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I am here for Friends

About Me

i'm an AQUARIUS kid.
i'm a girl.
i'm irresponsible.
i'm relatively insecure.
i'm a sucker for peer pressure.
i'm typically a pretty 'bubbly' person.
i tend to judge people before i know them.
i don't have a very good moral system.
i do a lot of things i honestly shouldn’t.
i should know better.
i'm not a very good influence.
i tend to get carried away with things.
i'm open with most everything about myself to anyone who asks.
i have loads of secrets though.
no single person knows EVERYTHING about me.
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sometimes i say a little bit too much.
most times i just say the wrong thing.
the right words are never gonna find their way out.
it means a lot to me when people can tell me they want from me. i appreciate when people are honest with me so i can be honest with myself.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i'd like to meet some friends who can be real friends.
the kind that aren't going to find someone else to be there for and just forget me.
i'm tired of being second to everyone and everything.
i want to meet one single person that is gonna be here for me whenever i need them and comes to me whenever they need me.
i want someone who will let me know how much i mean to them all the time...not just when i'm having a hard time.

My Blog

Sincerely :)

I'm gonna leave the harsh words out of this. I'm gonna let you know that i'm as sincerely happy for you as you pretend you are for me but at least i'm being real. Everything is real here for once. Eve...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Apr 2009 14:02:00 GMT

taking back...

there's not much left to say.nothing here is gonna make me stay.you aren't worth it.if you really cared,you'd understand that everything about me is a lie.it's not my place to say it's your fault,but ...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 11:59:00 GMT

just not that into you

quick to deny, one more retry everything's worth it. i'm trying to keep myself from falling back into your arms all that you hold in them is lies. broken hearts aren't worth the last minute pleasure y...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 21:38:00 GMT

secret secrets.

let me knowexactly how you feel.take one step...it won't cross any lines.i won't be for it...until you stop being against it.make the move.take the chance.you know how it'll turn out.anything...after ...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Dec 2008 08:22:00 GMT

ive found the cure....

one day i'll shine through.i'll find you.you'll find me. we'll no longer be searching.everything will be calm.i'll love you just the same as you love me.you'll never forget what you mean to me...you'l...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Dec 2008 15:16:00 GMT

how?

take one look at the pieces...all the tiny pieces, scattered everywhere,and tell me one more time....how this can be okay.you didn't mean anything you ever said to me.you know that i just needed to he...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Dec 2008 07:00:00 GMT

other than that.

i need you to love me.i don't want to know that you never stopped,i want to know that you still do.i need you to know that i'm still here.caring and waiting,just like before.cheer up.you're really ama...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 04:21:00 GMT

how many times...

i want you to close your eyes,shut them tight,and take good care of me.you know everything there is,every single thing,i trust you with my whole heart,you're everything to me.i wish i could tell you,l...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 21:31:00 GMT

why did no one tell me...

why did no one tell me that bad things happen to good people?why did no one ever mention heartbreak?where was i when losing everything was discussed?maybe i should have listened more closely...but i'm...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 00:05:00 GMT

Hope for the future.

Maybe one day you'll understand. You'll know what's going on for me. And what's happening with you.You'll know exactly how i feel about you. And how afraid of losing you i've truly become. The slighte...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 22:44:00 GMT