Shazzi Leanna:Exec Director,Oz Goddesses

Hi,Thanks for dropping by my page,I guess as this is my space I should give up a bit of info about myself.
I'm in my late 30's and I personally love pushing the envelope,Ive been an online model for nearly 5 years this has included modelling for a lingerie store and more commonly known for my 4 years modelling for "sexbombSurfiegal"Hence my "Bomb" nickname.I still model for & run SexbombSurfiegal but have recently put it on hold due to other modelling commitments,Ive also modelled for International store "Thirty Degrees Below" and another International lingerie store "All Lingerie".I recently entered after much persuasion, Zoo magazines Real Girl I was selected as Zoo web babe on August the 11th issue of Zoo magazine,
Im not a planner I take each day as it comes,Im habitually late & believe my destiny is already decided so I just remain focused & positive,Im a straight shooter,Please or offend.I dont punctuate I write like I talk,natural & free,Im no longer at school its cyberspace and its me.
Ive ran 3 of my own businesses and Im often described as a workaholic.Ive also styled hundreds of women including celebrities a few of which I made firm friendships with.Im a happy go lucky person but I most definitely do not suffer fools gladly.I cannot tolerate fake,superficial,crude,vulgar,bitchy or judgemental kinds.I loathe whiners & bludgers & Those that think they have the right to mock or ridicule strangers by appearance or style.Generally these kinds are far from oil paintings themselves.I do not like those that look down on others,nor do I like the stuck up kinds that send me friend requests to boost their ego's then refuse to maintain any form of communication.I will only be ignored once.
I am a big believer that age is merely 2 numbers & beauty comes in all shapes & forms.Define beauty anyhow?everyone has a different definition.Or itd be a boring world.Im not the most beautiful woman in the world,But Im happy with what Ive got & wont let anyone bring me down.Unless one has a nasty disposition I see something special in most.
Technically some may consider me now too old to model,But I think thats their problem I certainly wont make it mine.
I have no intention of trying to relive my youth with modelling or trying to be like the beautiful 20 year olds.I can never be 20 again I dont care to be either.I have many young model friends they treat me no different.But am I intimidated to model with younger women?Certainly not I have done all they are doing with ease,They still have quite a way to go till theyve done even part of all ive done.
In the future Id love to work more with models & the styling side of things
Im searching for my niche in the modelling world whether in front or behind the scenes & when I find it I hope I can set a high standard that perhaps the 20 somethings will want to be like me when they are older.
I am a leader not a follower,I dance to the beat of my own drum.Im not easily swayed or lead
I've one goal most definitely & that is to set the bar and prove to the stereo typical sheep out there that assume a women in her 30's or above should be put out to pasture.Such a falsity.
My body is much better in my 30's than my 20's and so is my skin not that it was bad in my 20's I had many modelling offers then but I just look after myself better now.
Women just need to be shown how to maintain their looks not taught that its all down hill after 30.Ive accomplished far more professionally in my 30's also and Im more driven & level headed.Its not the end of the world if I get cellulite or smiley lines,Im sure if all these celebrities out there stop feigning perfection they'll admit that depending on their hormones they get it too.Im proud of my body,Its brought life to 4 beautiful human beings & its a load of rot too that a womans body will not go back everywhere.Unless of course there are medical reasons preventing this.Im not saying its easy but if you are prepared to put in the hard work you can maintain somewhat of your youth and naturally.If I could write and get published a book to help or motivate others than id do it. Im not perfect not even close but show me anyone that is.
Those that know me well know that ive faced much in my life and Im in a much happier place in my 30's than my youth,My need to please others and be who Im expected to be totally disappeared in my 30's.If someone doesnt like me based on my face or work,then Im not going to lose any sleep over it.At least they know my name,You can never please all and I dont aim too,
I cherish my friends but Im not on a mad hunt to accumulate more.Anyone wanting to come along for the ride is more than welcome but Im not going to fall into a heap over some judgemental sod not liking me.I would like to meet fun & uplifting kinds I feel good after chatting with.Ive no time for whiney victims.My life has been tough.But Ive come through it with a fighting spirit and a positive outlook.self pity gets you nowhere. I cannot say I didnt have times I felt sorry for myself but that person has grown & those that knew me 5 years ago would not know me today & there is a reason those people did not make it to my future.I did not feel good about myself with them so therefore I focused so much on what was wrong in my life. Then one day I severed all ties and decided my future is going to be fabulous and minus hangers on and emotional cripples.Once someone hurts or betrays me they ae gone.I just totally break communication I lack the ability to forgive after years of betrayal by people wanting to ride on my coat tails.Steal my ideas,cross me or do me wrong & I will remember it forever.On the same token I also remember the kindness & generosity of others.
I also believe if you want something bad enough you can accomplish it. I always remember my very wise pop always said,"You have the whole of Australia if you cannot make something of yourself in it then get the bloody hell out" And I have no intention of leaving Australia.I also have recently opened a website called "Oz Goddesses"we currently have over 40 gorgeous & natural beauties.I realised one day that noone in Australia gave natural beauties the chance to shine.My site is only just starting off but it will hopefully be a site to motivate other women to believe in themselves and promote and highlight the gorgeous girls that are our Oz Goddesses.If you'd like to become an Oz Goddess you'll find it in my top friends add us to your top friends & fill in the profile application, the link to the website is also on my profile..
Im also happy to tell you my store formerly "SexbombSurfiegal"now "oz Goddesses" will also be back within days Im running it through Oztion (all Australian)and I'll also have some items on the Goddess site.
And to those of you that Im proud to say call yourselves my fans,I have just done some new shoots with a great photographer "Rick Benson"also in my top friends.Feel free to peruse & commen my shots.
Im just enjoying life & taking each day at a time.Love me or loathe me at least what you see is what you get,Thankyou for taking the time to read my page,Feel free to add me if you are genuinely interested in my work or friendly communication..I love your messages & your pic comments too they make my day,Muah Love & Light XoXoX