Some junk I wrote...
Life
Each day I thank god
For all I received
For the people in my life
Who made me believe
That life was a gem
One that shall be treasured
And life is of importance
Although it cannot be measured
Cherish your life
So they did say
For you may not see tomorrow
This may be your last day
Remembering:
When I am gone
Please do not cry
I will always be here
Right by your side
Following your every step
Watching your every move
But please dont forget about me
I will always remember you
What Could Have Been
I didn’t mean to hurt you, I didn’t mean to lie
I’m sorry for the things I said that seemed to make you cry
I tried to make you happy, I tried to make you stay
But each time we argued it only pushed you away
And each day I regret, all that we’ve been through
I understand you leaving me for the things I did not do
I’ll miss you more than ever, I’m saddened that you’re gone
But I’m happy that you made a choice and decided to move on
‘Cause what I gave to you, was nothing close to great
And if I had given more I wouldn’t have lost my perfect mate
But now it’s too late, back in time I cannot go
I have to continue living my life realizing it wasn’t so
I take all the blame, my fault it did not last
I’m glad we were together and made special memories in the past
I enjoyed the times we had, and the moments that we shared
And to think there could be more if I had only showed I cared
But for some reason I kept to myself, and didn’t fully express what I could
And now I lost the love of my life and I’m no longer feeling as good
It’s the missing pieces, and the loneliness I feel
And all these feelings after you're gone remind me it was real
My one true love, a true angel on my shoulder
And now the times without you here makes my winters even colder
But shining in my heart, and shining ever so bright
Are the days we spent together and the kisses goodnight
The times we shared a hug, and the times we said I love you
These are the times I will never forget I was through
I'm Sorry
I was entrusted with your heart
One to never break
But in my hands it crumbled
I made a big mistake
A thousand times I apologize
As I gently hold your hand
And you may not believe me
But I truly understand
And once again I'm sorry
For all the pain I caused
I surely do regret this
Cause you're the one I lost
For the times I said I wouldn't dare
And the times I said I didn't care
For all the things I put you through
Please remember I LOVE YOU!
I'd walk the extra mile to see your pretty smile
I'd do whatever it took to see you
I'd swim the deepest ocean to give you the notion
That there's nothing I wouldn't do
I wished upon the highest star
That lit up the northern sky
That all my dreams would soon come true
Before the day I died
Then dreaming became reality
As I met the perfect girl that day
And now that she's locked in my heart
Forever she's here to stay
If Only...
Many things have come and gone
But one I want to stay
But who's to say it will still be here
Come another day
No guarantees, no promises
For what I want to keep
All I can do is hope and pray
Each night before I sleep
That tomorrow will bring happiness
And in my life it will be
Cause I can't go on living
Without you here with me
You look in my eyes
Feel hypnotized
But you're taken for sure
That's no surprise
Cause you finer than fine
Girl you blow my mind
But I can wait for you
Till the end of time
So remember this day
Don't forget who I am
Cause sooner or later
I'll see you again
And when the time comes
You will see
Together forever
We were meant to be
Variants of the name THOMAS:
I already found the girl I've been searching for.
My bitches/niggas:
Warning: I have 117 crazy ass friend's
Note: The order of my friends are not arranged in the order by which I like you, but alphabetically. Many of you are already aware of where you stand.
Amy
Christina
Cindy
Eli
Jen
Kim
Laura
Lee
Mallory
Mom
Rod
Star
Tamara
Tom
Toni
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all of my whack Friends
Rap, Hip-Hop, R&B, Classic Rock, Michael Jackson and Elvis. Other favorite artists include DMX, Outkast, Bone Thugs N Harmony, Pharrell (or N.E.R.D), Ludacris, Diddy, Will Smith, Boys II Men, K-Ci and JoJo, Linkin Park, Queen, The Beach Boys, and Journey.
Saving Private Ryan is hands down my number one. Also, Lucky Number Slevin, Crash, Black Hawk Down, Spider-Man 1 & 2 (soon to be 3), The Punisher, Top Gun, and Don't Be A Menace to South Central While Drinking Your Juice in the Hood.
Favorite's as of now are Prison Break and Entourage. Seinfeld is my all time favorite. Shows I usually find myself watching are Mythbusters and Dirty Jobs with Mike Rowe. Others include The Simpsons, Family Guy, Extreme Makeover Home Edition, Chapelle's Show, Reno 911, and It Takes a Thief. Shows I wish still came on are Band of Brothers and Over There - both outstanding.
I'm currently reading 'Flags of Our Fathers' - the movie was good but the book is always better.