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About Me

The TRUE story. Do you want to know? You will read it here. I truly wanted to avoid this my old friend...but repaying a friend who did nothing but be there for you no matter what you ever needed... and love you unconditionally... by robbing them and then making them out to be a psycho...all the while destroying any faith in humanity that they had left? What choice do I have? Pay attention.
Sexual confusion. Very Small pretend Lesbians. They are like unicorns. Who enjoy being abused, robbed, beaten, having thier shit strewn about the highway, pretending they are "so done with her" and then killing the only people who ever truly cared for, helped, and loved them...and on top of that making them believe that they really, truly loved them...wanted to be with them...showed so much excitement...breaking free of the lesbian chains...being SO happy they "finally were able to say what theyve been wanting to for years"
Stone cold lying. It's a hobby. Like badminton. Only MUCH less gay.
My favorite part of this WHOLE thing is that you know what you did was a completely cruel thing to do.
Go spout off your shit. Everyone you know will just find out you're lying to them. I guess you forgot I know how to use a camera.
*MUAH*
LOVE YA!

My Interests

Music:

Member Since: 6/1/2004
Band Website: blacklotusmedia.net
Band Members: The Decieved. The Psycho. The keeper of your demise. Pay attention. You havn't quite seen what this is capable of becoming. I suggest you enjoy the ride.
Influences: Sexual confusion. Very Small pretend Lesbians. They are like unicorns. Who enjoy being abused, robbed, beaten, having thier shit strewn about the highway, pretending they are "so done with her" and then killing the only people who ever truly cared for, helped, and loved them. It's a hobby. Like badminton. Only MUCH less gay.
Sounds Like: Just another flipped boxcar in the massive trainwreck that is my life.
Record Label: Record Labels are for spineless cowards.
Type of Label: Major

My Blog

Rid Of Me

Tie yourself to meNo one else No, you're not rid of meHmm you're not rid of meNight and day I breatheyou're not rid of meyou're not rid of meyou're not rid of meyou're not rid of meI beg you, my darli...
Posted by Black N Proud on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 12:54:00 PST

The Sun is in Libra Tonight

Dear Librans, The Moon, full in your opposite sign. That's all about the people you are closest to and the relationships that matter most. Then there's Venus, edging slowly through the part of your ch...
Posted by Black N Proud on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 03:07:00 PST

Why I do not want to Live:

Volume 26, Part 8.20, Subsection A.127*, Paragraph 32, Line 25**: "I give up." *Filthy. **Revision OC. Check. Check. Check. Doing what Dorothy Hale did, just for far less interesting reasons...
Posted by Black N Proud on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 11:46:00 PST

If you guys get a moment...

A friend of mine has a 17 year old daughter named Valentina who has begun hosting a teen-oriented radio program in montclair. Her first interview here is with makeup-mogul bobby brown. If you could, t...
Posted by Black N Proud on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 09:59:00 PST

l-l-leave a m-m-messaaaage!

..> Leave a message and I will answer you with the following: 1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.3. I'll pick a flavor of ...
Posted by Black N Proud on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 08:31:00 PST

A Breath and a Scream

I havn't blogged in awhile. So here's a few key points I'd like to share. I'm watching Singles right now. I forgot how much I love this fucking movie. Eddie Vedder and Jeff Ament watching the bees d...
Posted by Black N Proud on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 09:13:00 PST

I am SUCH a fucking Dyke.

Seriously. I need help. Like, I think there must be more of me out there somewhere, right? There has to be some kind of support group for this...Male Lesbians Anonymous? Unfortunetly the MLA acro...
Posted by Black N Proud on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 09:31:00 PST

I Never Saw A Moor

I never saw a MoorI never saw the SeaYet know I how the Heather looksAnd what a Billow be.I never spoke with GodNor visited in HeavenYet certain am I of the spotAs if the chart were given Emily D...
Posted by Black N Proud on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 01:16:00 PST

Molly

Molly Light a candle for all of my dreamsthen douse me with cold kerosinecause I know that I'll smile as the flames start to risethinking "this time I'm finally free" Were all slaves to a chemical que...
Posted by Black N Proud on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 12:40:00 PST

The End Of Heartache

Seek me, call meI'll be waitingThis distance, this dissolutionI cling to memories while fallingSleep brings release, and the hope of a new dayWaking the misery of being without youSurrender, I give in...
Posted by Black N Proud on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 12:09:00 PST