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About Me

Well I'm Eeciaa(Felecia for those who don't know). I used to care what people thought but that's all in the past. I prolly shouldn't have a lot of hair on my head because I dye it way toooooo much! But it's what I love to do. I collect movies like they're going out of style. SUNY Oswego is where I work n learn for now. I'm not going to lie I loveee shopping and shoes.. I'm an addict. I hate being sick and hate when everyone around me are hurt/upset/sad. I'm goofy, I'm weird, I laugh super loud, I'll talk your ear off, but you know, that's ME! It's ok to be different. I'm not going to spend every day of my life caring what you think of me. I hate wearing baseball caps. I hate little stains, hairs, spots of all sorts on people's clothing, including my own. If I could wear flip flops everyday of my life, I probably would. I'm not a snow girl, never have, never will be. I'm not a fan of going out of the house without makeup. I probably shower way moreee than most people. Diet stiez green tea isn't too bad. That's all you need to know for now. Just hit me up on .. NoLiesJusLuv
RIP Seth Michael, December 13, 2004. 6 inches 11 oz ♥
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Hate,
Increasing discrimination rate
Un pure and fulla pain
Its as real as the rain
Day by day someone else is shot down
Arent we supposed to make people feel like they wearin crowns?
You kill people when you judge
Then why we laughin at someone for having a little bit of pudge?
Why we hate against the different races,
&& what about the different kinds of faces.
Do we not realize what were doin
I guess its just all about our schoolin
Cuz thats what happened at school
You got picked on if you werent decently cool
How fair is that? Yeah shit is wack
Cuz it isnt anybodys fault
I wish hatred could be locked in a vault
Locked away for its the biggest weapon
All those people stepping
Stepping on feelings they wouldnt want to endure
What about callin females sir?
Not all men are manly
Just look at Morgan Stanley
Hes queer
But hes still someone elses peer
Why do we treat people like us so different
God forbid if they rent
Not everyone can afford a house
&& some people got that head louse
Pick people up at a time of despair
You probably have similar feelings to share
What about cancer patients with no hair?
Yeah we chuckle
But someday well buckle
Cuz well be in their shoes
&& Well have the rest of our lives to lose
But yet we still poke fun
Iz like were trying to run
Run away from reality
Stop && show some hospitality
We are brought up to love
Not make them feel like theyre bein hit by a boxing glove
Lift,
Not drift.
Help a person up
Thats whats up.
Cuz someday well be wishin for that in return
I wish we could just all learn
Learn right now bein so young
But were just all so hung
Hung up on our own lives
To stop && think hatred may feel like a thousand knives
Remember You kill people when you judge
So, just let go of that grudge
The grudge you have inside
Just take the dive
Dive into someone elses way of seeing
It just might be that its appealing
New friends are gained in such a way
So is that an alright price to pay
A price to pay to gain a new companion
&& hopefully they wont leave yah standin
Theyll have your back
So just let them be part of your pack
It wont kill you,
Then who?
Itll kill them
So stem,
Stem out a hand
Take a stand
Start a revolution
Stop the hatred pollution
Put a lid on it for good
I just hope with what I said you understood


