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.fght.ff.yr.dmns.

things keep getting caught in my throat

About Me



I'm waiting for something...



...and it's taking forever



My Interests


feeling free
crying
exhaling
laying down looking up
struggling to keep myself happy
being alone
being with friends
drinking too much
wondering why things are the way they are
wondering why i even wonder in the first place
smiling unintentionally
feeling love
learning to let go
tricking myself into feeling better
finding contentment
laughing at horrible things that happen to me
shivering
walking in the rain
wearing shirts that fit really good
cutting my hair at work with box cutters
picking at things
sleeping when it's raining
having no ambition
hating the fact that i have no ambition
learning how to not dwell on things
writing with really good pens
peeling labels off my beer
acting like i'm invisible
making my hair elegantly disheveled
writing on walls
drawing on myself
not sleeping alone
getting lost in music
having fake conversations with people in my head
correcting people's bad grammar
speaking grammatically incorrect
quoting from movies
playing air drums at work
being really immature
being really lame
sending funny text messages
drinking bottles of wine in movie theaters
drinking in weird places
peeing in weird places
breathing out of both nostrils (very rare)
not being sick
remembering my brother
feeling like a kid
being in other cities
driving long drives by myself
sleeping at work
throwing away pennies
noticing cielings

.. ..
oh, and i wish i rode my bike more

I'd like to meet:




Music:


anything and everything

taking back sunday, brand new, leftöver crack, choking victim, indk, morning glory, straylight run, f-minus, alkaline trio, the postal service, the smashing pumpkins, all-american rejects, dead blue sky, darkest hour, blink-182, evanescence, bury your dead, from first to last, reggie and the full effect, emery, enya, ludacris, young buck, wesley willis, underoath, toxic narcotic, say anything, outkast, face to face, a global threat, panic! @ the disco, journey, lords of acid, legion, gnar kill!, the killers, hot water music, nobuo uematsu, danny elfman, james blunt, angels and airwaves, copeland, as blood runs black, john lennon, the birthday massacre, bloodhound gang, eazy e, crass, the unseen, three six mafia, heavens, the black dahlia murder, jimmy eat world, rufio, the sounds, the used, non phixion, death cab for cutie, thought riot, cyndi lauper, dead poetic, legion of doom, mogwai, no ca$h, shiny toy guns, the fray, sarah brightman, dashboard confessional
feel good 80's music
songs from my adolescence (early 90's)
black metal stuff
good rap & intellectual hip hop shit
really mellow chill music
classical & piano
good ol' p f r
music that reminds me of being a kid
music that gives me hope
music that speaks to my moods
music that gets my mind off things
music with emotion
music that makes me laugh
music that makes me cry

Movies:


back to the future, dumb and dumber, not another teen movie, super troopers, starwars, mr. deeds, snakes on a plane, space balls, 40 year old virgin, waiting, better off dead, the ring, punch drunk love, airheads, reservoir dogs, fight club, orgasmo, slc punk, seven, a christmas story, dutch, mean girls, the butterfly effect, team america world poliece, monster squad, the breakfast club, pulp fiction, short circuit 2, home alone 1 & 2, little monsters, the wizard, haggard, little miss sunshine, domino, edward scissorhands, the crow, the texas chainsaw massacre, i spy, office space, 300, closer, stranger than fiction, the number 23, smokin' aces, donnie darko, gummo, the last kiss, garden state,
good coming of age 80's movies
horror
love stories
adam sandler movies
kevin smith movies
classic monster movies
movies that scare me mentally
movies that make me reconsider my life
movies that can make me pee my pants
movies that capture exactly something i'm dealing with
movies that remind me of being in love
movies that make me cry

Television:

the only 30 minute series of moving pictures that matters...
vh1
e!
mythbusters
cartoons i grew up with

Books:

Books are for burning.

Heroes:


mcfly

dr. dorian

my *real friends
my brother