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About Me

There is an element of passion that is lacking in current existence. I'm searching for that other plane... and close only counts in horse-shoes and hand granades.

I am very alive. I consider my life to be boundless. I am a happy girl trying to take life one day at a time.... one minute at a time. I never get bored. "Curiosity is the cure for boredom... and there is no cure for curiosity". I am a passionate person living in a passionless time. I feel like I belong somewhere else, and I have a hard time telling the difference between my own thoughts and reality. I try to be present. Well, I will tell you that I try.

"Summertime, time, time,
Child, the livingâ€™s easy...
One of these mornings
Youâ€™re gonna rise, rise up singing,
Youâ€™re gonna spread your wings,
Child, and take, take to the sky,
Lord, the sky.
But until that morning
Honey, n-n-nothingâ€™s going to harm you now..."

My Interests

I was the best idea you ever had. Heh heh.

My stats:

Today I woke up at 3:50 am.
I had one blistering headache, 3 shots of espresso and $45.
I received two winks, one comliment, no bag of salt.
Six miles, 24 ounces of water.
I put one person in their place and was robbed of 85 cents and 3 years.

I'm going to try to get back my 85 cents.

I'd like to meet:

No more leeches, liars, and soulless bastards. I have had my fill.

To be quite honest, I'm not looking for anything. If I was, I would like to meet someone who takes the stairs, someone who can meet me halfway, someone who would slice apples and carrots for me to take to work. It's all about the small things. I would like to meet lovers and artists, old souls, and people who believe in something.... perhaps even themselves. I have an appreciation for someone who is real, someone who is comfortable in their own skin.

Music:

I always have sequences of words and music playing in my head. Always.

Movies:

Love.

Television:

Pass.

Books:

I am purely fascinated, constantly seeking alternate realities.... somewhere to escape. Bookstores are magical to me.

Heroes:

"Mother-love is not inevitable.
The good mother is a great artist
Ever creating beauty out of chaos."

--Alice Randall

My mom is the most amazing woman in the entire world. She has never judged a single person, she is the most kind and loving person ever. She is a fighter and deserves much more, and will someday get it. She is my hero. Also, my grandmother. And Tammy..... the best three mothers in the world.

Natalie Marti

My best friends. Amazing people.

My Blog

Somehow...

...I'm niether here nor there. This is the sequel: Saltwater Infinity infinity.
Posted by pollyanna on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 03:17:00 PST

Spinning Memories into Gold

My mind is burnt sepia,Draping strands of sun and gold, To the corners of my mind,Where once was straw and mold. I spend my nights spinning, my days reliving...The scraps, I trade for gold. The colors...
Posted by pollyanna on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 09:59:00 PST

Unleaded Lover

[I wrote this quite a while back. It's one of those times I just sat down to write some nonsense.] Welcome to Honeyville, the beautiful town of empty promises, shattered dreams, and barren wombs. ...
Posted by pollyanna on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 09:53:00 PST

Maybe I Lost It Years Ago...

My eyes are trying to adjust to my life. Everything looks whiter. Or yellow. Or maybe my eyes are fading away. Maybe they faded years ago. I cannot remember. The memory is a funny thing. How can...
Posted by pollyanna on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 01:25:00 PST

Theme: Guitar.

The theme of the day is guitar... Not just in the musical sense, but in a way to look at life and love. gui-tar', n : A six-stringed instrument plucked or strummed with either fingers or p...
Posted by pollyanna on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 09:21:00 PST

Get it While You Caaaan

..."We may not be here tomorrow. So honey, get it while you caaaaan.... oh oh oh get it while you caaaan, don't you turn your back on loooove, no no no.As a matter of fact, tomorrow never comes. If yo...
Posted by pollyanna on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 11:43:00 PST

Chemical Equilibrium

The idea behind Chemical Equilibrium is that a reaction must be reversible. When the product recently formed is released, reversability is no longer an option. To be reversible, there must be a build-...
Posted by pollyanna on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 12:17:00 PST

I Want to be a Wildflower

A wildflower is an uncultivated flowering plant that grows wild, meaning it was not intentionally seeded or planted. Exotic or native, it is a plant which needs little or no help from man to grow and ...
Posted by pollyanna on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 12:08:00 PST

Feist

There is this CD called "The Reminder" by Feist. A lovely friend bought it for me and I have been listening to it nonstop. I mean, the music has an awfully catchy sound, her voice is kind of ras...
Posted by pollyanna on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 06:33:00 PST

Assymetry

I have an aversion to plastic and nickels.Cancer and misproportion.Assymetry, however, I can appreciate.
Posted by pollyanna on Mon, 28 May 2007 12:27:00 PST