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About Me

i'm slowly becoming the person that i've always wanted to be.
i do my best to learn from everything and sometimes i overthink stuff. i'm very random and spontaneous; i love an adventure. i'm all about making lemonade out of life's lemons. i think we choose our fate and any crisis is just another opportunity presenting itself in a complex way and most people fail to realize that. i have trouble grasping subjective truths (seems like an oxymoron, right?!). i tend to see things in black and white and it may be my undoing, but i won't let it stop me. you'll never see me angry and if you do..... watch out.
i like fast cars and loud music. i'm happiest at the beach. i love animals, especially dogs. i'm totally a school nerd (chemical engineering major) but i do love to party. i was in a coma that i almost didn't recover from, thus, wasting time makes me feel guilty. i love doing things that i know i will always remember fondly... so my 21 years are crammed with experiences that i could tell you all about if you had an absurd amount of time to sit and listen. but i would rather that we just do something fun. i'll probably write a book someday.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone who can keep up with me

and murderface.

My Blog

NEW!!

What beautiful lies we wrap our selves up in, in the earliest hours of the pale, rosy morning. We wait, breath bated praying the sun won't rise to shine down on this world we created ...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Nov 2008 22:51:00 GMT

breaker

oh ignorant oneexpand what you knowseek to understand, not to explainlistening makes us grownot speakingfrom up high you call down judgementsbut from up so high you can not clearly seestop looking dow...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 21:45:00 GMT

thank you

"tied to the testing of wills as my heart breaks and spills left to the sight of the sky in your arms, i'm defined" thank you for everything.
Posted by on Sat, 10 May 2008 19:46:00 GMT

taking tims advice

so as usual ive been really stressed and freaking out about a bunch of shit the past couple days. without letting me go into a bunch of detail about what it was.... tim told me i need to just remember...
Posted by on Thu, 08 May 2008 13:46:00 GMT

will?

going forward.not sure if i will be too scared to look backnot sure if this is ruinationwill you be my mistakestopping. starting. wondering.we're going to get lost in each otherwe're going to be so wr...
Posted by on Wed, 07 May 2008 11:17:00 GMT

crisis of faithlessness?

is it possible to have a crisis of faith without having faith to begin with? i can't decide.let me explain,from the time i was about 13 until i was 18 i was a devout Jehovah's Witness. I really mean i...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 01:27:00 GMT

progress

so last night i got fucked up and appearently became philosophicalthis is the result:"plan work toward building maintainable friendships with both those who ive come to trust and those i dont. strengt...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 23:04:00 GMT

new years resolution(s)

1. stop ditching class2. teach yoshi to be more well behaved3. get healthier4. stop flaking5. stop letting myself get taken advantage of6. remember to take medicine7. get a new car (?)
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 20:45:00 GMT

what i need

what i needis to lie face downand have someone shatter my spine with a sledgehammermaybe the boneshards stabbing at my fleshwill put an end to the buzzing numbness within meleeching my joy and leaving...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 02:40:00 GMT

uncalledfor.

it seemsthe more i knowthe less i understand.not trying to be melodramatic.but sometimes i feel as bewildered by life as i did in highschool.i know who i am /what i stand for /what i hatei am proud of...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 01:16:00 GMT