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Hi my name is Samantha Iam a Christian, I gave my life to the LORD on October 27 2003. HE showed me what life is really about. Befor i became a Christian i did not even know who i was... I was lost .... i was in a deep depression had panic attacs,feared a lot of things in life, there where times i wanted 2 kill myself... friends and family had no clue the double life i was living ... i showed every body that i was happy all the time...the thing is when they did see me i was hung up on 180 enegry drinks and stacker 2... thats how i hid my depression...i was like this for years ... sad thing about it no one knew...when i went home @ night from work almost every night i would cry myself to sleep ... then do it all over again... day in and day out... some people might have thought i had a good life ... made really good $$$$ had a nice to live , 2 blocks from the beach in a rich town... (Avon NJ) and a lot of friends but that did not make me happy...here is the day that i found real happiness. it was October 27 2003... i woke up that morning crying 4 no raeson...then i started to have a panic attack ... i went in the shower to try to calm down ... but then thats when it got worse... i felt like i was having a war in my head... one side saying to kill myself ... and the other side saying to call some body and get help... thats when i called my friend Tina and she took me to her doctor... they could not do any thing for me there... they wanted me to go to the hospital... so i went to the hospital and thats when i realized that the LORD showed me people there that were worse then mine ... HE said you think your life is bad look around you ... it could be worse... it was sad to see that there where people out there far more worse then what i was going through... at that time in the hospital is the day i came to realize that it is not about the $$$ how many friends you have and where you live it is all about having the LORD JESUS CHRIST in your life ... so from that day on i have not had a pannic attack no depression no more fear ...Jesus died and took it all away with HIM when he died on the cross over 2000 years ago...since then i live my life 4 the LORD ... The LORD has done some awesome things in my life the past few years... HE put an awesome man in my life... Mike ... i met him on the computer one day and found out that we went to the same church...(GRACE AND PEACE) on July 31 2005 i met him @ church... a week later August 7 we hung out after church... it was amazing when we hung out it felt like we had known eacher for years ... then on september 16 2006 he asked me to marri him on top of high point mountain ... it was so beutiful how he did it... six months later we got married at are new church KING of KINGS... it was a small one ... the big day is Sept 23 2007...