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ze eempaylurr.

heaven holds a sense of wonder, and i wanted to believe that i'd get caught up, when the rage in me

About Me


as if you really wanted to know about me.
AIM//lolsargasm
im a hard worker, a good writer, a believer, a weed smoker and a listener. im stubborn, blunt, shy, obnoxious, smart and careful.
judge me, but the only one who can truly judge is God, so i wont listen to you.
marie motherfucking massacre is my best friend and partner in crime. i would die for this chick, no lie.
i'll also tell you what i really really hate :D
-conceited females, your not that great, and not everyone loves you or thinks your "fine"
-people at metal shows who don't expect to get hit
-not being able to drive :[ (suspended license)
-shallow people, aka almost everyone i know, including me at times
-my swearing problem :/
-when people tell me to "calm down" NOPE!
most MOST scene kids who think they're "teh sexsz"
when someone cannot find one good thing about something written or a song being played
tomatoes xp
when i get called "gay" or "lame" for being religous
& what i really really like
writing stuff about anything
taking picturesss
starbucks, its my yob :D
smoking mary
ciggarettes
driving my car
music, every different kind. fucking love it
schnack wraps
drinking, alot
downtown!
doing hairs
laughing alot. for a long timee
showssss :D ydgsfliudhfli have anger, temper, sarcasm, and swearing issues.
but im nice, promise.
someday i will be covered in tattoos. just wait.
random fact? or shinfo? im adopted.
i tell eet like eet ees.
i will spend all the money i have in ten minutes if it is in front of me.
don't typically get along with the females, but i have my few. i am lonely and single as fuck. i would like that to change, honestly.
aim me! comment my fotografos! in this silence i believe...
In the end you will be laid to rest where you belong

My Interests



R.I.P. Nicholas "Casper" Moncada.i will never, ever, EVER forget you. i think about you and miss you more than humans can comprehend.
I've talked to the angels, they can't make it out tonight. they crossed there hearts and hoped we make it out alive<3

I'd like to meet:

Pink Floyd

& anyone who isn't a waste of time.

Music:

LYDIA.

My Blog

i am completely

alone.
Posted by ze eempaylurr. on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 07:43:00 PST

alright kids, i just need to get some stuff off my chest

im sorry to anyone i was mean, rude, or bitchy too in the past weeks.  i can tell by feedback from some of my friends that i havent been nice. i know you all are like "just get over it, just move...
Posted by ze eempaylurr. on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 08:13:00 PST

Dear Casper, (June 21, 2008)

Casper, The things i want to say to you would not even fit into this dumb myspace blog, but i'll give it a shot. Ive always missed you, since the last time i saw you, the last time i talked to you.&nb...
Posted by ze eempaylurr. on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 04:43:00 PST

may 27, 2008 --ive cashed in all my chips tonight--

You told me you can't wait to see me and then you didn't bother to even show up. This whole situation is incredibly typical, I should have seen it all along. why FUCKING WHY can people not get over t...
Posted by ze eempaylurr. on Tue, 27 May 2008 08:57:00 PST

me and jimmy had a rap battle, april 27, 08

JimKroupasSN (12:56:44 PM):  lets have a rap battleJimKroupasSN (12:56:45 PM):  okJimKroupasSN (12:56:51 PM):  heads or tailslol      SARGASM (12:56:56 PM): tai...
Posted by ze eempaylurr. on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 11:13:00 PST