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About Me

First off, if you want to add me please send me a message or something explaining why. I like to get to know all the people on my friend list rather than just adding and forgetting them. Otherwise I'll assume you're spam and reject you. Now that's out of the way...I'm a crazy mix of Irish, American, and Scottish accents and mannerisms, or so I'm told. I've realised recently that my life is not the piece of poo I thought it was while I was a miserable, lonely, and selfish drunk. I've decided that, though I cannot control all of my experiences in life, I CAN control all of my experiences OF life. I'm not very good at this whole positive thing yet, but I'm working on it and I'm gonna be a motivated part of society in no time. So who am I? I'm someone trying to enjoy life as much as possible.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Myself: You could only really judge yourself objectively from an external perspective, and no, having sex with your clone would not be masturbation. Trust me, I've debated it. Besides me, I like to meet people. I don't care what you're like, I'm sure it's worth meeting you even just once just for the experience.

My Blog

Panic Attacks

I just thought I'd write something about them since they're a big part of my life. Last night I spent an hour lying in bed thinking I was having a heart attack. It scared the shit out of me. Just ima...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 01:55:00 GMT

Old drunk email (2002) kinda funny in retrospect

Tom in lockdown.  So stoned,,,, drivin' around with Rob,, might ry and tske youradbice for once. Drunkm tooo. Seee ya soooooon. blerg.Cant seeee tom in 6months, rreel sad. Latez.Latez, "Nunc est ...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 09:24:00 GMT

Join the Resistance: Fall in Love (CrimeThinc.com )

this is credited to CrimeThinc.com who have some of the most influencial writings I've ever read. As a side note, I think one should not nescessarily confine the object of love to other people, but le...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 07:39:00 GMT

New Ideas

I went on an AA retreat this weekend. I was quite apprehensive at the prospect, but by the end of it I had grown so much and had a great time in the process. I couldn't possibly express how amazing an...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 17:11:00 GMT

Good Sayings and Quotes (send any suggestions)

In no particular order, and ever expanding:- "Defeat is a temporary condition. Giving up makes it permanent" -?- "The greatest danger to a young man is not to take the risk" - Oscar Wilde- "Try everyt...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 01:41:00 GMT

Directions to NA

Directions to NA: Just go straight to hell and make a u-turn. NA: Being a part of something is more important that being the center of attention. NA is the only place where you can walk into a room fu...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 20:07:00 GMT

Big Book index

"Big Book" IndexAcceptance--14, 449, 452Anger--64, 66, 111Attitudes--449Compassion--108Disease--21-23, 392, 448"Easy Does It"--516Fear--67-68, 115, 116Freedom--553Honesty--58, 115, 481, 482, 507, 550H...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 08:33:00 GMT

If I wasn't such a coward

I'd kill myself in an instant. There is no worse feeling than being the piece of  society's puzzle that doesn't fit. I can't talk to people, I can barely walk, and I can't proceed with my life wi...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 08:12:00 GMT

Pitiful and incomprehensible demoralisation

Not sure how it happened or why, but for some reason I'm sitting here with a beer, pretty numb, fucking my life up. I wake up and am miserable, the really important things I have to do seem insignific...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 07:22:00 GMT

Alkie jokes

How can you tell the difference between a social drinker, a heavy drinker, and a full blown alcoholic?Bring them each a drink with a fly in it.The social drinker will see the fly, call the waiter over...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 22:08:00 GMT