[Chelcy]

Honestly, i'm not really good at these "about me" things, but what the fuck I mine as well give it a shot. My names Chelcy and i'm a freshman at a fucked up school (MRHS) where the teachers aren't so great and the people are definately not so great. See the people in Matawan don't know respect, don't know boundries, don't know the real from the fake and straight up don't know shit about life. I'm only 15, but after many years of bullshit I feel like i can honestly say i got this whole thing called life figured out. Its basically a game, and if you don't know the best way to play it, then your basically fucked. I'm not a champ at it, but i'd like to think im getting there. I got a big issue with trust. I don't put much of it in people because theres really no point. I get fucked over anyway. At one point in my life I was once a really sweet person. But i guess after being pushed around n used i just couldn't take it anymore. I'm only kind to the ones i love. I'm a different person and I like to think i have my own way of doing everything. It's kinda cool because my mind doesn't really think like everyone elses. I fear failure and being alone. I plan on majoring in art because its my passion aside from music. Art helps me escape reality. Plain n simple. I'm single. I have tried the whole together thing. It was worth it, but in the end I lost someone i loved....again. At this point in my life it seems like all i truly have is my sister Bonnie. Shes one of a kind and without her i wouldnt survive. I live my life my way now because i realized that its the only way to make myself happy. I have lived my life for everyone else for so many years its unbelievable. So now its my time, my choices, my life, my destiny. I think i'll be just fine. I don't take anything for granted and when i love, I really love. I'm all about the earth and I think that everyone should try and do something to help the world. Because its falling apart in everyway possible. I work 2 jobs and i actually like it. Aside from not really having a day off, the moneys worth it. I like helping people and i always try to help those in need. I'm good at giving advice too: Just be you, and don't live your life for anyone else. Don't let others bring you down and when your faced with a problem you don't think you can handle, believe me you can. What you want is achieveable its working for it thats the hard part. All in all, live your life. Be you