My Interests


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Felecia
Birthday: 3.4.88
Birthplace: Oswegooo New Yoyk
Current Location: I havn't left
Eye Color: Marijuana green
Hair Color: Reddish with blonde highlights
Height: 5'6
Right Handed or Left Handed: I can use both. wink wink
Your Heritage: Italian. German
The Shoes You Wore Today: American Eagle hoohas
Your Weakness: The wrong kinda guys
Your Fears: Spiders!!!!! I'll scream bloody murder
Your Perfect Pizza: mushrooms && peppers
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I already achieved it. I finished High School
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol... duh., Isnt this everyone's?
Thoughts First Waking Up: blahhhhhhh I wanna go back to sleep
Your Best Physical Feature: Lips. Or eyes?
Your Bedtime: Wheneva I pass out
Your Most Missed Memory: Old friends
Pepsi or Coke: Diet pepsi. Coke is bland
MacDonalds or Burger King: Not a big fan of either
Single or Group Dates: Single. I like being intimate on my own time and not with other people watching
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton but Nestea when i'm lazy cuz' it's already made :-P
Chocolate or Vanilla: Mixture
Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither. Shit's bad for you
Do you Smoke: Negative. Gave that up
Do you Swear: Sometimes I fucking swear, got a problem with that?
Do you Sing: When I'm alone
Do you Shower Daily: Twice.
Have you Been in Love: Possibly. But I don't really know. Perhaps I'd like to be
Do you want to go to College: Mhm. That way I can do somethihng with this hand of life I was dealt
Do you want to get Married: I tell everyone no, but deep down don't we all? Who wants to be alone?
Do you belive in yourself: I try to
Do you get Motion Sickness: Negative
Do you think you are Attractive: :-(
Are you a Health Freak: I try to eat healthy.
Do you get along with your Parents: Most of the time
Do you like Thunderstorms: I do. Tho. I may jump a bit when I hear thunder lol
Do you play an Instrument: Did.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: I have
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Negative
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Wouldn't call it a date really
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No. I don't like oreos
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Ohhh hellll no. I don't do fish. Never have, never will
In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Newp
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Newp
Ever been Drunk: Yeah, A few times. Can't say I like it. Tho, a good buzz is decent
Ever been called a Tease: I am a tease.
Ever been Beaten up: newp
Ever Shoplifted: newp
How do you want to Die: preferably sleeping. Or during sex lol jp
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Forensic Scientist
What country would you most like to Visit: Barbados && or Austrailia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue or green but brown is just as good
Favourite Hair Color: I like dark, but it doesn't really matter
Short or Long Hair: Short. Nothing past the middle of the neck
Height: Taller than me
Weight: Not too scrawny. Gotta have some meat.. && preferably muscles
Best Clothing Style: I like a well dressed man. Stripes?
Number of Drugs I have taken: ...
Number of CDs I own: Idk
Number of Piercings: 8. Tongue. Nostril. Nipples. 4 in my ears
Number of Tattoos: None yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret: There's a few

If I do drink then I enjoy:
« Asshole
« Kings
« Bullshit
« Drunk Driver
« Horse Race
« 3 Man
« Fuck The Dealer
« Egyptain Rat Fuck..ect.
« Rubber Duckies
« Glowy Things
« Blinky Things
« Sparkles
« Color Orange
« Soft things
« Silky/Slippery Things
« Objects Of The Male Gender
« Relaxing
« Cleaning Other People's Houses
« Animals
« The Zoo
« Cartoons, Shows, Movies
« MUSIC!!!!
« Black and White
« Criminals
« Frolicing W/Out Care
« Finishing Up School Right Quick
« Traveling
« I'd like to someday visit the Ocean
« Learning To Wake Board
« I'd like to someday meet Kenny Bartram.. he's the shit on Motorcross
« .::IM and Ask::.

I'd like to meet:



Music:


« Daddy Yankee
« Trina
« Ludaa.
« 2pac
« 112
« Jagged Edge
« Jamie Fox
« Trick Daddy
« Sean Paul
« Juelz Santana
« Styles P
« Big Pun
« Bun B
« Jah Cure
« Juvenile
« Kelly Clarkson
« Shakira
« LL Cool J
« Mariah Carey
« Mase
« Fattaru
« Dizee Rascal br « Julio Voltio
« Buju Banton
« Sean Paul
« Zion y Lenox
« Puerto Rican Power.. they have some good beats lemme tell u
...ect.
I'm a sucker for catchy beats && rhythms.
So here's some songs I dig:
♥Pearl Jam-Last Kiss
♥Marcy Playground-Sex && Candy
♥Nirvana-Emillia
♥Sublime-What I Got
♥Poison-Every Rose Has Its Thorn
♥Mariah Carey-Don't Forget About Us
♥Coldplay-Yellow
♥The Wallflowers-One Headlight
♥Fastball-The Way
♥All American Rejects-Swing Swing
♥Ben Folds Five-Brick
♥Willa Ford-I Wanna Be Bad
♥Madonna-Like A Prayer
♥Christina Aguilera-Dirty && Beautiful
♥Tom Petty-Last Dance With Mary Jane
♥Paula Cole-Sunny Came Home && Where Have All The Cowboys Gone
♥The Steve Miller Band-Abracadabra && I'm a Joker

