas my heart pounds I love youwith every echo i curl and c... Posted by Durham on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 07:58:00 PST |
loosing |
Loosing everything I love is killing me. I always loose everything I love. Either by fault of my own, or its taken from me, or by the cruel death. I can’t take it anymore. I only have three love... Posted by Durham on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 12:46:00 PST |
My struggle. |
Everyday is a battle, one that seems un winable. The battle lies within me. Its me VS my emotion. Some would say I only show emotion when things aren't going in my favor. Truth be told its a different... Posted by Durham on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 06:53:00 PST |
My struggle. |
Everyday is a battle, one that seems un winable. The battle lies within me. Its me VS my emotion. Some would say I only show emotion when things aren't going in my favor. Truth be told its a different... Posted by Durham on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 06:53:00 PST |
Coming off a little too late. |
A battle began within me five months ago when I developed a bad habit with opiates. I never thought it would ruin so much. Looking for that better high, you must know that rush Anthony!! Well a damn b... Posted by Durham on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 02:00:00 PST |
Honesty |
I wish I could have given you everything you needed, everything you deserved. I wanted to be your everything but I could only be your pain, the thorn in your side. With me if it wasn't one thing it wa... Posted by Durham on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 09:39:00 PST |
Life update |
Firstly ide like to state that my last blog was... well... i dunno i wish i didnt write it and i hope someone never read it. Secondly life is about to change drastically for me. Im not letting out any... Posted by Durham on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 10:58:00 PST |
Life update |
Firstly ide like to state that my last blog was... well... i dunno i wish i didnt write it and i hope someone never read it. Secondly life is about to change drastically for me. Im not letting out any... Posted by Durham on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 10:58:00 PST |
Life update |
Firstly ide like to state that my last blog was... well... i dunno i wish i didnt write it and i hope someone never read it. Secondly life is about to change drastically for me. Im not letting out any... Posted by Durham on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 10:58:00 PST |
Things I need |
Me,1.) I need to have some self worth.2.) I need to overcome my fear of the future and change3.) I need willpower4.) Courage, strength, and pride.5.) I need to learn to stop self medicating.6.) I need... Posted by Durham on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 05:10:00 PST |