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I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow if you have been opened by lifes betrayals, or have been shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it, or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself. If you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul. "If you can be faithless and therfore trustworthy". I want to know if you can see beauty even when it is not pretty every day, and if you can source your own life from its presence. I want to know if you can live with failure yours or mine and still stand at the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, YES! It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after the night of greif and dispair weary and bruised to the bone and do what needs tobe done to feed the children. It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you can stand in the center of te fire and not shrink back. It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and truely like the company you keep in the empty moments.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

..The DanceI have sent you my invitation the note inscribed on the palm of my hand by the fire of living. Don't jump up and shout, YES, this is what I want! Let's do it! Just stand up quietly and dance with me. Show me how you follow your deepest desires, spiralling down into the ache within the ache. And I will show you how I reach inward and open outward to feel the kiss of the Mystery, sweet lips on my own, everyday. Don't tell me you want to hold the whole world in your heart. Show me how you turn away from making another wrong without abandoning yourself when you are hurt and afraid of being unloved. Tell me a story of who you are. And see who I am in the stories I am living And together we will remember that each of us always has a chance. Don't tell me how wonderful things will be.... someday. Show me you can risk being completly at peace truly OK with the way things are right now in this moment, and again in the next, and the next and the next. I have heard enough worrior stories of heroic daring. Tell me how you crumble when you hit the wall, the place you cannot go beyond by the strength of your own will. What carries you to the other side of the wall, to the fragile beauty of your own humanness? And after we have shown each other how we have set and kept the clear, healthy boundaries that help us live side by side with each other, let us risk remembering that we never stop silently loving those we once loved out loud. Take me to the places on the earth that teach you how to dance, the places where you can risk letting the world break your heart. And I will take you to the places where the earth beneath my feet and the stars overhead make my heart whole again and again. Show me how you take care of business without letting business determine who you are. When the children are fed but still the voices within and around us shout that soul's desires have too high a price let us remind each other that it is never about the money. Show me how you offer to your people and the world the stories and the songs you want our children's children to remember, and I will show you how I struggle not to change the world, but to love it. Sit beside me in long moments of shared solitude, knowing both our absolute aloneness and our undeniable belonging. Dance with me in the silence and in the sound of small daily words, holding neither against me at the end of the day. And when the sound of all the declarations of our sincerest intentions has died away on the wind, dance with me in the infinite pause before the next great inhale of the breath that is breathing us all into being, not filling the emptiness from the outside or from within. Don't say, YES! Just take my hand and dance with me.

My Blog

Where the time has gone

I have not blogged in many months now.  I have been through alot.  In this past year I have been through a car accident, taking more then I can handle in school, and then turning around and ...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 02:59:00 GMT

Have Faith

February 27   Many of us say we will not believe what we cannot see, but can we see gas or electricity or thunder? We see the results, but we cannot see what we know is real and powerful. Indians...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 05:53:00 GMT

Dont be a Cow

February 26   There they go--all those people rushing and pushing toward something. Do they know something we do not know? Do they see beyond where you and I can see? Should we be doing the same ...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 20:46:00 GMT

Dont miss the little things

February 25   The time has finally arrived to have gardens tilled and fields plowed for spring crops. There will be more cold weather, but that is a part of the cultivation of good crops. Freezin...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 20:43:00 GMT

well overcomes sickness

February 24   If you are sick, it is not a feather in your hat; it is a boulder on your path. There is something about an ailment that loves to crown itself king. We have to remember that we are ...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 20:39:00 GMT

quiet places

February 23 Speak to me of quiet places, of treasures yet to be found, of peace that flows like a river. Tell me of tranquil places that no hand has marred, no storm has scarred. Give me visions of st...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 20:36:00 GMT

Laughter is necessary

February 18   Check your tongue. Has it been working over- time? Has it been repeating too many things that is should not repeat? The Indian's stoic nature is not particularly silent, but he has ...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 20:59:00 GMT

Control

February 19   Control is a touchy subject, because it makes us think we can do anything and say anything and no one has a right to challenge us. Control should be bound by friendship-- not necess...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 20:30:00 GMT

Giving is rewarding

February 13   Right this minute someone has a need and has no idea how to meet it. Right this minute someone feels alone and has no one to tell them they are loved and cherished. Right this minut...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 14:18:00 GMT

Trust yourself

February 11   This is a friend who knows no envy, no jeal- ousy, and has no need to resent you. Know- ing and forgiving and supporting you is the real reason for this friendship. Who is this unkn...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 23:34:00 GMT