Movies:


« I Am Sam
♥Love && Basketball
« Bully
♥O
« The Pacifier
♥Donnie Drasko
« Mytic River
♥How High
« KIDS
♥Blue Comedy Tour
« Save the Last Dance
♥Goonies
« American Beauty
♥Just Like Heaven
« American History X,
♥Half Baked
« How High,
♥Bully,
« Road Trip,
♥American Pie1,2-American Wedding,
« Spiderman,
♥Scary movie 1,2,3,
« pulp fiction,
♥Lost Voyage,
« 25th Hour,
♥Charlie,
« Romper Stomper,
♥Little Monsters,
« Drop Dead Fred,
♥Blow♥♥,
« The Machinist

Television:


« Mind of Mencia
« Grounded For Life
« Dr. Phill
« Blue Collar Comedy
« Last Comic Standing
« Entourage
« CSI
« Will && Grace
« Missing
« Monk
« Trading Spaces
« Family Guy,
« Insomniac,
« Newlyweds...no I'm really just kidding that show makes me ill,
« Futurama,
« Whose Line,
« Simpsons,
« Law and Order: SVU,
« Cold Case Files,
« Forensic Files,
« .3 court tv in general,
« Montel
« Maury
« That 70's Show
« Real World
« Birthday
« Special Delivery
« Dr. G: Medical Examiner
« Law && OrdeR: Criminal Intent
« Law && ORder: Trial By Jury
« laguna beach
...::ect::...


Books:

I'm blind, look what you did! I wish I could read the little bumps but I have no fingers. Ok ok that was mean Im sorry to all those blind people who I know will be reading this. :-O
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Heroes:

♥♥♥Anyone who has proven to me that no matter how hard the task they always push && push even if they don't succeed they still tried. Also anyone who has taken two steps forward or back with me. Really if you're somene I consider a friend I consider you my hero. It takes a hero to be a friend. A hero is someone who shares warmth with others && helps them when they're down && makes a person laugh && smile. Happyness a hero? Maybe. If you've put a smile on this face, words can't tell you how thankful I am :-) Even after I have nothing to look forward to I know at least a smile on my face will stick around. Thanks guys, love you all.

