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Enigma

enigma04

About Me



Background from flickr userI'm an independent woman with a strong mind. I have a desire for a soulmate but not a need. I am very self sufficient and very passionate about life. I have been on my own since I was 16 and tried getting clean in 2001 but only lasted 18 months till I tried again in 2004. Recovery has been an amazing experience and a great chapter in my life. I am an analyzer to the point I can pick things apart. I am also a dreamer and a planner. I try to be a realist but sometimes I feel it backfires because it reminds me that I am my own worst enemy. I have never been married and I have no children. If you desire to know more about me then feel free to ask; for I am not shy and life is too short not to be honest. oh yeah.... GAMES- I hate games and game players when it comes to any type of relationship in life (family, intimate, friendships, etc...)... I believe we are all individuals and we need not be ashamed of who we are or what we have done because the bottom line is it is our life... no one else so who is to judge what we do. I have only one person I need answer to and that is my creator (GOD).****************************************************** ************************************************************ **************

My Interests

My nickname is 'Enigma':

(noun)
1. something that baffles understanding and cannot be explained; "how it got out is a mystery"; "it remains one of nature's secrets" [syn: mystery]
2. a difficult problem [syn: riddle]
3.One that is puzzling, ambiguous, or inexplicable.
4.A perplexing speech or text; a riddle.

e-nig-ma
1. a puzzling or inexplicable occurrence or situation: His disappearance is an enigma that has given rise to much speculation.
2. a person of puzzling or contradictory character: To me he has always been an enigma, one minute completely insensitive, the next moved to tears.
3. a saying, question, picture, etc., containing a hidden meaning; riddle.
4. (initial capital letter) a German-built enciphering machine developed for commercial use in the early 1920s and later adapted and appropriated by German and other Axis powers for military use through World War II.

[Origin: 1530¨C40; L aenigma Gk a¨ªnigma, equiv. to ainik- (s. of ain¨ªssesthai to speak in riddles, deriv. of a¨«nos fable) + -ma n. suffix of result]

Synonyms 1. problem. See puzzle.


Television:

Waking Dream Video Waking Dream lyrics - Kottonmouth Kings lyrics Kottonmouth Kings Music Videos Music Video Codes by VideoCure

Heroes:

.... Point your curser around the black cat and she will swat at you... see is sooo cute... see the real Bhudda in my pixs
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adopt your own virtual pet! ************************************************************ *** Take the quiz: " Which Egyptian God or Goddess do you represent? (Pictures!)"

Ma'at, Goddess of Order, Harmony, and Truth
Ma'at was the goddess of physical and moral law in Egypt, of order and truth. She was not much of a goddess, but more of a concept. She was what was right; she was the way things should be.
You lead a very well-ordered life. You are just and keep things in balance. You know just how to react to things, and people like you for that.

My Blog

Steve & I are on friendship status....

Yeah u read it right..... my man and I are no longer. I tried to do the dating through incarceration thing but it backfired..... we’ve had some misunderstandings and we have both been angry at t...
Posted by Enigma on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 08:20:00 PST

As I’ve Matured..... I’ve Learned

..> ..>     ..>  As I've Matured...    I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do isstalk them and hope they panic and give in... ...
Posted by Enigma on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 02:38:00 PST

fuck yous of myspace

Fuck You number ONEOK PEOPLE STOP POSTING GOODNIGHTS ON MYSPACE. ITS NOT LIKE MYSPACE IS UR FUCKING HUSBAND OR WIFE TO SAY GOOD NIGHT DUMB ASS.Fuck You number TWOThere is NO SUCH THING as a MySpace Tr...
Posted by Enigma on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 08:57:00 PST

Danny

oooookkkkkkk..... i have really been down in the dumps lately and i have been questioning the friendships I have that i hold onto from my past and analyzing how most of them have turned into aquiantan...
Posted by Enigma on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 09:10:00 PST

when im depressed.....

ya when i am depressed and can now longer cry i end up being bored and sitting in my sit so i shop!!!!! yep i spent a couple hundred on a new cell phone and as some would say it was a long time coming...
Posted by Enigma on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 09:25:00 PST

what about me?

well here i am in northern cali and i feel more alone then i have in a long time.... i've been crying almost evey night and yes i have tried to call friends and leave voicemails but everyone gets so c...
Posted by Enigma on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 10:04:00 PST

Check out this video: Remember Me

Check out this video: Remember Me<
Posted by Enigma on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 11:52:00 PST

Update on me as of 8-25-07

yall mofos need to come up here and check this part of cali out..... I'm sittin here drinkin coffee kickin it on the net and listening to some chill live band playing in the middle of the shopping cen...
Posted by Enigma on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 07:01:00 PST

WELLLLLLLLL......

well--------------} my girls out as of last nite for those of u that care.............. i still haven't even been able to feel the soft touch of her lips yet but fuck it i refuse to think about it.......
Posted by Enigma on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 08:43:00 PST

WHATEVERS!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHATEVERS! THATS  IT THATS ALL..... ANY QUESTIONS????? I'M SO GETTING OVER 'IT'.... OH HOW SAD BUT FUCK I'LL MOVE ON CAUSE I ALWAYS HAVE AND I ALWAYS WILL!!!!!!! YOU SEE I MAY NOT LOOK LIKE MUCH ...
Posted by Enigma on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 05:23:00 PST