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mama ca

What in the name of Are you there God? It's me, Margaret, were you thinking?!

About Me

I've got a really good heart, but I can't catch a break.

My Interests

i enjoy situations where there is a good chance that i will either get arrested, naked, or ultimately famous.

I'd like to meet:

How I wish you could see the potential, the potential of you and me. It's like a book elegantly bound, but in a language that you can't read.

Music:

U2, tjs, 3eb, tps, JM, std, tna, DC, lmao, omg, wtf???

Movies:

netflix. and lots of porno.

Television:

reality tv.

Books:

love is a mix tape.

Heroes:

Steve Martin, Brendon Small, Bono, and that betch, Alex.

My Blog

closure.

A month has passed. I didn't die, the world didn't stop turning, every day came and every night went. I'm not ashamed to admit that I honestly thought you'd change your mind by now. Embarrassed slight...
Posted by mama ca on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 03:37:00 PST

a little humor never hurt anyone.

So, you're leaving, aren't you? I knew it when you said, just then when you told me, you were leaving. That's when I definitely knew. But if you're trying to break my heart, your plan is flawed from t...
Posted by mama ca on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 03:33:00 PST

a walking open wound.

How is it possible to love someone so much that they mean the entire fucking world to you, you know every freckle and pair of jeans by heart, you know exactly what cd is going into the cd player befor...
Posted by mama ca on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 04:36:00 PST

on quitting.

it's hard to give up on something and not feel a sense of failure. to feel like you've bailed out, or that you didn' have what it took to see it through. it's hard. but sometimes i find myself trying ...
Posted by mama ca on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 03:51:00 PST

to someone.

i realize now it was a task too large,having you be the world to me.but i still need your help to keep things in placeyou will be my gravity. i gave you something i did not understandand while its wor...
Posted by mama ca on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 03:57:00 PST

the story of a tree.

It began underground. From a seed and the sun and the rain, through the dirt and the darkness, a tree was born. Life was not easy for this willow, for it was perched just beyond a sweeping ravine th...
Posted by mama ca on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 06:56:00 PST

to my friends:

first and foremost, i owe you all an apology. i am so sorry.i'm apologizing to you because i know i haven't exactly been the kind of friend that you deserve, the kind of friends that you all have been...
Posted by mama ca on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 11:42:00 PST

down time.

this morning i woke up sick and sad. last night i fell asleep drunk and disappointed. i walked to my car and i saw a man painting his garage door from brown to white. it was so cold and foggy and that...
Posted by mama ca on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 01:46:00 PST

the difference.

there are times when you truly do know something, but you don't understand it. the difference between the two, knowing and understanding, is something so vast that it is difficult to acknowledge and ...
Posted by mama ca on Tue, 08 May 2007 11:31:00 PST

fight every fight like you can win.

god knows i'm trying, but every now and then i get the feeling that i'm in way over my head. it's so defeating to know that no matter how bad you want this all to stop, it won't. because you don't wan...
Posted by mama ca on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 11:56:00 PST