I guess I can best describe myself as a bastard at times even an a!!hole.. Have had a bit of a set back latley but have found myself again and am happy again.. I apologize to all my friends for disappearing for a while but I needed some time to fix me.. I know a lot of people don't understand and I hope you never need that time alone..life is funny you try to be a good person and work through obstacles and think you can do it all on your own shoulders but what you forget is the people that love and support you, and that there always gonna be there to love and support you..kinda forgot that for a while there... well never again.. It took some struggle but I finally pulled my head out of my ass.. I found the guy I needed to be, not just for my friends and family...but for ME.. I love you all..and ill always be here for all of you..