~Miss To~

Lets see! What can I say about me...I love my family. Happy to be back home to take care of my parents...Happy to be with my baby sister Leusoga and my little ulavale Maurice...and happy to be around my brother Ti'a...Just happy that I'm alive and well and with God's everlasting love...Okay, what can I say about my inner self! I'm a widow now...Yeah, can't believe that I am...Don't know exactly if this path in my life was to become a young widow...I'll be turning that big 3 - 0 this 2008....Sheeeshhhh, I can't figure out if what I wanted(getting married) was something I had to do for only 9 months...Now I know why I married this guy. Because I truly loved him and that the Lord Himself build that rainbow for us to be together, living the life of love, to share all that passion and comforting each other for 9 months...Til the Father had to call for Desmont Michael Isaako...I will always love you my love. Rest in Love, in Peace, and in Harmony...So, for me? I think I'm okay now that I'm single...I don't want to look...I've had that happiness when I was married and all I want is to be happy with my family, my friends and my work.Talk about work, is the one place where I just look at my special students and all that stress and depression melts away and I'll drown myself just by talking and hearing them call out my name, telling me my flower on my ear looks beautiful and that whatever I was wearing is pretty...I would return the compliment by addressing them with beautiful names they want me to call them...Oh, such inner peace when I look at my students...Well, I'm hoping that changing this profile into something interesting will help also with my emotional feelings that life must go on for me and that loosing my husband will not mean its the end of the world for me...What would you say? lmao! Yeah right, my friends would say, "To, kakou o e out!" hahaha! But then again, I'm sooo very grateful to my friends for always being positive when I cry just thinking about Des...Oh wells, you ask me about dating you? I'll just say, "how 'bout, lets just be friends?" hehehe!Love you all, me!