My heart begins to shiver with feelings so raw and so cold
&& Your kindness covered me up with a blanket of warmth more impressive than gold.
Thats an impression deeper than a cut
You helped the inner wounds of confusion and torn passion seal shut.
Youre the band-aid and the stitches
You help cover up the mind boggling twitches
I thought I was helpless and lost forever
I almost put my life on defer
Every time I speak the words are replaced with a hiccup
But I thank you once again for backing me up
So the only way I can give my gratitude is in words
But my feelings are gushing out of me like buffalo in herds
So I dont really understand how I become so speechless
&& I sink back && to myself I feel reach less
Maybe if I hide no one will see there was a time I needed help
That was particularly when I was a whelp
So young and impressionable
Trying to succeed but not be exceptional
You respected and loved me for me
It took me so long too see
But what matters now is my perspective is open wide
&& I love you back for whats inside
Were forever locked and bound by companionship
When youre down and you begin to slip
Im a be right behind you to catch you if you so happen to fall
Im a stand beside you as if representin a brick wall
Sticks and stones may break bones
But friendship is tougher and stronger and more than a pile of stones
Its a million pebbles glisstin in the sunrise
I see through you with these eyes
Nothing is blocking my view,
Cuz deep down I have love for you
Love erodes all evil within our confines
Friendship lasts through all seasons, as do Pines.
Its like water being on your face,
So real, thats why its ok to make mistakes
But the real in this all is the ability to forgive
Its the way you get past it and live
Live strong with a smile on your face
&& Be proud of your tastes
Love yourself for who you are
Cuz friendship will allows be glowing as bright as the North Star
Others wont love you if you dont have those feelings for yourself
Nowhere in life is friendship based on wealth
A friendship based on the dollas is as fake as fools gold
I just wanna feel your grasp and your hold
Nothing is more secure than knowing someone is there
Its the best feeling when you can dose off and stare
&& They know how youre feelin
Its almost like your skin peelin
It peels and we get knew skin
Our friends shed their mistakes and make it to the finish line and win
Win the race that is going on in their heads
So much warmth and approval is shared through cuddlin in each others beds
Through cuddlin you share dreams
&& They feel as real as it seems
Love,
Our friends resemble those white graceful doves

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100 ?s

100 Questions, answer 'em or read mine. Current mood: Bored, bored of life. Category: Bored, bored of life. Quiz/Survey 1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?One on my forhead... 1st grade, I wen...
Posted by ∑e¢iªª♥ on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 04:23:00 PST

Was bored II

[] You know how to make a pot of coffee[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar[] You own more than one credit card[] You know how to change the oil in a car[x] You've done your own laundry[] You ...
Posted by ∑e¢iªª♥ on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 12:53:00 PST

I was bored

[] Wear a lot of accessories[x] Carry your cell-phone everywhere[x] Say: duh or omg[] Have a lot of nail polish[x] love hot guys/girls[x] Have blonde moments at least once or twice everyday[x] Dance a...
Posted by ∑e¢iªª♥ on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 09:42:00 PST

?¿?'s¡!

1. Where is the last place you held hands?@ Julio's Grandmas2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?I'd probably shoot my foot off3. Do you sleep with the TV on?Yes 4. Have you ever drank...
Posted by ∑e¢iªª♥ on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 06:20:00 PST

o.m.gosh

The Barbie Test...:namespace prefix = v ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:vml" /> ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />[x]You own over 10 bottles of nail polish[] You...
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My Goals/Hope/Wishes

`To see the ocean. I want to feel the sand squish between my toesies and hear the waves swish about and most importantly listen to the ocean in any seashell I can find! && I wouldn't mind watc...
Posted by ∑e¢iªª♥ on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 09:45:00 PST

Cheers to teh next step...

So the high school chapter is closing as of Saturday June 24th. Next step is full time job finding somewhere. I don't exactly care which county, which city, which uhm state? Alls I know is where I fin...
Posted by ∑e¢iªª♥ on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 09:03:00 PST

101 things about me I'm presuming

101 THINGS.... repost this with your answers: 1* First grade teacher's name: Mrs.Stacey2* Last word you said: away 3* Last song you sang: Not too sure 4* Last person you hugged: Not too sure 5* L...
Posted by ∑e¢iªª♥ on Thu, 25 May 2006 05:46:00 PST

Graduation iz right around the corner

Schools almost at an end Iz almost time to wave goodbye to my family and friends But iz a step we all gotta take Iz time to grow up && learn from previous mistakes Im ready for a lifestyle cha...
Posted by ∑e¢iªª♥ on Thu, 18 May 2006 08:18:00 PST

War.

Bush sends our boys over sea to the Middle East && Our boys turned to beasts Guns in hand Face first in the desert sand Body parts spread the entire place Such a disgrace What we really fighti...
Posted by ∑e¢iªª♥ on Tue, 28 Mar 2006 02:34:00 PST