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About Me

sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. and if you are ever going to other people trust you, you must feel that you cant trust them too, evern when youre in the dark. even when youre falling.

the culture we have does not make people feel good about themselves. and you have to be strong enough to say if the culture doesnt work, dont buy it.
most definately.whateverlife.comNorth Carolina School of the Arts is the most Amazing place i've ever been.

Im sydney.

I dont quite know how to say how i feel.
Nico says im like a hotpocket...only better. i love him.
I like to consider myself "the next big thing" haha.
I will make something of myself.
and i WILL go to NCSA. sydney, you exist for a reason.

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My Interests

i listen, i learn, and i try to help.
even if that means scooping someone ice cream.

I'd like to meet:

I LOVE: my friends
Art
a good book
sad movies
laughing till it hurts
singing like no ones listening
cuddling
taking pictures
looking through those pictures and remembering
talking on the phone
running
breathing cold air
Ice skating
a big hug
laying in the grass
an even bigger hug
Crying so hard i cant cry anymore. sometimes it just feels good
smiling
the biggest hug ever
someone who loves me, for loving those things.

Music:

yeah... i like music
- red jumpsuit apparatus
- all american rejects
- something corperate
- PANIC! at the disco
- motioncity soundtrack
- bright eyes
- hellogoodbye
- Devandra
- from first to last
- autumn to ashes
- foo fighters
- flogging molly
- the Chariot
- ima robot
- jimmy eat world
- blink 182
- the format
- between the buried and me
- rent soudntrack
- daphne loves derby
- norma jean
- mae
- brand new
- the yeah yeah yeahs
- death cab for cutie
- postal service
- june
- jack johnson
- jacks mannequin
- five for fighting
- the rocket summer
- armor for sleep
- NADA surf
- modest mouse
- giles
- action action
- amber pacific
- relient K
- rilo kiley
- head automatica
- coldplay
- dave mathews band
- coheed and cambria
- hidden in plain view
- taking bake sunday
- straylight run
- breaking benjamin
- fall out boy
- noise ratchet
- the paperbacks
- saves the day
- halifax
- the audition
- ali and aj
- underoath
- NOFX
- 30 seconds to mars
- as i lay dying
- aberfly
- dashboard confessional
-theres more.. i just cant think...
- I HATE GREEN DAY
-AND I HATE HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS

Movies:

yeah... i watch movies :]
- PROOF
- Xmen... i love wolverine
- The Davinci Code
- CRASH WAS THE BEST MOVIE EVER!!
- the outsiders
- hope floats
- the notebook
- erin brokavitch
- ladder 49
- rent
- brokeback mountain
- beauty and the beast :]
- house of wax
- how the grinch stole christmas
- them harry potters
- never been kissed
- bruce almighty
- john Q
- i am sam
- stepmom
- garden state
- my best friends wedding
- eternal sunshine of a spotless mind
- holes
- legally blonde
- legally blond 2
- ice age
- shrek
- shrek 2
- the pilots wife
- a walk to remember
- message in a bottle
- a guy thing
- ice princess
- the cutting edge
- grease
- phenominom
- bring it on
- bring it on again
- what women want
- little black book
- steel magnolias
- the perfect man
- land before time 1 -10
- i have more....maybe..

Television:

one tree hill. Miami ink

Books:

yeah... i read :]
- the notebook
- the rescue
- Its kind of a funny story
- Massive
- Lord of the Flies
- A walk to remember
- nights in rodanthe
- a bend in the road
- true believer
- At first sight
- the wedding
- the she
- boy meets boy
- ashes of roses
- pilots wife
- the outsiders
- that was then, this is now
- along came a spider
- harry potter and the sorcerers stone
- harry potter and the chamber of secrets
- harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban
- harry potter and the goblet of fire
- harry potter and the order of the pheonix
- harry potter and the half blood prince
- esperanza rising
- just like ice cream
- the phantom of the opera
- where the heart is

Heroes:

Myself

My Blog

hmm

I think its safe to say that nothing is ever good enough for me. I know im not selfish. and i know that things in my life are pretty good. I have amazing friends. I do good in school. I have a job. I ...
Posted by Sydney Inc. [viskid]™ on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 06:44:00 PST

i miss my sister =[

Me and My sister Julia definately aren't the type of people who get along. We disagree about everything we have different views and opinions. its just a mess when were together. But we went to ...
Posted by Sydney Inc. [viskid]™ on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 10:23:00 PST

Heres the facts.

I am human. I make mistakes. I made a HUGE mistake. I hooked up with my friends EX BF and i lied to her about it. She still liked him. I Liked him. I hooked up with him and then i automatically felt b...
Posted by Sydney Inc. [viskid]™ on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 08:54:00 PST

greatest song in the world.

These are the most amazing lyrics I have ever heard in my entire life. I love them. Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. : Face Down. Its about Domestic Violence. Oh and... Jb Chapman take it up the ass. &n...
Posted by Sydney Inc. [viskid]™ on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 11:17:00 PST

first show!

Lucky's last night. Suicide Silence and those other ones... it was amazing. the people i met were amazing. the show was good. the guys were sweaty. the drama sucked. sydney smells like smoke. For my f...
Posted by Sydney Inc. [viskid]™ on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 07:57:00 PST

Dont say your sorry

with fear of sounding like an emo kid.... i hate myself right now. I have dont so many stupid things. not like drugs or getting drunk or having sex with random guys. but i feel like a bad person....
Posted by Sydney Inc. [viskid]™ on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 11:32:00 PST

sydneys homeeeee

yeah so im home from being gone for the past month. i was at north carolina school of the arts. it was absolutely amazing. the classes were incredable and the school was wonderful and the people were ...
Posted by Sydney Inc. [viskid]™ on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 01:27:00 PST

Finally. Happy.

i am in love. with. the song "hey there delilah" that has got to be the most beautiful song ever. Today is my sisters 18th Birthday. shes getting a tattoo. hahaha. im going to enjoy her pain. [im sorr...
Posted by Sydney Inc. [viskid]™ on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 08:58:00 PST

happy happy sydney :]

you know whats really nice? knowing that the person you are thinking of, is thinking of you too. i love that. and for the longest time... i was thinking all alone. He makes me happy. He makes me ...
Posted by Sydney Inc. [viskid]™ on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 12:34:00 PST

sad day

lifeUHHH!sometimes you get so blinded by what people tell you...you lose sight of reality.i guess i knew deep down that everything was a joke.but i didn't want to believe it.i wanted to know that ever...
Posted by Sydney Inc. [viskid]™ on Sun, 30 Apr 2006 08:14:00 PST