I WOULD LIKE TO PRINCE OF THE LIGHT (JESUS) FIRST TO SEE ALL THE BEAUTIFUL THINGS OF THE EARTH, AND OF THE UNIVERSE. I NEED MY EYES OPEN TO THE BLESSES THAT HE HAS CAST DOWN TO ME, FOR WE ARE BLINDED TO SO MANY OF THEM, AND LEFT TO BE SO UNGRATEFUL TO SO MANY OF THEM! THEN I WOULD LIKE A VIEW, OF HELL, TO SEE WHAT MY LIFE COULD BE LIKE, CAUSE I KNOW IT COULD BE WORSE! BUT YET, I DON'T SEE IT RIGHT NOW! I WOULD LOVE TO MEET MY REAL DAD! I WOULD LOVE TO SEE KORY AGAIN, AND WORK ON "US". I WOULD LIKE TO REUNITE WITH JOHNNY, BUT I KNOW THAT IS IMPOSSIBLE RIGHT NOW. MY HEART SEEMS TO BE A SLOW HEALER RIGHT NOW. I WISH GOD WOULD JUST TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY AND LET ME LIVE AGAIN, BUT LOVE DIED WHEN I LOST HIM, AND NOW, I DON'T KNOW IF I WILL EVER NOW THAT EMOTION AGAIN! DEDICATES THIS SONG TO JOHNNY, I LOVE YOU, BABY, AND I ONLY HOPE YOU ARE SAFE AND SOUND!! JOHNNY, I LOVE YOU, BABY, AND I WILL WAIT FOR YOUR RETURN, WHENEVER THAT IS!!